Sep 22, 2017
Idk why I ended up
It's almost 3am and I'm hurting badly. I've never felt any lonelier than now. I usually ranted on Twitter in hopes that someone would listen and see, but now I'm just getting made fun of. I'm slowly giving up on humanity again. It's become a constant process now, I'd be so ready to love and open up to human interaction then... BAM, everything turns out terrible and everyone is so mean.
How do you make friends on a long term? I keep asking but no one ever really gave me an answer. I know it could be me that's the problem. But, it's still so sad and lonely... Just friends and a lover, that's all. I don't even yearn for money cause I never aspired to be rich. Why can't I attain the simplest beauty of life that is love?
