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DERRICK KAISER AND SOLVEIG KAISER-HAAS WHILE WEDDED. 1 / ?
NOCTIS !
❝ RIGHT. ❞ though blatant in his skepticism ( a callow prince, perhaps but not brainless ) there’s a distinct lack of follow-up on noctis’ end. no snide commentary or probing queries. no attempt to dig deeper or further vocalize any disbelief; silence not borne of trust but apprehension of unearthing the skeletons in ed’s closet for fear of how literal they would be. willful ignorance that came easier when his lover wasn’t soaked in red; stained by a gruesome reality noctis wasn’t ready or willing to accept. ❝ ‘s not funny, y’know. ❞ words paired with a grimace, indignation flares at the rough treatment. youthful belligerence he hasn’t learned to shake manifests itself in a disapproving ( and equally petulant ) frown though he makes no move to escape ed’s grasp. ❝ i dunno. not sure i’m worthy of touching a god. ❞ the bite in his tone is gone but tension still tightens his voice. the urge to argue steadily waning but the idea of rolling over / admitting defeat so easily is one more thing noctis has yet to learn.
❝ WANT A TASTE ? ❞ while an offer lingers with steadfast accommodation at the exuberance of an extended morsel, his words lacked honesty; how each feigned, hollow syllable begun to fracture beneath edward at the very thought of sharing an intimacy with his lover unlike any other ( how he yearned to see even a spec of blood drawn by noctis’ hand ! ). driven manic by the thought, shaking amidst kindled libido. ❝ it’s not funny ? ❞ disdain forced scowl as a scoff sounds. ❝ the intention behind the joke was to get a reaction, and you have given me that. ❞ his touch softens following the slew of reception, twitching toward noctis’ abdomen. ❝ now ... must we fight ? i could use a distraction. ❞ staggering close, breath hot and rigid against the curl of an ear, edward is enamored. when he speaks, the words slur and lips graze flesh. ❝ and if i want you to ? ❞ queued lull, though he doesn’t wait for a response. ❝ touch me. ❞
u are SO cute i love u SO much and u mean the world to me
Darker Sentence Meme
“A cleaved head no longer plots.” “A conversation of silence, lies left unspoken.” “A dying man needs to die as a sleepy man needs to sleep.” “A lot of truth is said in jest.” “A lot of you cared. Just not enough.” “Afraid to love you hide away.” “Although I search myself it’s always someone else I see.” “Although we are through, I’m longing for you.” “Am I invisible? Am I soundless? Or am I just alone?” “And they didn’t even put up a fight.” “And they didn’t even put up a fight, they didn’t even make a sound.” “Anxious, you laughed. Sad, you smiled.” “Are you proud of who I am?” ”At least I’m being honest.” ”But I’ve got better things to do than let you walk all over me.” “’Cause I’m not convinced I’m worth your time.” ”Can still remember the time you were here.” ”Can you see me? Can you hear me? Or am I not here?” “Can’t believe what I did for love.” ”Can’t you forgive me? At least just temporarily.” “Can’t you hear me calling? Can’t you see me falling? I’m lost without you here.” “Constantly lying to myself just to get through the day.” ”Death has been crooning in my ear things I want to hear.” “Don’t bother to cry, no one will hear you.” “Don’t go where I can’t follow!” “Don’t you try to fix what’s broken, no one else can take your place.” “Ending it will just pass on the pain, I know, but I’m selfish enough to just want it gone.” ”Feel like a failure, ‘cause I know that I failed you.” “Feel like a shadow walking behind who you think I am.” ”Give me one good reason to love you, for I can’t think of any.” “Go ahead and leave me – I never needed you anyway!” “Guess there’s a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around.” “Heartburn. Reminding me I fucked up.” “How did I miss you when I didn’t know you?” “How do you love someone without getting hurt?” “How do you warn the people you love that you may not come back?” “I am just so angry with myself.” “I chose the easy way out.” “I could be long gone. I could be a ghost in your eardrum.” ”I don’t care if you’ve got them on your mind, all I really care is if you wake up in my arms.” ”I don’t deserve it, I know.” “I don’t hate you, I fear you.” ”I feel broken and hollow.” ”I got nothing here without you.” “I just want to not be me.” “I killed myself by leaving you.” ”I know I should’ve fought it.” ”I know I should’ve fought it, at least I’m being honest.” ”I know that this is my fault.” ”I know you wouldn’t even notice.” ”I made a mess of me.” ”I should’ve been more careful.” ”I still don’t miss you yet.” ”I swear, I’ll make it worth it.” “I thought I could imagine how much it would hurt, but I was wrong.” “I told you to leave me… Don’t.” “I trusted you not to go.” ”I was a liar, I gave into the fire.” “I wish I could remember.” “I would have stayed up with you all night had I known how to save a life.” “I would never die for you.” “I’d like for it all to stop now. Please.” ”I’m a walking heartache.” “I’m a work in progress and I’m not so sure I’ll like the end result.” “I’m not enough for you.” “I’m not fine as in fine, but fine as in you don’t have to worry about me.” “I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing.” ”I’ve been a fool – a fool for you.” “I’ve hurt myself by hurting you.” “If you care to look around then you’ll see me going down.” “If not for me then you’d be dead.” “If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy, I could’ve won.” “It doesn’t do a damn thing to fix anything.” “It’s a long way down, but here I am.” “It’s just not meant to be.” “Leave your mark on love before love leaves you.” “Let me hang in peace.” “Life’s greatest gift is the freedom it leaves you to step out of it whenever you choose.” “Losing hope is the real disaster.” “Love? Great? That’s bullshit, love hurts.” “Memory is a curse more often than a blessing.” ”No more lies if you don’t wanna find me gone.” “Now everything I see reminds me of all that is said and done.” “Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.” “Of all the things I’ve had and all the things I’ve lost I miss you the most.” “On my own I’m only half of what I could be.” ”One last time I need to be the one to take you home.” ”One more time. I promise, after that I’ll let you go.” “Our souls contain more scar tissue than life.” “Pain is a pesky part of being human.” “People are different – it’s not always a good thing.” “Promising to stay you slowly walked away.” ”Return us to when you know how to love.” ”Said you’d change but I’m afraid it’s something I won’t live to see.” “Save your time for someone deserving of it.” “Silent tears invisible to the naked eye, but still they drown you.” “So sick of believing the lies and trying to hide, covering the cuts and bruises.” “Some days I feel broken inside.” “Some people make me want to throw up.” “Somebody tell me why I’m on my own if there’s a soulmate for everyone.” “Soon I will be just another memory.” “Stay with me a minute, I swear I’ll make it worth it.” “Stop caring– I don’t deserve it.” ”Stories are all we’ll ever have.” “Surrounded by pale people, think I’m fading too.” “Tell me you love me, say you care. Lie straight to my face.” “That constant judgement you can’t avoid.” “The marks humans leave are too often scars.” ”The person I’ve been lately isn’t who I want to be.” “The world is full enough of hurts and mischances without wars to multiply them.” “There are some things you never really move on from.” “There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” “There is no relationship in life beyond betrayal.” “There’s more here than what we’re seeing.” ”These scars are reminders of just how much I can take.” “They didn’t even make a sound.” “They say bad things happens for a reason.” ”This morning I woke up hating us both.” “Trying to save myself from choking, just wish that I could see your face.” “Used to think you didn’t love me, now I know you don’t.” “What am I still doing here?” “What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?” ”What I wouldn’t give for peace.” ”What, like it matters? Since when?” “What is left without your love?” “We cannot tear out a single page of our life, but we can throw the whole book in the fire.” “We learn so little from peace.” “We were great once. Where did that go?” “What hope I have left flickers like a candle about to go out.” “When you sleep, will it be with me?” “Why am I still living this dark and hurtful life?” “Why do I bother?” “Why do I let you hurt me so?” “Why do I love you?” ”You break your promises in two, what can I do?” “You call it a simple mistake, but to me it’s not simple at all.” “You deserved better.” “You don’t care about me like I do you.” “You leave me and I’ll leave you.” “You remind me of things I’d rather forget.” “You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.” ”You’ll always be love’s great martyr.” “You’ve got an excuse. What’s mine?” “Your life is worth more than mine.” “Your pain is my happy ending.”
a teary-eyed SOLVEIG HAISER-KAAS ! 2 / ?
a visual of RAPUNZEL ! 1 / ?
a visual of DIONE IANTHE ! 2 / ?
NOCTIS !
╰ ✧ ・ continued from here !
NOCTIS’ ENTIRE BODY REACTS INVOLUNTARILY TO EDWARD’S TOUCH; soft & pliant beneath familiar fingers, allowing himself to be drawn in despite the anger incited / evidenced in the knit of his brows & the frown that lines his mouth. he's torn ( a usual when it comes to his contrary lover ) but the press of edward’s lips is persuasion enough to soften the crease in his brow & nearly convinces him to drop the subject altogether … but then ed’s speaking & the smoldering embers of noctis’ anger are once more fanned into flames. “ business. ” he scoffs, “ that what you call it ? ” looks a lot like murder, noctis thinks, only to be abruptly reminded of the crimson stained hands holding INFECTING him & the idea of the viscous liquid on him churns his stomach. “ whatever. ” head turned, he willfully refuses to meet ed’s gaze; yanks himself free of the unwelcome embrace. “ ‘m goin' to bed. ” it’s not an invitation.
❝ WHAT, NO COMPROMISE ? ❞ either he’s begging or the quiver amidst a baritone timbre is intentional. calculating and premeditated. edward prides himself in being consistent with SENSIBILITY, and that’s why he averts rising conflict with apparent disdain illustrated in the groveling contortion of features ( by no means genuine, but no less authentic ), dark hues advert to crimson fists ---- limbs contort while fingers writhe, presenting the sanguine coated porcelain, canines bared in a condescending beam. dismal veneer fades farcical. HE SAVORS THE APPREHENSION OF HIS LOVER. ❝ bloodshed, massacre, slaying. ❞ proceeding stride binds the span noctis’ revulsion initiated. ❝ my business is demise. ❞ syllables hiss and edward coasts near, predator pursuing prey. ❝ IT’S A RUSE. an antic, a joke. this blood, it isn’t real. ❞ deception seeps from his pores like arsenic, lifting a digit to pursed lips, polishing any spec of blood with his tongue, gaze fixated on noctis. ❝ chocolate syrup, red food coloring and cornmeal. ❞ uproar of laughter lacerates silence, the hand shifting below the other’s chin is forceful, keratin burrows deftly in flesh. ❝ i’m going to clean up. will you be joining me ? ❞
a visual of DIONE IANTHE ! 1 / ?
SOLVEIG KAISER-HAAS serving serious face w. this lük ! 1 / ?
QUESTIONNAIRE 4 SUFFERING
Q: WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME ? A: Ashley. Relatively unoriginal, but my mom wanted my middle name to be Blue ( in which case i would have DIED ) Q: HOW OLD ARE YOU ? A: Feel like I’m 12 but I’m almost 20 Q: WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY ? A: March 21st, i’mmA SPRING BABY
Q: WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN ? A: Technically an Aries but ig i’m on the “ Pisces Cusp ” ? dk what that means but my mom told me the other day but i feel as if i’ve cheated astrology stuff lols ?
Q: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR ? A: I don’t really have one, but I like the color pink a lot so maybe pink
Q: WHAT’S YOUR LUCKY NUMBER ? A: Lucky who ?
Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS ? A: Three ! Bailey, Dana and Melvin.
Q: WHERE ARE YOU FROM ? A: Everywhere ? Born in Missoula, Montana / raised in Wisconsin until I was around 12 / went to school in Montana until I was a sophomore / went for a semester of school during sophomore year in Wild Rose, Wisconsin / moved back to a quaint Deer Lodge, Montana until the end of my junior year / moved to Hudson, Wisconsin my senior year of HS and lived there until July 31st / living in the Shithole that is Mondovi, Wisconsin.
Q: HOW TALL ARE YOU ? A: 5′5 3/4″. The 3/4″ is important to note because I’m NEARLY 5′6″ and most everyone in my family is around 6′. I’m dead inside
Q: WHAT SHOE SIZE ARE YOU ? A: Technically a 9.5 but the size varies by brand.
Q: HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU OWN ? A: Probably nine, but I hardly wear any of them because I work at the fucking time
Q: WHAT WAS YOUR LAST DREAM ABOUT ? A: I remember that I had ANOTHER dream with u in it but I didn’t remember enough about it that it was worth sharing ? But I did wake up feeling like all of my problems were gone so it was a positive dream
Q: WHAT TALENTS DO YOU HAVE ? A: I can learn songs from musicals in no time.
Q: ARE YOU PSYCHIC IN ANY WAY ? A: No, next question
Q: FAVORITE SONG ? A: My favorite song is either You and I ( Lady Gaga, Born This Way ) or The Cure ( also Gaga, current single )
Q: FAVORITE MOVIE ? A: RENT. Hands down my favorite movie of all time. I could watch it on a loop tbh
Q: WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL PARTNER ? A: Someone who understood that I’m really fucking depressive all the time, like, grossly depressive ? I can joke abt wanting to kill myself 500 times and not mean it, but other times I do and I wish ! ppl could read minds bc having to tell someone that I’m depressed makes me hurt worse bc I feel like a Disappointment
Q: DO YOU WANT CHILDREN ? A: I’m not sure if I do. I mean, at nineteen ? No fucking way. In ten years ? Maybe, I’m thinking yes, but to be decided obviously
Q: DO YOU WANT A CHURCH WEDDING ? A: Probably, but not because I’m religious
Q: ARE YOU RELIGIOUS ? A: I don’t follow any religion, but when I’m scared I repeat, “ i believe in God. ” until my freight vanishes
Q: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE HOSPITAL ? A: A few times. Three were the most serious. Broke my wrist, caught Lymes Disease via nasty-ass deer ticks and had a concussion from cheer.
Q: HAVE YOU EVER GOT IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW ? A: Once, and it actually wasn’t my fault. I was, hello, gay-baited and naive, and the gal that gay-baited me told me that it was LEGAL to spray paint. Because it was Montana, I didn’t get into much trouble but was supposed to go to a local courthouse to clear up w/e had happened which never occurred bc not even a month later were we moving to Wisconsin
Q: HAVE YOU EVER MET ANY CELEBRITIES ? A: One but he’s gross so : /
Q: BATHS OR SHOWERS ? A: Showers but only if I don’t have bath bombs to use
Q: WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING ? A: Currently none bc I’m in bed and it’s 4:13 a.m.
Q: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN FAMOUS ? A: Thankfully not
Q: WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE A BIG CELEBRITY ? A: Maybe a Broadway star or jazz singer but other than that ? Pass
Q: WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LIKE ? A: MOSTLY SHOW TUNES, BUT GAGA / QUEEN / DAVID BOWIE
Q: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SKINNY DIPPING ? A: Don’t have the gall to tbh
Q: HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH ? A: I think six ? Too lazy to count rn
Q: WHAT POSITION DO YOU SLEEP IN ? A: I fall asleep laying on my side, facing the wall, with my legs folded like ? behind me but i always wake up laying on my back so
Q: HOW BIG IS YOUR HOUSE ? A: uh average ?
Q: WHAT DO YOU TYPICALLY HAVE FOR BREAKFAST ? A: I rarely eat which doesn’T show but I sleep and work too much to fit breakfast into an every day schedule
Q: HAVE I EVER FIRED A GUN ? A: My dad is a white male AND a conservative from Montana, u tell me
Q: HAVE YOU TRIED ARCHERY ? A: In high school bc I needed to do it to pass P.E. but it was not my thing
Q: FAVORITE CLEAN WORD ? A: idk if i have one ? i say Mood all the time but that’s not a favorite
Q: FAVORITE SWEAR WORD ? A: Bitchin’
Q: WHAT’S THE LONGEST YOU’VE GONE WITHOUT SLEEP ? A: Around 25-ish hours ? I can’t handle that anymore tho
Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SCARS ? A: I have a handful of scars on my forehead bc of an Incident in kindergarten, a scar on my left earlobe bc a dog almost ripped my fucking earlobe off and one on my right big toe due to my brother not telling me abt the glass he broke and didn’t clean up : ) that one cut to the bone : ) and a few on my left arm lols
Q: Have you ever had a secret admirer ? A: Not attractive enough tbh
Q: ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR ? A: I don’t lie on per the norm so no. I smile too much tbh
Q: ARE YOU A GOOD JUDGE OF CHARACTER ? A: Usually not.
Q: CAN YOU DO ANY OTHER ACCENTS OTHER THAN YOUR OWN ? A: I can slip into accents for .00006 seconds but no one ever hears them
Q: DO YOU HAVE A STRONG ACCENT ? A: God I wish
Q: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ACCENT ? A: Boston / Mass accents.
Q: WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE ? A: This requires me to take a long-ass test n i’m not gna do that rn
Q: WHAT IS YOUR MOST EXPENSIVE PIECE OF CLOTHING ? A: Probably my $70-$80 jeans that are now Ruined
Q: CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE ? A: Mhm
Q: ARE YOU AN INNIE OR AN OUTIE ? A: Innie
Q: LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED ? A: Right
Q: ARE YOU AFRAID OF SPIDERS ? A: Naturally
Q: FAVORITE FOOD ? A: Highkey Gyros
Q: FAVORITE FOREIGN FOOD ? A: GYROS
Q: ARE YOU A CLEAN OR MESSY PERSON ? A: Both : (
Q: MOST USED PHRASE ? A: haHahahA whatta mood !
Q: MOST USED WORD ? A: Mood
Q: HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO GET READY ? A: Two hours
Q: DO YOU HAVE MUCH OF AN EGO ? A: Probably best known for forgetting things
Q: DO YOU SUCK OR BITE LOLLIPOPS ? A: suck eM
Q: DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF ? A: Probably
Q: DO YOU SING TO YOURSELF ? A: All the time
Q: ARE YOU A GOOD SINGER ? A: I’ve been told that I am by a handful of ppl but who knows
Q: BIGGEST FEAR ? A: Drowning, burning to death or being stabbed in either lung bc yiKEs
Q: ARE YOU A GOSSIP ? A: Not necessarily tbh
Q: BEST DRAMATIC MOVIE YOU’VE SEEN ? A: Baby driver but it wasn’t rlly dramatic ?
Q: DO YOU LIKE LONG OR SHORT HAIR ? A: On me, it’s a tie tbh. I love long hair until I have it n then I want it shoRT SO
Q: CAN YOU NAME ALL 50 STATES OF AMERICA ? A: If I have a while to think abt them then yes. If not, no
Q: FAVORITE SCHOOL SUBJECT ? A: English / Language
Q: EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT ? A: Intro x100
Q: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SCUBA DIVING ? A: No and I don’t want to
Q: WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS ? A: Being honest abt how I feel regardless of context
Q: ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK ? A: I’m the Biggest baby so yes
Q: DO YOU CORRECT PEOPLE WHEN THEY MAKE MISTAKES ? A: Not verbally bc I wasn’t raised in the jungle
Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH ? A: EvERYWHERE
Q: HAVE YOU EVER STARTED A RUMOR ? A: Gross, no
Q: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A POSITION OF AUTHORITY ? A: Once for a hs class assignment but I’m the only one who worked on the project in the long-run
Q: HAVE YOU EVER DRANK UNDERAGE ? A: mhm
Q: HAVE YOU EVER DONE DRUGS ? A: Only smoked weed tbh
Q: WHO WAS YOUR FIRST REAL CRUSH ? A: My kindergarten boyfriend, how the turntables
Q: HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE ? A: Eleven
Q: CAN YOU ROLL YOUR Rs ? A: Barely !
Q: HOW FAST CAN YOU TYPE ? A: Pretty fast, idk the wpm tho
Q: HOW FAST CAN YOU RUN ? A: What is this, middle school ?
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR ? A: Bleached bitch
Q: WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES ? A: Brown
Q: WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ? A: Cats, unfortunately
Q: DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL ? A: I don’t but should
Q: WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS DO ? A: My dad is a licensed Electrician and my mom works at a grocery store
Q: DO YOU LIKE YOUR AGE ? A: I feel 12 yall
Q: WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY ? A: Being mocked or people bickering with me over something that I’m obviously right about
Q: DO YOU LIKE YOUR OWN NAME ? A: Skye is a shit name tbh, would change it to Liz if my parents wouldn’t freak out about it.
Q: HAVE YOU ALREADY THOUGHT OF BABY NAMES, AND IF SO WHAT ARE THEY ? A: I love feminine / strong / unisex names.
Q: DO YOU WANT A BOY OR GIRL FOR A CHILD ? A: Idk probably either
Q: WHAT ARE YOUR STRENGTHS ? A: Doubting everyone
Q: WHAT ARE YOUR WEAKNESSES ? A: Assuming the worst of ppl
Q: HOW DID YOU GET YOUR NAME ? A: Well, my mom wrote a list of names on a sheet of paper and my dad liked Skye so here we are. I was almost a Chloe / Mercedes / Samantha.
Q: WERE YOUR ANCESTORS ROYALTY ? A: Obviously not
Q: COLOR OF YOUR BEDSPREAD ? A: Black ONLY because my main sheets had been washed recently and I haven’t changed back
Q: COLOR OF YOUR ROOM ? A: Yellow but not by choice
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