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The Hall of the Dragon King
"Lady Shiva…" She paused for a moment and considered it, then smiled. "…Yes… I suppose I would believe it. She did bring you here, after all."
She tried to imagine Lady Shiva in the form of a man, and oddly, it wasn’t that difficult. Her fayth had been a woman, yes, but the essence of who she was now was something that defied categories of male and female, old and young, human and non-human. Suddenly an infinity of possibilities was dancing in her head: an elderly man, a female Ronso warrior, a Guado who sank his hands into the earth and spread roots of frost through the ground and turned the trees to diamond dust.
"I wonder what it must be like to be so honoured," she mused, out loud though almost to herself. "To have the aeons themselves walk by your side as your guides. I can only imagine…"
Kala nodded. "I'd never expect that, but it was quite a humbling experience."
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Yuna shook her head. “No need to apologise,” she said. “If it’s what fits you, then… that’s what I’ll do.”
With a nod to the others, she began leading Kala in the direction of one of the side rooms. There were some things that were best discussed with Kala alone, perhaps, and even if not… she really needed to sit down.
"So… who was your guardian?" she asked, with a slight tilt of her head. "And the way you look, now…" She gestured to Kala, to the short dark hair that was familiar enough and the richly tanned skin that was less so. "Did Lord Bahamut change you…?"
Kala laughed. "He changes everyone," she replied with a wink, "but yes, somehow when I arrived I looked very different." She paused and looked at herself again. "Somehow, though, it wasn't unsettling, if that makes sense. It was a little surprising, but somehow, even when I first saw myself, I thought, of course this is what I look like. So I imagine more changed than simply the way I look."
"As for my guardian... Would you believe if I told you that it was Lady Shiva?"
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Yuna nodded and clasped Dagger’s - Kala’s - hands tightly, tears shining in her eyes. Tears of relief, to have Dagger back with her; of joy, for the experiences they now truly shared; of sorrow, for all that she had seen and had to grow to accept.
"I… thank you," she said. "For coming back, for being with me…" She looked up to the sky for a moment, then thought better about it, and closed her eyes instead, envisioning the space inside herself. "And thank you, too… to Lord Bahamut. And your guardian… whoever he is," she added, glancing to either side of Dagger in half-expectation of seeing him there, though she knew that no one else had entered the antechamber.
"Just… one thing." She laughed softly. "Do I call you Dagger still, or Kala?" This woman… has the most names of anyone I’ve ever known, she reflected.
She smiled and replied, "You'd never believe who my guardian was."
"I understand how it must be for you," Kala explained as she looked briefly to the others. "For you it's as if you knew me as Dagger one minute and now Kala, but for me, for the people I've met here, I've been Kala for months now. Nearly my entire time in Spira, in fact."
She then gestured to herself. "I'm not even sure I'm the same person," she said before laughing. "Actually, I know I'm not the same person."
"So it might be best for me to keep using my new name, which means another change for you." She bowed and apologised, "I'm sorry for the trouble."
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Yuna’s brow furrowed. Someone I met in Macalania… But the only people she’d met for the first time there were Lady Shiva, and Dagger…
"Hey!’ said Tidus, pointing. "Hey, I get it!" He scratched his head. "Except I sorta don’t… but, but I remember when I asked you if you saw my shot!" He jabbed his finger a couple of times in her direction. "You’re Dagger!"
“Dagger?” But how could that be? Dagger hadn’t been to all those places… Dagger was in the temple with her… and yet…
Kala. It was a common enough name on the island of Besaid, where she’d spent ten years of her life. But it was also the Besaid form of the name Sarah: a name Dagger had told her about, on their travels.
"It… really is you," she breathed, reaching a hand towards her. "But how?"
Kala laughed and nodded to Tidus. "Yes, it's me."
She then turned to face Yuna and explained. "When I stepped onto the platform, I suddenly found myself in the Chamber of the Fayth in Kilika. It was amazing being able to properly meet Her," she smiled and bowed her head in reminiscence.
"I thought that I'd leave and come here, Bevelle, but I didn't; I was still there in Kilika, and I had a guardian," she said, unable to suppress her smile.
"He led me through the pilgrimage, since it was important that I'd be able to experience it, but we didn't have time to wait for me, so Lord Bahamut just... made it so I did it at the same time as you." She laughed. "I've heard of slow and stop but never reverse, but apparently that isn't a big deal for Him."
"I've learned so much more now," she concluded as she took a few steps forward to take Yuna's hands. "And I'm ready to travel with you to Zanarkand."
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"Lady Kala," said Yuna, repeating the bow and prayer. "It is a pleasure. Might I… ask where I’ve had the privilege of seeing you before?"
Wakka turned to Yuna, and Lulu inclined her head, as if to say without being too rude, Who’s ‘we’?
Kala nodded with a smile.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't say more until just now, I realised," she explained. "It's sometimes been difficult watching at a distance."
"I was there in Kilika, when Sin attacked," she spoke mournfully. "I was at the temple, since I had only just meet Lady Valefor recently, but when I left the cloister I learned of the attack and went down to the town to see if I could help."
"You..." she spoke as she looked toward Yuna, tears in her eyes.
She turned toward Tidus. "I did see your shot this time, in Luca," and then toward Wakka, "And I got to cheer for you even as you attempted to hold off the Psyches."
"I followed behind you, after Operation Mi'ihen, and passed through Djose temple after you'd gone."
She paused while thinking and smiled. "I almost rode on the same shoopuff as you. Maybe I could have, but I was very tired, and it probably wouldn't have been a wise idea in any case."
"And," she turned back to Yuna and concluded, "you met me for the first time in Macalania."
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Yuna returned the bow, as was custom, though with a slightly confused expression on her face.
"I’m sorry, my Lady… it may be that the trial was hard on me, but… I’m not sure I’m placing your name…"
Wakka, however, pointed to the woman and grinned. “Hey! It’s the one who told us to come back here!” He made the prayer gesture as well. “I, uh, I really appreciate your help back there. But… how did you know we were down there?”
The woman smiled and nodded to Wakka. "I'd watched you leave after the events of that day, but I knew we were returning here," she explained with a nod to the summoner, "so I caught up with you to let you know."
She turned back to Yuna. "My apologies, I am Kala," she replied with another bow and prayer motion.
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Where is Dagger? Yuna asked.
Dagger is walking her own path, the voice of the faith purred into her chest. It was simultaneously a young voice, and deep and dark and echoing. Do not think on it. You are with me now.
He swallowed her up, and all went dark and velvety and warm, and full of love.
***
Yuna half-walked, half-crawled up the steps to the antechamber, part of her wishing that the steps had angled in the other direction this time. She felt like one giant bruise, though there was no mark on her skin, and even then she kept adjusting her skirts to hide the imprints she was sure must be there. It felt like there were stars in her head, stars bleeding out of her pores. The room was swaying, and when she was caught at the top of the stairs by a pair of arms, she would not have bothered to look at her benefactor were it not for a familiar voice.
"Yuna safe now," rumbled Kimahri, and though her eyes were glassy and heavy, she fought to open them.
"Kimahri?" She looked around. "Lulu? Wakka? When did… you all get here?"
Kimahri eased her to her feet, though she continued to lean on him for support. His strands of coarse fur felt like fire on her skin right now, but she clung to him anyway, needing his strength, his warmth.
"It was the strangest thing," said Wakka, rubbing his head. "We were down there, in the catacombs, and I swear I saw someone tellin’ us to turn back. You saw it too, didn’t you, Lu?"
Lulu nodded.
"But when we took a second look, they were gone. Still, I figured it was a sign from Yevon, so we came back here anyway, and when we got to the city, a priest came and told us that you were in the temple." He made the sign of prayer. "Sure as anythin’ it was Yevon’s doin’."
"Are you all right?" asked Lulu, moving towards her.
"Yes… I think so," said Yuna. "But did any of you see Dagger?"
Wakka shook his head. “She didn’t come this way. Was she in there with you?”
"Yes," said Yuna. "But in the Cloister… somehow, we got separated. It was part of the trial, it had to be, but… I hope she’s all right."
"Lady Yuna," another summoner spoke quietly as she approached the group outside the Cloister of Trials, stopping and making the prayer motion of Yevon. "It's good to see you again."
When the others, particularly Wakka and Lulu would recognize her as the one from the catacombs they thought they'd seen.
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The one who is to sacrifice. Yuna knew her role, and as Dagger stepped up, she nodded back to her and walked forward, half expecting to be consumed by the flames.
But the flames never came. Yuna felt her body dissolving, but it was a peaceful dissolution, as if she were melting away into light, or… pyreflies. Am I dying? she thought for the briefest of moments, before she felt the whole process reverse, and she found herself standing on a different golden platform, in a whole new room.
No… not just any room. She could hear the hymn, resonating through her bones as clearly as it carried through the air: the hymn of Lord Bahamut’s fayth. She could feel him in her every pore, his hot, dark energy, almost about to smother her even before she had called to him.
And she was alone.
She walked forward on trembling feet and bowed before the statue of the fayth, then knelt in deep reflection.
But where… is Dagger? was the first thing she asked.
Dagger watched as Yuna stepped up to the platform and mirrored her movement, but she couldn't see what happened to the other summoner, as she found herself also being dissolved into pyreflies?
She looked around at her surroundings, and it became obvious almost at once.
The song. The room. The shape of the stone in the floor.
Dagger fell to her knees and made the previously unfamiliar prayer motion again.
Lady Valefor... Please allow me to meet you.
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Yuna felt her stomach lurch as she watched Dagger drop off the ledge; but a moment later, the feeling faded. They could trust the aeons. Placing faith in them and in Dagger’s faith, she stepped off after her, and discovered what she had discovered: that there was, indeed, support of some sort beneath their feet, though it seemed to be made of nothing material.
Carefully, she followed in Dagger’s footsteps, until inexplicably, she stepped forward into the space that had held Dagger up a moment before, and felt herself teetering on the edge of thin air. She almost fell, and righted herself quickly, her heart pounding.
Why had the platform been there for Dagger, when it hadn’t been there for her?
And then it came to her: faith. She was relying on Dagger to help her find the path, but she didn’t have faith in her own ability to do the same.
She closed her eyes, calmed her heart, and imagined lines of energy spreading out from beneath her feet. Carefully, she traced the path that they marked out for her, and soon she found herself at the other side, beside Dagger, though via a different route.
She smiled back, admiring the humming lines of energy that had spread out across the room.
"Shall we go?" she asked.
The two of them made their way from platform to platform, walking across the glowing lines. It felt very strange, like walking on the ground and at the same time walking on nothing - as if they were being held up not by any substance, but by someone’s will. Once, when Yuna allowed herself to become distracted, she felt the energy field wobble and falter beneath her, and she quickly pulled herself back on track: a not-so-subtle reminder from Lord Bahamut, she thought, to be ever vigilant.
They soon found the other recesses where they were meant to place spheres, and with a combination of prayer and trust, the room was soon filled with crisscrossing lines of light. Now they could see, thanks to the lights illuminating it, that the largest of these glowing highways led to a door: a black door, like the black platforms, with channels carved into it that light flowed around and through, making it look like a ghostly iron gate. They stepped towards the door, and opened it simultaneously.
Yuna squinted as they found the next room lit up, though still rather dimly. It was a small chamber, circular in design, its walls draped with deep purple curtains and shot through with pulsing lines of purple light. In the centre were two raised platforms, almost like weighing scales, upon each of which was carved something in the holy script.
As Yuna went near to examine them, however, a small bird flew overhead, alighted on the left-hand platform— and was instantly charred by a gout of white-hot flame. As she stared on in horror at the bird’s demise, a second bird flew in, landing on the right-hand platform. Yuna cried out in warning, but the second bird was completely unharmed; and after a moment, both the bird and the bones vanished into thin air, as if they had never been there at all.
Maybe they had not.
Shaken still, Yuna crept as close to the platforms as she dared, until she could read the script clearly. She turned to Dagger, reading out the words that, she now felt, were somewhat unnecessary.
"The left one says, The one who is to sacrifice. And the right one says, The one who is to be spared.”
When the first bird flew over the platform, and was incinerated, Dagger involuntarily flinched, and then again as Yuna cried out in warning.
She listened as Yuna read the inscriptions, but it was clear even before the words were vocalized.
Without pause, Dagger stepped up to, but stopped in front of the platform that had read, The one who is to be spared. She turned to Yuna and smiled.
They both knew, she suspected, what it meant to be sacrificed in any temple, but the method here, the white hot flames, reenforced it all the more clearly: all who come before the dragon god must be purified by flame.
Dagger nodded, an indication that she would stop on her platform at the same time Yuna would step upon her own.
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Dagger stood beside Yuna, seeing the hollow, though she didn’t know what it was exactly, and the chasm.
"All we have to do is fly," she whispered, though in the absolute silence of the cloister, she felt as if she’d screamed it.
"Fly?" said Yuna, staring at the faraway recess, though an image was already starting to form in her mind.
"Or fall trying," she replied.
Eyes forward, Dagger closed her eyes and took a breath before stepping off the ledge.
At first she did fall, but then she landed silently on something that felt as if it wasn't there, and yet she wasn't falling.
She proceeded forward, without looking back, one step at a time, sometimes falling down, other times finding herself lifted up slightly, though she wasn't sure what caused the direction to change.
Finally she arrived at the other side and saw the hollow for what it was, and how its size was perfectly suited for the sphere in her hand, so she placed it within the hold.
Lines of brilliant white light spread out all along the wall in front of her and the floor on both sides of the cavern. At the same time, a series of platforms appeared, each pure black, but visible from the light that traced along their edges.
Dagger turned and smiled to Yuna.
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Yuna was startled at first when the sphere sprang into being between Dagger’s hands; but quickly seeing what she was supposed to do, and likewise called out to the energy and bowed in prayer, and felt a globe of light form between her fingers as well.
Curious, she held the light up and traversed the little bit of floor they could now see was there, inspecting all the room’s corners. The platform they were on was about as long as it was wide, and on three sides fell into blackness; the fourth side touched a wall, which was, she assumed, where they had come through. But when she held the sphere to it, she could discern no door in the wall at all.
It seemed they were meant to solve this puzzle, or die trying.
Then Yuna noticed something glinting faintly in the distance. She moved to the far edge of the platform, and peered into the dark, holding the sphere as far ahead of her as she dared. On the far wall, across what was seemingly a chasm of nothing, there was a small, round hollow: one that was clearly designed to hold a sphere such as this.
Dagger stood beside Yuna, seeing the hollow, though she didn't know what it was exactly, and the chasm.
"All we have to do is fly," she whispered, though in the absolute silence of the cloister, she felt as if she'd screamed it.
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"Yes," said Yuna, standing. "We should go."
Lady Valefor, for the moment, receded into the aether, and the two of them left their room and stepped forward into the antechamber.
From the antechamber, as was usual for temples, a long set of stairs led to an ornate-looking door, the entrance to the trial chamber. However, unlike in almost all temples, the stairs did not lead up to the door, but down; and it suddenly struck Yuna why this temple looked so unimpressive from the outside.
The real temple was below.
She sucked in a shaky breath as she realised, all at once, how little she knew about this place. But there was no time for deliberation. Together, she and Dagger placed their hands on the massive double doors, pushed them open, and walked through…
Into darkness. The doors closed behind them, and they were left completely in the dark, though what felt like lines and networks of energy thrummed around them, invisible. They seemed to be standing on solid ground - for now - but there was no way to tell if the next step would lead to a pathway, or an abyss.
"…The way to the fayth’s chamber is always barred by a test," Yuna explained in a whisper. "They’re all different, and I’ve never been here before. So we have to figure out what to do."
Dagger nodded to Yuna's words. She had been through Lady Shiva's Cloister of Trials, but only after the trial itself had been completed, but here she would be challenged herself, along with her companion.
The room, from the door, certainly seemed like a room, but after the door closed it felt as if they were standing on a plane that was merely floating in the air.
There was an energy in the air that she couldn't quite put her finger on. It wasn't like lightning, or fire, or even holy energy, but something else entirely
Dagger stood for a long while, simply considering how to proceed when one couldn't see anything. At a loss she decided to do the only thing that came to her mind, she prayed.
As she made the motion that she'd never done prior to arriving in Spira, a sphere of light, of that energy, appeared in her hands, showing the first bits of details in the room.
Dagger turned to Yuna, the sphere, after it came into being, continuing to float on her palm, nodded so she would also perform the motion.
She then turned and looked forward, which is when she discovered that the floor was indeed solid, but only for a dozen paces, perhaps, and then there was nothing.
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"No… no, we haven’t met," said Yuna softly. She gestured to the inside of the room. "Here - well, in the Cloister of Trials, is where I would meet him… and I suppose the two of you should probably meet again, as you did with Lady Shiva."
She let out a small giggle. “Two summoners going through the Cloister together, alone… it’s not quite usual. I was expecting our guardians would be here when we did this, but of course…” A small frown crossed her face. “We still need to search for them. But… I feel that we would have more of an advantage, if Lord Bahamut were on our side. Particularly since right now, you can only call Lady Shiva… who is formidable,” she said, making the prayer gesture, “and who certainly saved us back there. But it would be good to have them all with us, still.”
When Dagger suggested meeting Lady Valefor - meeting, of course, in the summoner’s sense, for the aeon was right there, and yet her mind remained opaque to Garnet - Yuna looked a little reluctant.
"I’d love to say we could return to the temple in Besaid," she said, folding her hands in apology. "But it would be so far out of our way… To get this far has already taken two months of our time. If we turned back now, someone else would have to sacrifice themselves in my place. And there’s no guarantee they would succeed."
Lady Valefor fluffed out her feather crest, then, and stared at Dagger intently. What was passing between them was inaudible to Dagger’s mind, but Yuna heard it clearly.
"You would do so… now?" she mused, surprised. "Of course - I don’t see why it couldn’t be done, but then… well…" She nodded her head. "I see. I suppose that makes sense…"
She turned back to Dagger. “Lady Valefor says that if you wanted, you could learn to call on her, even without being at the temple of her fayth. But she says that here is not a good place to do it. We should go into the Cloister, where Lord Bahamut lives. Within his sacred space, we will be able to call on Lady Valefor, as well… if Lord Bahamut agrees.”
Dagger listened to the explanation and understood, and so, when there came the potential of meeting Lady Valefor here, she smiled and bowed her head to the aeon. "Thank you for the offer at the very least."
"Should we go then," she asked, "to meet Lord Bahamut?"
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"You spoke with Lord Bahamut?" Yuna immediately set down the brush and made a gesture of prayer. "Ah… is he one of those that you knew before, in your world?"
"And yes," she said, picking the brush back up and continuing to fuss over her aeon, who by now looked perfectly tidy and seemed to be just enjoying the attention. "I imagine… there are many things we will both understand, in Zanarkand." She turned to Dagger and smiled in what she hoped was reassurance. "I’m glad to know… that you really were meant to come with us. Whatever it is that you have to see, or do… I’m honoured to have you along."
Lady Valefor laid her head down on the plump pillows, still regarding Dagger out of the corner of her eye. “So you hadn’t met Lady Valefor before? I’m not surprised, really… she’s the aeon of a very small temple in Besaid. Summoners meet her because the pilgrimage covers all the temples, but I think if we weren’t needed to fight Sin, a lot of people wouldn’t even know she was there.” She stroked the bird’s crest affectionately. “But she has always been there for me.”
Dagger nodded. "Yes, Lord Bahamut is someone who had always been with me. And yes..."
Suddenly Dagger began to laugh. "I'm sorry," she said as she tried to stop herself. "Lord Bahamut is always mysterious. I was going to ask you, but you may not have met Him yet?"
"I'm glad that I'm on the right path, at least."
Dagger watched Lady Valefor and nodded. "I never had the opportunity to meet Her," she continued as she bowed her head. "I would like to, if we have time to do so."
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When Dagger awoke the next morning, Yuna was already up and about, despite her exertions the previous day.
"When you’re a summoner on a pilgrimage," she explained, "it’s important to remember that you have to keep going. Even when you’re tired, or you don’t want to… There are people relying on us."
Whether the “us” in question was Yuna and Dagger, or Yuna and the giant bird aeon who currently filled most of the room, was a detail left unsaid. Lady Valefor was sprawled across the pillows, one wing draped over the table, and warbling in contentment as Yuna gently brushed and teased out her feathers.
Lady Valefor turned her large pale eyes on Dagger, and let out a cooing sound.
Dagger smiled and nodded at her comments, and which was renewed by Lady Valefor's gaze.
After a long silence, punctuated only by the aeon's cooing, Dagger began to speak quietly. "I spoke with Lord Bahamut. Or, rather, I prayed to Him last night. I asked Him why I was here in Spira."
She paused for a moment. "He didn't reply, exactly, but then He came to me in my dreams."
She looked up to Yuna and concluded, "He said, 'you will understand in Zanarkand.'"
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Yuna managed a small smile, though she reclined against the pillows and her eyes were half-closed. “Exhausted, and… windburned. Like all that wind was hitting me from the inside.”
She paused for a moment. “But at the same time, it… it was good. I felt… as long as she and I were together, I could do anything. When I couldn’t hold her any longer, that was when I felt it… suddenly, all the tiredness seemed to hit me at once. But as long as she was with me… it was… I was bigger than myself.” She smiled a little wider. “You know?”
Dagger smiled and nodded.
There were questions she wanted to talk to the other summoner about, but she held them for now.
After Yuna fell asleep, Dagger moved quietly to the other side of the room and, despite not having visited the Chamber of the Fayth yet, began to pray to Lord Bahamut.
The summoner's prayer shifted to meditation as she sought to listen for answers to her questions, before her weariness finally caught up with her and she fell asleep.