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re:desskris since i was talking about their relationship a looooot (and this is being tagged as mature so hopefully it wont immediately show up in the tags) (if it DOES show up its not my fault sorry etc)
ive been thinking a lot mainly about how like... i really like interpretations of their relationship where dess isnt exclusively an abusive horrible person, even when theyre positioned as having larger and more concerning age gaps.
i think dess isnt the perfect person people wish she was (obviously lol), even if not especially with how traumatic and horrifying her disappearance/murder was
but like, even with as imperfect and yeah honestly abusive as dess was with kris, i think she loved them. A Lot. i can see them, the weird kid that doesnt really fit with the rest of the town, being inticing in a lot of ways for dess, the rebellious butch that probably didnt fit in at all either
i see her projecting onto them a lot, thinking about how if she can make them act good, act right, she can stop them from being in pain, stop them from being too weak to take care of themself when everyone else is gone. offering them weed and smokes to get them used to the tightness in their chest early, as much as she would offerthem to give them an easy way out of that stress
and i think kris wouldve looked up to her a lot, if not as a hero then as just a font of like... power. she hurts them, makes them fully aware of the mistakes theyve made - their head still hurts when they look at her bat - but in that power is a kindness, a gentleness, and so much love for the people dess really cares about
i think, as lovers, they would be more exciting to each other, and more actively loving towards one another, than any of the alternatives would be
maybe, when dess comes back, if dess comes back, she'll be jeaous that they found someone even better
ive been thinking a lot about this one brwoser game bc it sort of directly-indirectly implies that the food you can feed your adventurers to heal them on their journey is like.... x4 is one serving.... which is awesome for wg stuff... but the game in question is, like, all ages and mainly marketed to be child-friendly so i dont know if theres a rule about off site nsfw stuff being like totally banned or not '- ' . . ......
either this means a vibrator attached to the outside, which is fucking awesome and would be extremely humiliating, or one on the inside, which is fuckig awesome and would be excessively humiliating
