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a/n: I’m bored and feeling very raf pilled … take this
“the bf of the shyest girl you know” and it’s rafayel who is never afraid to be loud when it comes to you.
rafayel who creates an entire exhibit dedicated to you and works inspired by you in every medium you can think of; the star of the show is a sculpture of you he’d somehow hid from you the entire time he worked on it.
rafayel who promotes his exhibit on billboards with the slogan “inspired by my only muse,” the theme is love and eternity.
rafayel who will send your food back if they give you the wrong order.
“oh, um thank you!” you smile softly, staring at the plate of food you definitely did not order. Rafayel notices your face immediately, watching the way you hesitate to even pick up the fork.
“what is it, cutie?” he watches the way you bite your bottom lip before looking at him with a small pout.
im gonna skip this banner because I know infold is planning to drop rafayel's new myth next month😭💔😭💔😭💔😭💔
so pretty🥹❤️🩹
words could NEVER describe the full extent of his beauty
how are we feeling rafayel girlies😭😭😭😭😭
10 Kisses with Rafayel
Your first kiss with Rafayel is not what you had expected. You hadn't thought it possible for the man not to talk for longer than a few minutes, but once his mouth is on yours, the only sounds in the room are lips smacking and gratuitous moans. In time, he would speak again, filthy, delicious sentences that would make you melt.
Rafayel tends to kiss your knuckles when distracted. Your hand is at his mercy. Watching a movie, his lips will glance at your fingers. Reading a book in bed, he will tear your hand away, your book falling shut without the tension. Sometimes, in a dramatic reenactment of a scene from said movie or book, he'll add a nibble to the joint, eyes full of mischief.
home is where the fishie is
a/n: inspired by me falling asleep during quality time w raf … i just find it so peaceful </3 let me know what you guys think !! might be ooc pls lmk
tags/warnings: not proofread, rafayel x reader, exhaustion, rafayel is the best bf ever, fluffy fluff !!
your body aches as you finally exit the association, tiredly saying goodnight to Tara and hopping on your bike, adjusting your helmet before peeling out of the parking lot.
it had been days since you had proper rest, you’ve had a headache since this morning and you’d only had a sandwich to eat all day. your body was on autopilot at this point, not realizing that you were not going home, but were actually parked in front of your lovers home.
the familiar black gates stared at you, parking your bike and taking your helmet off. rafayel didn’t need to look to know it was you, he recognized the sound of your bike.
“well this is a welcomed surprise, cutie,” he smiles, turning to look at you, a sympathetic look in his eyes as he sees your tired figure flop onto his couch.
tensions
rafayel finds out that he really likes being swept off his feet—literally. you gently encourage him to indulge in this discovery with you.
★pairing: rafayel x reader ★wc: 1.9k ★prompt: “We can’t—if someone sees us…” — and then they kiss anyway, consequences be damned. ★content: fluff and a bit spicy. making out in a trapped elevator. rafayel gets lifted by a buff firefighter and likes it, and likes it a lot when you do it too. dom!reader vibes but also raf is a switch siren king.
"If I die in here, untouched and unloved, it's your fault."
You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose as your part-time eccentric employer, full-time adoring boyfriend continues to ramble like he has for the past ten minutes, trapped in the broken hotel elevator.
Your presence had been requested for another one of his galleries tonight, held in the convention hall of a brand new, high-end hotel in the city. It had come with a complimentary night in one of their finest suites, and he'd insisted on you ensuring his safety all the way up to his room's door. Never mind that you both knew once you got there, you wouldn't be leaving until the morning.
Too bad you were now trapped somewhere between the 30th and 31st floors, the distant twinkling lights of the lobby below the glass side of the elevator sending Rafayel deeper into a spiral.
rafayel hates your cat.
he tells you time and time again nothing will ever change his stance on the tiny apex predator who lounges around your apartment, staring at him and blinking slowly.
“look they’re even mocking me!” he pouts, crossing his arms and turning to you, “cutie can’t we just go to mine?”
“they slow blink when they love you, and no we go to yours all the time! we need to spend more time with our kid,” you emphasize the ‘our’ despite having had the cat before you’d met rafayel.
“that is not mine,” he huffs, narrowing his eyes at the cat before curling up next to you on the couch. “never gonna change my mind,” he mumbles, cheek squished against you as you run your fingers through his hair.
“you’ll come around, mark my words,” you chuckle, kissing his forehead and smoothing the wrinkles between his brows. rafayel shakes his head ‘no,’ side eyeing your cat as they stretched out and jumped to stare out the window.
you pushed rafayel away. again.
it's more an instinct than a rational decision - after all, rafayel doesn't do anything bad. it's just... after countless bad experiences and relationships that drained you, it's hard to believe in true love once it shows up.
you know rafayel's intentions are pure. you can feel that his heartbeat resembles the sound of your name. you are aware of it all... and yet, you still hesitate each time he gets a little bit too close.
you're just scared; and you know it. words of your past lovers calling you too much and too broken, asking you what's wrong with you once the doubt clouded your mind and fear started to claw under your skin.
you just needed reassurance, some tender attention. you just craved a little bit of love. is that so wrong? does that turn you into a monster?
perhaps, you are one. perhaps, this is why you keep on hurting rafayel now.
guilt gnaws at you, making your head spin with worries. it hurts. you're so terrified of feeling this pain again that you can't open up. you can't come to rafayel and confess that your heart is too heavy for anyone to handle, and you will only end up hurting him more and more–
a warm pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind. the faint scent of sea breeze and vanilla fills your senses, causing your heartbeat to slow down ever so slightly.
rafayel is here. he sees you in your worst crying form... and doesn't leave.
quite the opposite, he treats you like you're a fragile little treasure in the palm of his hands. you suck in a breath as he turns you around to look at you properly, his eyes - focused yet ever so gentle - scan your features, searching for any trace of pain hiding within. his thumb runs over your cheek. your eyes flutter shut.
"it's okay." rafayel whispers softly, tenderly. "i'm here, yeah? nothing's gonna hurt you, baby. i will protect you, just stay right here."
slowly, you take a deep breath. your fingers instinctively curl on the material on his shirt, more an instinct than a rational thought.
"but i am–"
"i will want you no matter what you become. in every shape or form, you are the one i love."
something about rafayel's words - maybe it's the hint of desperation in his voice, maybe it's the way he looks at you as if losing you is his greatest fear - makes you freeze.
a second passes, then another.
the fear in your heart remains as it was, and you can still feel it clouding your thoughts. and yet, when rafayel holds you in his arms right now, you allow yourself to believe that maybe, just maybe, this one time you will finally get to know how true love looks like.
𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘢 。𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚。⋆
You love visiting the ocean at night.
Those calm, sloshing waves that glow a bluish-black under the moonlight, the rhythmic lapping a soothing melody your pulse automatically syncs to until it falls in unison. As you dip a toe into the tide that kisses at your feet, you marvel at how gentle something so vast and unknown can be, an odd peacefulness washing over you at the revelation.
But as your body sinks into the damp sand, your back now laid against one of the many rock formations scattered across the shore, you realize that what you love most is the person you get to experience it with.
His purple locks tickle at your chin while his head rests securely above your heart, his strong arms wrapped snug around your waist as your own encircle him back. If it weren't for the soft tune he hums you'd think Rafayel had fallen asleep, but still those steady vibrations rumble through your chest like flowing water, the sensation putting your entire soul at ease.
"I wish we could stay like this," you murmur wistfully, your voice barely rising over the cool breeze as your fingers pause from combing through his hair.
"Just me and you and this moment on loop," you evenly continue, the raw honestly leaving you breathless.
And that's when his song ends, his body shifting until he sits upright between your thighs, one hand pressing into the stone near your side while the other cups your cheek gently, those pinkish-blue eyes roaming your features before looking deeply into yours.
"I wish we could too, cutie," he whispers with a soft smile, his thumb brushing lightly over your cheekbone. "Because you're it for me. My world ends and begins with you, and nothing will ever change that."
Rafayel's brows knit together as he takes in a shaky breath.
"But I also know there's so much more in store for you, more than anything I could ever offer alone. You deserve the world, Y/n, not just my own."
Tears blur your vision at his admission, your hand resting over his as you lean into his touch with a watery smile.
"You never cease to amaze me with your words," you lightly joke.
"I think I amaze you in other ways, too," he chuckles lowly before capturing your lips in a heated kiss, your mouths molding together perfectly as the intimacy of everything said settles sweetly on your tongues.
。𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚。⋆
Later that night, with your bodies entangled and settled into each other's warmth, you realize maybe it wasn't just the ocean you marvel at, but also its very embodiment you get to call home.
ginny's note: teared up a little writing this one <3 love my fish so much
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All they do is make me cryyy
rafayel girlies, I suggest we all start saving for rafayel's alleged and rumored new myth which is probably gonna be dropped towards the end of July in this year🥲 I even am hearing rumors that he's apparently going to lose his eyesight in the new myth, or probably depend on MC for it? also, the banner predictions have been accurate, that's why im making this post. Let's see if this ages well or not.
for those who can't understand the emojis:
⭐ = xavier
🐟= rafayel
🍐= zayne
🚗= sylus
🍎= caleb
replaying the kindled ever since I got it it's so peak❤️🩹
rafayel having the spiciest card... we used to pray for times like this 😭🙏🏻
this is gonna haunt me even in my afterlife...