poetry for idiots

[quailgod]

need fifty thousand dollars, some head and a fat ass blunt.... link to my gofundme below

[quailgod]

chud moment!!!! chud moment!!!!!!

[quailgod]

in this inky blackness there's a warm blue sea

the churning waters hold the only treasure I ever truly coveted

monsters hide beneath the depths. creatures of the sea each with a portion of my heart and yours.

I reach out to you and hope you don't drown me in my desperation. but maybe drowning wouldn't be so bad anyways.

[quailgod]

you probably just felt you were repaying a debt or was afraid I was suicidal. im not going to think about it too much.

[quailgod]

deeply confusing but I guess not unwelcome

[quailgod]

Every once in a while, people ask me why I decide to do this. There's not any money in it, it sucks, the people don't like it. And the truth is, I listened to a song by a guy named Townes Van Zandt called waiting around to die. Basically the song is this heart wrenching story about a guy who struggles with alcoholism and crime in order to deal with life. it ends with him getting out of prison and becoming addicted to heroin, and he does it because it's better than waiting around to die. So when people ask me why I do this stuff, I like to tell them it's because finding heroin is REALLY HARD

[quailgod]

I think about you every fucking day

[quailgod]

Still dreaming about you

[quailgod]

Might actually do it this time

[quailgod]

I saw a guy jerking off on a park bench the other day. You know the worst part? It was at the pioneer women's park. I was over there watching him, thinking my god man- what would ruth bader Ginsburg think about what you're doing right now?? I mean, really she sat on a bench with a sex pest for decades no problem, but it's the sentiment that counts

[quailgod]

no more being with people who don't give a shit about me

[quailgod]

Had a dream that the most beautiful girl literally flew me to the moon

[quailgod]

Keeping the tinder bios condiment-based

[quailgod]

Why's it so hard to not end up in relationships

[quailgod]

Things are a little backward in Cruces sometimes. Once I saw a guy jerking off in the pioneer women's park.

[quailgod]

Out here getting my ass ate to the soundtrack of Ice Age 2. Ray Romano could never touch this.

[quailgod]

I miss ya, but things are never going to go back to how they were. Guess that's life