.alannagabby.

cloudy. falling star. lover of the sea. daughter of the sky. student of the world. greysexy lesbian. california.  cis. // pronouns: she, her, they.

[whitegirlsaintshit]

i wish donald trump a very natural causes. i wish elon musk a very “neuralink cerebral stem complications”. i wish jd vance a very autoerotic asphyxiation. i wish the rest of them a very jonestown.

[whitegirlsaintshit]

WATCH THIS SPACE WATCH THIS SPACE

[lovelyladylethal]

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

my biggest opp is my brain

[timotaychalamet]

[pinkstarlet]

[moonlightsdreaming]

[imakecrxk-deactivated20250909]

[passionpeachy]

kiki & jiji 🌟

[my-dailydreams]

[miamlsunshine]

[zaidove-deactivated20241002]

[felinepurrrstory]

From Ursula K. Le Guin’s Cat Dreams. Illustrated by S. D. Schindler.

[kilsie]

So it turns out I actually have to build the life I want to live

[altaring]

[queenfallingstar]

It’s so crazy having not been on here in so long.

I miss the days when this blog was my safe place and a hiding place and a harbor in the storm.

Who knew I would be pushing 35, wishing for this back.

I thought by now I would’ve forgotten about my ideation and my pain. I hoped after 30 I would feel better. But somehow I think I feel worse.

More time has passed and my life is somehow almost everything I dreamed of, except one thing. But now that one thing I wanted just feels like a nightmare. It feels like wanting it anymore will actually kill me.

It’s sad that I feel that way now. Everything surrounding it feels hollow and shallow and stupid and forced and awful.

I want to go back to 2013 when this blog is what I had and my pain had a place to rest. I miss this, but could it ever be the same again?

[eddieolson]

[liberalsarecool]

Asymmetrical civilian attacks, as government policy, are beyond unacceptable.