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I'm quael, i'm sad, i'm the unofficial ceo of snowsol | They/it

[quaelgeist333]

Fuck it I'm starting to tag my reblogs and start putting my twitter stuff and aus on here.

# pathologic and # warriors are self explanatory, so are tw tags and #myart

#freckleau also tagged both frecklewish and au is for frecklewish aus

#Murdersau is a warrior cats au where both ivypool and hollyleaf have curses

#needleinafox (needle in a fox) is rambling of my fan warrior world

#busc is a line of own character in an original world

#Xentwt is for posts originally from my twitter

#sexyman descendants is for my characters for it, art, writing and other, it's sub tags are for sibling groups, being #garry kids and #tf2 medic kids

#xen's dark humor sitcom life is about my experiences that are batshit

My other blogs:

@pocket-x-breeder My pkmn irl blog, as the professional breeder nyx.

@needleinafox My WIP blog all about NIAF, will include the comic.

@xenwarriors My warriors design blog collecting dust rn

[mud-castle]

So with your opinion of jayfeather... Have you seen the news and what's your opinion on it

what news?

[mud-castle]

@quaelgeist333

Oh that's... hm. Tbh at this point I kinda just figured Jayfeather would live forever. Or at least long enough to become the most crotchety elder the clans have seen (actually, now that I think about it, medicine cats almost never become elders, do they?). But I also assumed Briarlight would also be around a lot longer and uh... yeah, they did her mad dirty.

If they go for it, killing him before Lionblaze is crazy work.

I'm not happy, but I am curious on how they'll go about it (if they do). This newer team makes a lot of... interesting decisions.

[quaelgeist333]

Tbf Briarlight was fueled by atrocious ableism, she was planned to immediately die due to her disability until Vicky's relative had a similar accident and was immediately killed off the moment she left the main series. Jayfeather's disability can be ignored by them so he got to live longer

However the second part with the blurb turned out to be false, also the other characters are Hawkwing and Morningkit instead

[msaak]

Hey msak__,

Fellow trans-masc here! 👋

Do you have any gender affirming clothes you like for warm months? I've been wearing sweaters all winter but it's getting a little too warm for them. Unfortunately I overheat easily so hoodies don't work. Any outfit suggestions I could try (for the top in particular)?

Bestow your trans elder wisdom upon me!

Anyway I hope you are having a good day! ^v^

If you dont want to wear a binder wear sports bras and pair it with oversized shirts. This is just what I recall doing. Generally things that give a more “boxy” figure.

// ooc piipo here, just a small update to those lurking, sorry i havent been answering asks on this page as of late, I just finished up my animation finals for college lol.

[msaak]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MSAAK!!!

and happy pride to YOU, random tumblr user!

[msaak]

Is your user based on the Minecraft arg!

the what??

[quaelgeist333]

Obviously msaak69 from "glomping at a con that shouldn't exist" by yaoiwarrior13, right anon

[princesspineberry]

mfw I roll with the most uncharitable interpretation of what someone said in order to position myself alongside Kiwifarms in their ongoing fight against Autistic Trans Women

[princesspineberry]

There is not a more morally bankrupt group of libs and "leftists" than fucking breadtube

[neodragon]

I cannot parce what this post says— and replys are closed off— is this... about someone? Has hbboberguy made another video? I need to check that person's change out again

[necroko]

Patricia Taxxon, a transfeminine musician who has worked with HBG in the past, has recently spoken about her negative experience working with him, including the fact that he underpaid her. To my understanding (her account has since been terminated, so I can't verify), she did this without naming names.

HBG, then, must have seen this because he started parroting things that KiwiFarms (noted stalking and harrassment website) said that she said, though to be clear she has not said that. That supposed quote he's referencing is completely made up. As far as I understand it, Patricia Taxxon is just a CSA survivor who dares to have a view on sexuality that isn't starkly black and white.

[wr1bs]

OPENING REQS/ASKS FOR THESE GOOBERS!!!!!

(they both need that fat boy)

[lunamaytgf]

Thinking about these two again

[oblique-lane]

Sentle Gurgery

[verenyaderka]

Happy pride month!!!!

AND ELDERSALT YURI!! <3

[wr1bs]

You end with me.

[mud-castle]

Eugh there's something missing in the Fallen Leaves/Sol plot line. Something to give it more oomph. I think there needs to be a stronger bridge connecting Leaves to Sol. They feel like two entirely different characters when there just two different expressions of the same cat.

Maybe I could make Leaves more malevolent from the get-go. Maybe he encourages cats into the tunnels to drown them and the only reason he doesn't manage to kill Jay is because of Jay's powers. Jay, unaware of this, is later helped by Leaves and tricked into freeing him. Rock, has been there trying to convince Jay to not do that, but Jay's hatred for authority figures telling him what he should or should not do bites him in the ass.

I could also make Sol more emotionally manipulative. Less charismatic guy playing 4d chess (but not really cause everyone else is just dumb) vibes, more person who lets you cry on his shoulder then takes advantage of your vulnerability vibes. Maybe he initially gains Shadowclan's trust via spying on Thunderclan.

Maybe I won't kill Hollyleaf. Maybe instead of them growing together, Holly is forced to spend time around this furious, unforgiving, vengeful spirit and at some point is like "damn... is that what I sounded like?"

[mud-castle]

Hm. Actually I think I'll just kill Hollyleaf when she runs into the tunnel. She doesn't realize she's dead at first, nor does she realize "Fallen" Leaves is Sol (and for a time he doesn't remember her either). They're both now trapped in the tunnels as spirits. But that doesn't mean they can't have *character development*.

They are deep in the tunnels. In areas completely blocked off but still exist in distant memory and thus exist as a plane they can walk on. Holly tries to escape them with her new companion only to get more and more turned around and lost (Leaves is 100% doing this on purpose and knows that Holly is dead).

There'd be hints scattered throughout. Like Holly never feeling warm. Thinking the numbness in her paws has to do with the cold rather than the fact that her senses have dulled without a physical body. She doesn't feel hunger. Her memories coming and going and turning at random and her feelings being just as volatile.

It all comes together at some point that she is Dead. That Leaves is Dead. That Fallen Leaves is Sol. That no one came for her spirit in the tunnels. That Fallen Sol has been leading her in Circles. That She's been Abandoned by the ancestors she gave up so much of herself for.

Maybe Holly later becomes the one who guards the paths in the tunnels that lead to the Dark Forest after the barrier was messed up by so much meddling.

[mud-castle]

Hmm, Jaypaw being the one to free Sol and Hollyleaf being the one to (accidentally) trap him in the tunnels again. Holly spending that time in the tunnels getting to know Fallen Leaves rather than Sol and both of them growing from each other.

[mud-castle]

Ooo maybe the Ancients add a prefix rather than a suffix when their young ones reach adulthood.

Sol's name in life was Leaves. He's now "Fallen" Leaves because he died before completing his journey to adulthood in the tunnels. And boy does he hate his name.

Something about "Fallen" Leaves naming himself Sol to distance himself from his living self who failed to keep his colony in their lands but also not adding a prefix because culturally he still never grew up.

[mud-castle]

*sits up in bed*

I've been trying to figure out how to properly wrap up Jayfeather's arc by mega au's Sunrise since there doesn't seem to be anywhere for his character to go in Windclan and he's needed to (attempt to) guide Dovewing. I think, maybeeee, I figured something out.

SO, Thunderclan is already having a wild couple of moons. What's one more unexpected event?

Jay and Breeze have been steadily growing apart though they still love each other. Breeze grows more isolated and aggressive as his clan and father seem to reject him (of course Nightcloud's spawn acts like that) which makes him act out more. Which makes him less popular. Rinse and Repeat. Even his age-mates start distancing themselves due to how extreme he's getting.

Meanwhile Jayfeather has been making friends both in and outside his clan. Mostly outside. He was especially close to that Thunderclan trio of rock-heads: Hollyleaf, Cinderheart, and Poppyfrost. And he tolerated Lionblaze for the sake of the prophecy... until he became too full of himself. He feels a little distanced from his clan in a way with everything that's been happening.

Then Hollyleaf drops the truth bomb and suddenly that little distance becomes a chasm. Breezepelt furiously disowns him as if their lifelong brotherhood has meant nothing. His clanmates turn on him in a second. Suddenly Crowfeather's weirdness towards him makes a lot more sense. Nightcloud hasn't disowned him but she isn't talking to him. Even his mentor (... whoever that was) won't even look at him.

To top it all off Poppyfrost is having his kits soon. Jayfeather considers all of this and he makes a decision.

He shows up at the border and asks to join Thunderclan.

[mud-castle]

At this rate, OotS is going to be Starstar's Crashout Arc and honestly, 100% justified at this point

She is 100% crashing out haarrddd between Po3 and OoTS. Sandstar has never really grieved normally or healthily and having so many losses in such a short amount of time is devastating for her psyche. She decides to fully make that Riverclan's problem.

The night Fireheart is killed she waits just long enough for Leafpool to prepare the body and say the official words before immediately putting together a battle patrol, marching to Riverclan, and ripping out two of Leopardstar's lives, one for Fireheart another for her son (and loses one of her own in the process but that doesn't matter).

When she comes returns she names the new deputy and goes into her den until the gathering the next night. She doesn't sit vigil. She doesn't attend the burial. She can't. She can't.

Just like with Redtail. Just like with Spottedleaf.

She could do it with Fireheart there, sometimes, like when their son...

Fireheart is gone.

The Thunder-River war is brutal.

[mud-castle]

Eugh there's something missing in the Fallen Leaves/Sol plot line. Something to give it more oomph. I think there needs to be a stronger bridge connecting Leaves to Sol. They feel like two entirely different characters when there just two different expressions of the same cat.

Maybe I could make Leaves more malevolent from the get-go. Maybe he encourages cats into the tunnels to drown them and the only reason he doesn't manage to kill Jay is because of Jay's powers. Jay, unaware of this, is later helped by Leaves and tricked into freeing him. Rock, has been there trying to convince Jay to not do that, but Jay's hatred for authority figures telling him what he should or should not do bites him in the ass.

I could also make Sol more emotionally manipulative. Less charismatic guy playing 4d chess (but not really cause everyone else is just dumb) vibes, more person who lets you cry on his shoulder then takes advantage of your vulnerability vibes. Maybe he initially gains Shadowclan's trust via spying on Thunderclan.

Maybe I won't kill Hollyleaf. Maybe instead of them growing together, Holly is forced to spend time around this furious, unforgiving, vengeful spirit and at some point is like "damn... is that what I sounded like?"