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" I like a look of agony, because I know it's true " side blog / kpop+misc writings

[youngadultquoted]

“There’s a Japanese phrase that I like: koi no yokan. It doesn’t mean love at first sight. It’s closer to love at second sight. It’s the feeling when you meet someone that you’re going to fall in love with them. Maybe you don’t love them right away, but it’s inevitable that you will.”

— Nicola Yoon, The Sun is Also a Star

[qiguais]

Hi. Idk if you'd remember me but about a year ago I wrote to you, rambling on about how my life was falling apart, with my cat leaving me, and I couldn't graduate and get my damn degree as I couldn't bring myself to start the damn thesis, let alone finish it. Now, here I am, writing to you again, and you know what? My life is still a big fucking mess, Idk how I managed to fuck it up that bad, but yeah, I did. So yeah, a little update on my miserable pathetic life, idek why I'm telling you this..

Hello anon! 

No I do remember you, I was really worried about you ;;

It actually sucks so much to hear that your year has been so bad, like a whole year ??? + you’re still unhappy after a whole year ??? that’s so unfair I would not wish that on anyone ever and I wish I could actually do more to help you out rather than just sit here and read your message

Your life is precious and I hope that you will find things that help you come to the same conclusion. Start with the little things maybe? We humans are really negative and tend to focus on what makes us sad, it’d be nice if there were small things to make your day brighter

I hope you can hang in there & good things will come your way ;;;;

[helenepertl]

Cover Letter and Reply

Dear Sir, I am writing in application for the position. My extensive experience My keen interest Make me an ideal candidate for the position.

I have interpersonal skills Communication skills I am highly focussed Highly motivated A passion To apply my knowledge. I am fluent.

Confident

Excited

Very committed

More than willing Dear Helene,

If it suits you Without interview I will pay you.

Also

I have a house It stands empty Consider it yours.

It was built by my ancestors. He polished the wooden floors She made the bathroom tiles out of the clay from the riverbed On the banks of the river, willows

An overgrown orchard And an old horse that grazes in the fields.

I will not visit you there

You will never hear from me again

Sincerely, Your Boss

[noorshirazie]

passion does not care for consequence. that is why it is so easy to burn.

Noor Shirazie (via noorshirazie)

[whereiseefashion]

Match #385

Details at Givenchy Fall 2010 | Jellyfish

More matches here

[ICYM: The WISF x Timken Museum of Art Exhibition is coming up!]

[qiguais]

Whoaaa I read your 2jae fic (red riding hood au), and I am so taken aback by how well-written it is??? Even though I clicked to the story notes/explanation page and basically spoiled the story and ending for myself- it was accidental (that's why I have to read from the top to bottom, not just what is in bullets)- I was still so shocked by the outcome like fuuuuck. And then I read the notes and the last line hit me hard too. I love your writing. Thanks for letting me read such a good story. <3

aaaaa thank you so much, anon! This was a fic I wrote ages ago and I’m still in awe every time someone even mentions any of my old writing haha.

I’m glad you enjoyed it, and thank YOU for dropping by to leave such a lovely ask! I hope you have a wonderful day :)

[qiguais]

Is it okay to have a notp? I mean I've been struggling to keep my emotions about this at bay, coz shipping aside, I love everyone of them. But seriously, every time I see a post about the notp, I can't help but feel irritated, and how wrong it was

Hello anon!

I think it largely depends on context? I mean when it comes to OTPs people usually look at them in a romantic sense but I think we sometimes forget that our OTPs are built on how close they seem as friends?? If you’re saying you don’t understand how people can look at their friendship and turn it into shipping, I do think it’s perfectly fine to have a notp!

I do know what you mean though- For e.g., I really love the friendship between Bambam and Jackson, I love their ‘relationship dynamic’ a lot, but they’d still be my ‘notp’ because I just don’t ship them together at all, I can’t imagine them in any sort of romantic capacity.

Is that kind of what you mean?

Just throwing it out there though that at the end of the day shipping is just a fun fandom thing, I know sometimes there can be pressure to ship something but please don’t feel like you //have// to ship something just because it’s popular. Participate in aspects of fandom that you personally find fun and enjoyable, and the rest can be for others to enjoy haha. Your notps are probably going to be someone else’s otps and vice versa?

[malfascination]

[qiguais]

Where can I find all the Got7 fanfics authored by you? (: (your works are gorgeous x)

!!! Oh my goodness anon, this is a compliment that I’m not sure I deserve ;;

you can find my 7fics stuff via my author tag, and I do also have both ao3 (qippy) and a LJ (quotidianue) that contain a few things too! 

[elesq]

5.16.16 - journal

For a second there, it really felt like I was going somewhere. 

[qiguais]

Sometimes we delude ourselves Into thinking we’re Perfect Unbreakable Invincible Surprise! Blood stains on pavement - Human bodies are As fragile as Human souls But much more fertile - Gorge out my eyes Claim them as your own Devour Every essence Of my being (rest in pieces)

[phreshouttarunway]

Louis Vuitton S/S 2007

[qiguais]

you’re the protagonist and you know it! your swagger is sure and your smirk flirtatious you’re confidence personified and the proud spotlight aimed towards you doesn’t falter just be cautious, careful now the main character isn’t complete without a villain

[qiguais]

we're the fools in this grand masquerade, wearing our masks for so long they become a second skin. we meet the one who peels the facade away, and we're terrified of the blood and bone beneath

[chiichens]

& in our arrogance we we with our scorched fingertips reach for the sun that which we take for granted that which burns with vindictiveness

[qiguais]

Hi again. I'm right now not sure if the message you dedicated for the anon is for me, coz I seriously couldn't remember what I've rambled about (bombarding your ask, so sorry T.T). Was that about how I came across your JJ Mafia fic, from which then (God knows how) lead to me having a mental breakdown after my cat left me, and that everything in my life was so f*cked up? Anw, even if that mes was't for me, it still somehow lightens me up. Thank you, you little angel :)

!!! HELLO ANON I am so glad you decided to come back, I’m very sure it was you yes !! How are you now ?? I hope you’re feeling a bit better and even if not I hope if you need to ever vent or whatever you know that you’re always welcome to come back ;; I’ll be honest, the mafia!au was somewhat self-indulgent for me as I sometimes write dark plots to get negativity out of my system ;;

I’m really so glad you dropped by again, I was super worried about you! Hoping things are better for you now and thank you for enjoying my writing too ;3;

[qiguais]

this is a message to the anon who was in my inbox

Hello, I only received the last three messages from you in my inbox so I presume I don’t have the majority of what you sent to me but even though I have an incomplete picture of what’s going on for you, I definitely wanted to at least address you somehow because I do want to tell you these things

- you are SO IMPORTANT. it’s fine and normal to feel down and unhappy with yourself, and it’s /so easy/ to tell yourself that you don’t matter, etc. in fact this is something I struggle with too ;; but please know that even so, YOU MATTER.

- please know that you will never be a bother to //everyone//, there is always going to be someone there for you even if it doesn’t seem like it. on that note, do feel free to return to my inbox and rant things out, or you can also contact me through other means like Twitter or my personal ask.fm or even email ;; I’m not sure whether I /can/ help, but I can promise you that I will always be willing to listen to you and try my best to support you

- I do think it'll be best if you could talk to someone irl about your troubles (even perhaps a professional if necessary, or call up a helpline?) but if you can't and need to vent, please do talk to me or someone you can trust ;; - please take care of yourself! in the end, we humans instinctively prioritise ourselves first. if you need to back away from some things going on in your life then please don't hesitate if they're just bringing you down ;; simplify things down and concentrate on things one step at a time ;; as I said, I didn't actually get to read the majority of what you sent me so I'm sorry I can't offer more relevant comments ;; do feel free to come back if you need though, and stay safe !! take care