Five Stages of a Heartbreak 4/5
Category~Angst? Idk you tell me lol
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âDo you think y/n hates me?â
âWhat?â Liz turned to me with a confused glance. Of course she was confused and the question was random. I didnât even mean to say it out loud. She stopped collecting the items from her locker and stared into my eyes almost like she was looking for answers, but not to the question I presented.The awkward silence made me shift in place and I almost said nevermind, but then she answered me. âNo. I just think she needs time to think things overâ she stated looking back at her books. She grabbed her lunch bag and we proceeded to the lunchroom.
I nodded at her answer wondering if I should ask another but decided it was better to stay quiet. We walked over to the lunch table, looking around at the people seated.Y/n wasnât there,which wasnât unexpected. She had been avoiding me before the argument and it would only make sense for her to continue after. Liz and I sat in our seats and her friends immediately turned to her talking about something that happened earlier that day. I would be lying if I said I didnât miss when it was just us four. Me, Ned, Mj and Y/n. When it was just us four we could talk about anything, now I barely understand or donât care enough to listen to what our table is talking about.I turned back to Liz and tried to focus on the conversation she was having with the rest of the table but even she looked uninterested.
âI totally agree, baby Yoda is too cuteâ almost immediately me and Ned looked at each other and then back at the blond girl in front of us.Lizâs friend actually watch-
âWait, you watch The Mandalorian?â Ned asked in shock, and to be completely honest I was shocked too.
âYeah Grogu is adorable isnât he-â I chimed in finally excited we could all talk about something as a group
âWho?â she asked, looking between the two of us. Me and Ned looked around the table for help but they all seemed just as confused as she was.
âYou know⌠Grogu Aka baby Yodaâ Ned explained in which the girls gave an unsure nod.
âRight. Well we will call him baby Yoda because that's cuter. And no we donât watch star wars-â
âRight,That. We just like baby Yoda, heâs so stinkin 'cuteâ she explained, making my thoughts wander again. Me and Y/n would binge watch The Mandalorian in my room whenever we were bored or couldnât sleep. She would also rave about how cute baby Yoda was.In fact i'm pretty sure that's the only reason I got her to watch it with me. I miss her. I miss when we hung out, the way she got my nerdy jokes or even threw in a witty response herself. It's not the same here and it took her ignoring me to figure that out. I sighed looking over to Liz and she didnât even look like she ate any of her pasta, âHey babe you okay?â she looked at me giving a small smile, âyeah, um, just not that hungry.â she explained looking back at the pasta. The bell rang and I got up waiting for Liz to join me, âActually Ezibella is going to walk me,â Liz explained, placing her hand on my arm before walking out the lunchroom.
During the 7th period is when I realized that Liz was acting strange, I mean sure I thought it was weird when she didnât want me to walk her to her locker but at the same time I thought she just wanted her space. Ned sat next to me chuckling, âWow,you have three girls avoiding you,that's like an all time recordâ he explained, face beaming like he had made the joke of the century.I gave him a small glare which whipped the smile off his face, â sorry I couldn't resist. I mean really Peter you went from a guy who couldnât talk to girls, to the ladies man to the boy who touched the cheese in that âDiary of a Wimpy Kidâ movie.â he started making me sigh and run my hands down my face.I mean he wasnât wrong. âCan we just focus on the paper?â I asked, trying to fill my mind with the numbers on the sheet instead of all the things that were going wrong around me.
âAnd then Ned pulled onto the curtain-â
âCan we talk Peter?â Liz asked, interrupting me.
âWe are talking,â I said jokingly, adjusting my book bag.
âYou know what I meanâ she said with sigh.I cleared my throat and nodded for Liz to continue.âI think we should break upâ. There it was.It seemed like the world had been lifted off her shoulders, like this wasnât something she thought about just today.. How long has she been waiting to set herself free? I stopped to look at her but she stared at the bracelet I gave her. Her fingers gliding in and out of the beaded jewelry.
âI just donât think-â she stopped for a moment as if searching for the right words â I donât think we are right for each other.â
âWhat do you mean we arenât right for each other? I thought everything was fine. We spent time together, we went out on plenty of dates I just donât understandâ I explained trying to calculate the answer to a problem that clearly wouldnât be solved, âAm I not giving you enough time?â No that canât be the reason, I gave her every moment of my free time, â Do you not like the dates?â It canât be the dates, I mean I pay and plan everything. Is that the problem? That Iâm planning everything. Maybe every Saturday night isnât enough? I donât know how much time I can take out of being spiderman âOr, or maybe-â
âDo you like Y/nâ silence. The words hung over us for a moment as I tried to comprehend them. Y/n? That's- âRidiculous. That's ridiculous, I like you, I'm dating you.â
âThat didnât answer my question,â she said, looking at me waiting.
âOf course I like her sheâs my friend-â
Liz shook her head and smiled apologize, âyou really are fighting this arenât youâ
âLiz I donât know what youâve heard or what youâre thinking, but I like you. Y/n hasnât even talked to me since we got together.â
âAt first I didnât realize it, then I thought I was just being jealous but now.. Now I see it. Now I know, You like herâ
âYeah, but you wish you were dating her. When youâre not looking at me youâre staring at her. Or if I donât like something you apologies and explain how she did. You donât even realize that your life is so intertwined.â She hummed playing with her bracelet once more before taking it off her wrist.âHere me out. You talk to her, if what I say is true then we stay broken up, no hard feelings and I'll still wave at you when we are passing the hallwaysâ she explained with a small chuckle, I let a small smile slip onto my face. She placed the trinket in my hand burying it safely underneath my fingers.I clinched the bracelet holding back the tears that had apparently been building up, âGive this to the girl that you will truly give your whole heart toâ she kissed my cheek and walked up her stars before turning back to me, âhopefully I see you tomorrow morningâ and then she was gone, but for a moment I saw the pain that I had inflicted once again.
Third Pov (back to we left of hehe)
You looked at the boy dressed in red and blue at your window. You quickly opened the window afraid someone would catch the hero at your window,â Peter what the actual heckâ you whispered, pulling him in your room looking around the streets.
There werenât many people on the streets at all, it was pretty quiet minus the couple that was always eating each other's faces in front of their building each night. You remember the day Peter and you gave them a name and life story seeing how they were always arguing each night but somehow before the sun was able to peek above the horizon the two of them were kissing underneath the moonlight. You closed your window and your curtains before turning back to Peter who still had his mask on. He leaned against your wall staring at you for a moment in silence. âWhat are you doing here Peter?â You asked coldly. You were finally feeling like you could go a day without making your heart skip a beat when you saw him and here he was bargaining in like he owned the place. âIâm not Peter, I'm spidermanâ Peter explained, making his voice deeper and placing his fist on his hips. Any other day his silly spiderman appearances would make you laugh but you were tired. You were tired of pretending everything was okay for the sake of others, especially him. You stared at him with a blank look on your face before he sighed, relaxing his shoulder and putting his hand down. âLook, I just want to talk,'' Peter explained. You couldnât see his face, the only expression of any feelings he had were shown in his spiderman eyes. You always wondered how they created a suit that copied his eye movements and expressions so carefully
âWhatever, just leave me aloneâ you pleaded as his previous words ran through your head, âYou donât have enough patience to deal with me⌠remember.â Your chest throbbed as you repeated his words back to him. You werenât facing him but by the way he hesitated, he wasnât expecting you to bring that up.
Cliff hanger-mwahaha!! Chapter 5 is a â¨choice⨠chapter, so youâll be able to choose the endingđ thatâs why it ended so weirdly LOL . Click on which you would like below.
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