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SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

I should never have told him about my drinking problem because alcoholism runs in his family and he decided to try it and he only took one shot 2 nights ago but last night he just chugged it out of the bottle. Fuck.

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yesterday was the first time I got really drunk in a year

Essentially this is why:

I took a toast and slammed down a glass of champagne

Took about 4 shots of heavy heavy liquor in under 45 seconds because I was challenged

Slammed down about 10 shots of tequila because my boyfriend got in trouble for no fucking reason and I was already having a shitty day and I couldnt feel anything else other than sadness and needed to block that out

Realized my mom drinks tequila often and would notice but we had vodka she totally forgot about that had about 3/4th left in a big bottle so I sat on my kitchen floor and finished that off

I feel bad because ive been telling my boyfriend "i'l quit" over and over again but I just cant

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Im really tipsy rn and nothing is healthy

I decided to take a challenge from my family member over who can slam down 4 shots in under 45 seconds. I won but now im tipsy cause it was hard liquor

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I want my zaza

but i quit for my boyfriend and I promised I wouldnt do it again

Same with alcohol, I just wanna drink and drink until j cant think straight but I said id quit because his father was an abusive alcoholic and he has trauma surrounding alcohol.

I did drink champagne today tho

[xtanbunnyx]

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physically a virgin mentally a whore

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Oh I just want to live with him already

Sex whenever we want it

Getting high together/ sharing a joint together

Me sitting on the kitchen floor while he's out and about getting me snacks after we just did it, smoking a joint in nothing but his hoodie or shirt and my panties because I know he'll want round two when he gets back

OH OH OH

Me waking up while hes getting ready for work, all needy, so I can walk out in his shirt and my shorts and walk up to him and wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his bare chest then looking up at him with pleading eyes so he'll drag me back to bed and fuck me until Im worn out so I can go back to sleep

[justarandomgh0ul]

Slap me and call me a mutt mphffff

even better yet, let your gloves snap against your skin before you experiment on me

OH OH AND let me mess with your wires until you over heat

OHHHH I GOT SOMETHING GOOD tease my wings and tail

AND AND touch me in my sleep. Wake me up with my panties gone and your fingers in me

ANDDDD screw me even tho I said no multiple times

OHHHH call me your baby girl and squeeze your big fingers in my tight cunnie even if they’re too big AND let me call you daddy (this is the best one here trust)

and y’know what? Sink your teeth into my chest and thighs like a damn vampire that’s been starved

tease me until I soak the sheets, rub me through my panties but never give me the real thing, make me all needy and whiny and then abandon me on the bed to do work

mphffffff nghhhh

I think that’s all I had to say. Thank you!

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BESTIE APPRECIATION POST

I love my best friend so so so so much! I love that I can tell her anything and everything! Thats my literal wife and I wouldnt chose another person over here, I love her so much!

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I especially love the fact he learned sign language for me

I have selective mutism and sometimes when I come over I just can't speak, so I use sign language to communicate because I can't vocalize anything. And at first he had trouble with it but then he learned for me so he can translate for me! I love him!

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I love when he jacks off to me on call

Best part is when he finishes it gets all over his shirt so he has to take it off

I love his body sm and I love every part of him

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Mngh

Im fucking dying now

I witnessed my boyfriend's little whiny voice last night BECAUSEEEEE

Essentially he got really horny and tired and wanted to hear me moan and whine n shit while I was touching my self so I said okay

Long story short he joined in (ykwim) and I finished before him so I was just talking to him and saying he was such a good boy for me. Well I experienced a minor blackout (due to my osdd and an alter taking over) and I didnt get to hear the rest but he said he'd tell me what I was saying when he finally finished but apparently it was something along the lines of

Him: I came mommy I came

Me: mm, you came for me didn't you my good boy

Or something like that

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Uhm.. experienced girlies help...

So uhm, I went over to my boyfriend's house today and im not even afraid to admit that I deepthroated that shit but now like, my throat hurts and I need help.. what do I do to make the pain stop..

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mmmfphhh

he's reminding me that im a dumb slutty puppy and im nothing but a toy

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tumblr is evil and wont let me reblog your reply to my ask but YAYAYYAAYYAYYAYY friends !

YAYY!!

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I love when he reminds me im just a stupid puppy