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// Celia Marie // 19 // Adelaide, Australia //

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What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us

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Goals

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Dear me,

Lies and heartache, twisted words, broken promises and a weak will. Sometimes you have to let go of the ones you love. It might not always be what you wanted, but it's probably what's right. It's never what you expected, but there's no way of knowing what your future will hold. It takes a long time to accept that you need to let go. Especially when it's something you so badly wanted to hold onto. Something that once meant the world to you. Something or someone that was your everything. I believe that everything happens for a reason, I believe in fate. I believe that it was meant to happen. As much as it may hurt you, as much as it may burn and scar you inside, know that it will be okay. Know that deep down in your heart, even though you've been through hell it will be okay. Know that one day no one will hurt you, no one will bring you down. You have to pick yourself up and keep moving forward. I believe in me. It took me a long time to realise how capable I am of conquering the world, but i know it now. And just because that scar is still inside, that little yellow house will haunt you and you may never love the same way again, it will be okay. I know it will. I will succeed. I'm going to prove to everyone who said i couldn't that i can. Because i can do anything. True happiness is only a few steps away. Love, me.

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I can't stop thinking about you.

I love the feeling you give me inside.

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02/04/16:

Staying at the Hilton Hotel tonight with my beautiful sister. So happy that everything is getting better and it's wonderful to have a relaxing weekend. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

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15/03/16:

In life you'll meet two kinds of people. The ones who build you up and the ones who tear you down. In the end, you'll thank them both. You'll learn from all the hardships in your past and you will find what truly makes you happy. You won't let anyone bring you down. You will succeed. Success is not the key to happiness, but happiness is the key to success. Don't give up. You'll have your happy ending one day. 💕

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This place is succulent heaven.

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I put my favourite succulents by the window in my bedroom and the rest in the garden bed outside my window. This view every morning makes me happy. 

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My favourite breakfast - strawberries, raspberries, museli, coconut yoghurt, chia seeds, coconut flakes and a drizzle of maple syrup! Ft. my little (succulents) babies.

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WOMADELAIDE 2016.

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14/03/16:

I haven’t written for months. I guess I got too caught up in the drama of life that it didn’t even cross my mind. It’s crazy how much can happen in a matter of months. You can really lose yourself - I know I did. Everything fell apart. I lost things that meant everything to me, I lost things that made me happy. When hardships get me down, I look at my past and realise how far I’ve actually come and how much I’ve achieved. I have come a long way, even though I often don’t see it. I wish I could always look at the bright side of life, I wish I could learn to be a better me. I’ll be 20 next week. It’s a scary thought knowing I have to grow up with all the responsibilities of life. I often wish I was little again and wish I could do everything all over again. Then I realise that everything that has happened up until today, has made me who I am, and i’m okay with that. I’m stronger because of it. I always blamed myself for bad things that happened, but i’m just a victim of life. I didn’t ask for all of it to happen, I’m sure if all the bad things never happened, I’d be sane. Unfortunately, I’m crazy. It’s a result of drastic and consistent past pain that I simply can’t come to terms with. I wish people understood what I had been through. People have always told me how lucky I am, and how life’s “not that bad” and to “get over it”. It always frustrated me that they couldn’t even comprehend what I have been though. Although, I do believe I am lucky. I now see that I truly am. Yes, bad things do happen, but there are no shadows without light. I want to be happy, I want to achieve and do all the things people told me I couldn’t, and all the things I told myself I couldn’t. I will succeed. I will eat well and get fit and explore the world and make friends and I won’t regret a second of it. I will be happy with my own company, because I will be happy with who I am. That’s my goal, and that’s my first step to happiness.

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Kylie:“😀 H A P P Y”

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Kylies body is my 2015 summer goal!

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I can stand on my level at work and look up at all of the levels above and i think it looks lovely.

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The terrace area at work is beautiful. My new job at the bank has been crazy over the past week, it's going to take a while to get the hang of things but i know I'll get there. I've made a friend so that's a plus!