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okay so, with a week to go until the end of the month it's not looking like i'll get a full advent calendar's worth of fics/blurbs ready. I have a lot of things started and half written half plotted out, but not a lot finished.
Instead, I'd like to post a few alternative ideas for when to post what I can get written and then a poll so you guys can vote on the best option. I'll detail all the options first and then put the poll at the end of the post.
Options
Countdown to Christmas
I spend the first part of December finishing what I can and then post however many that is in the lead up to Christmas Day. So, if I had 5 things finished, they'd start dropping on the 20th of December, if I got 10 things finished it would be the 16th, and they'd post one per day until the final one on the 25th.
Countdown to New Years
Similar to the last except they wouldn't be tied to Christmas, but instead to the end of the month. The final one would post on 31st December. I'd probably give myself until about halfway through the month to finish as much as I can. If that was 5 things, they'd start posting on the 27th, 10 would start on the 22nd.
New Years Celebration
We do a week long 'welcome to 2025' celebration. I spend all of December writing and then during the entire first week of January I post it all. If I finish 7 things it will be one per day, if I finish 10 (or 12 or 15 etc) things I will post all of them within the same week. (Depending on whats happening in my personal life I may also be able to do some other fun things like ask games and tarot readings but thats not 100% guaranteed.)
Birthday Bash
I save everything and keep writing right through to April next year which is my birth month. And then do some sort of celebration for a week to a month depending on how much I get written in that time.
Other things to Consider
Couple of other things that might influence your decision:
I have 2 weeks left at work and after that I'll be on holidays until sometime in January next year.
One of those weeks is a staff only week where I will have a lot to do but I'll also have a lot of time to myself while my boss is in meetings and i'll be able to leave work earlier than normal most days.
I have not yet moved house (divorce proceedings that A While to sort out) but it is very likely I will be looking for somewhere to rent after Christmas.
Poll
Now that you have all the info please vote in the poll. It'll be up for a week.
I am Ahmed Jehad, I am 28 years old. I am married and have a daughter who is less than a year old. I live in Gaza in a displacement tent in Deir al-Balah, I lost shelter and a source of income.
My house was destroyed in Khan Yunis and I was displaced more than 3 times fleeing from the massacres. I am trying to protect my family from this devastating war.
I am in difficult days to search for water, food, and necessities for my child.
Help me save my family from destruction and poverty.
My campaign has been/ verified by the bees and watermelon organization for verified/examined campaigns (No. 171) by @aces-and-angels
https://gofund.me/665fbb6c
Please help me by donating
Anyone who can help please do!!
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đ”đž âŒïžHello, I hope you are well. My name is Mohammed Atallah. I urgently need an operation on my left hand and to rebuild my home and the home of my older sister Iman. I live with my parents, six sisters, a little girl named Malak and a little boy named Amir in northern Gaza. I created this link to fund a bone graft on my left hand that was hit by an explosive bullet, to rebuild our destroyed home and evacuate my family from Gaza to a safe place. And donate any amount for a safe life.. I would appreciate your help â€ïž Can you help as much as you can? Click on all the buttons on my wall, I beg you to visit my page, view it and donate via the link in my bio đ Donate and share widely đđ Every euro will make a difference đ I urge you to donate. Even the smallest amount can make a big difference. He not only needs to be evacuated with his family, but he is in urgent need of surgery! The IDF shot him in the arm with an explosive bullet. It's not normal. It's explosive. So he needs to be treated immediately! Otherwise, he'll get an infection and possibly amputation. We don't want that to happen, do we? So contribute! Make sure to retweet and share his story if you can't. Help my family. War is devastating. There's nothing left to live for. No schools, no universities, no home, no dreams. All dreams are shattered. I hope you can help before it's too late. Please share on Twitter, Tumblr and Instagram. The campaign is documented by @90-ghost đ
Anyone who can help please do!!
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đźIF YOU IGNORE THIS, YOU ARE DOOMING MY FAMILY TO DEATH
Hello, I am Aseel from Gaza
Please donate to save our life
I apologize for what I am about to ask. I have a heavy and exhausted heart. Unfortunately, the situation became difficult after my father injured, and my father's health condition deteriorated
donation of only 20$ from each person, 20$ will save my family from death in Gaza
I lost part of my family, my home and everything
I do not know whether I will survive or die in this war, but I know that your help will contribute to saving my family from death.
I know we are helping with families in Palestine, but can we PLEASE give Sudan the same energy for a few second?
Many people are displaced, starving, and trying to escape the RSF (Rapid Support Forces) by evacuating to neighbouring countries or overseas.
(If you do not know what is happening in Sudan, click here.)
I want to bring your attention to four (4) fundraisers. Three of them are from Tumblr users! I also have donated to these campaigns, so please consider doing the same! It will help them so much!
URGENT: Eman Abdelrahman (CHF26,218 / CHF38,475).
@emooz-8 | Verified and vetted by @/el-shab-hussein.
This is the link to her extended family's fundraiser!
She and her family are in IMMEDIATE DANGER! The RSF is closing in her location. They can harm her and her family at any time! Eman needs to evacuate NOW!
Sajida's five (5) families (ÂŁ7,062 / ÂŁ30,000).
@niqabisinparis | Verified and vetted by @/el-shab-hussein.
This fundraiser is for Sajida's extended family.
They have been displaced from Khartoum for more than a year now and reside in a makeshift home in the scorching hot desert with no A/C and no windows. The temperature can go up 52°C (122°F)! (This is mentioned in their fundraiser).
The last update is that they have received their passports!
Randa and her family (âŹ20,067 / âŹ35,000).
@rnd8
Randa is in Rwanda so the campaign is to reunite her with her six family members! She has posted an update on June 26th, almost three weeks ago:
Her family has their visa rejected when they entered Rwanda, so they are staying in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia, but only temporarily. They have to borrow money to cover the high cost of living as well as issue new visas for Rwanda. (This is mentioned in her fundraiser).
Elaf Babiker ($18,570 USD / $35,000).
Verified and vetted by @/el-shab-hussein.
Elaf is a medical student in her final year as well as the eldest daughter. She wants to evacuate to Rwanda.
Last update: July 25th!
The RSF has claimed more terrority and closed more borders. It will be much more difficult to leave Sudan via ground transportation. So the best option is to take a flight from Port Sudan to Ethiopia and then she and her family will be Rwanda.
My donation to Elaf's fundraiser is not in the donation match's post. So here is a screenshot.
Thank you for making it this far! I didn't mean to make this long. I try to condense it as much as I can! Either way, please have a look and match!
Okay, so clearly, I don't know how to read. I thought Elaf got a $5 donation last night and the night before, but it turns out it was $20! Either way, I am glad that we have something for her. I am also happy to see a contribution for Randa!
Let's keep it going! Please continue to donate and share!
Ah, yes, this is my favorite kind of update: two fundraisers receive donations, and the other two don't. How about we show them all equal love and support? You can do that by donating and sharing! Please keep it going. They need to evacuate as soon as possible!
How much do you make in an hour? (converted to dollars, and on average if you don't have a fixed salary)
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Voting ended onAug 7, 2024
Is that a lot of money to you?
If not, then please consider donating that amount to Safa'a and her family, who are desperate to escape the war in Gaza and start over. The fundraiser is in Euros, but a Dollar is worth an Euro, so you don't have to convert anything again! Just donate the same amount!
And if it is, then donate what you can - half an hour, ten minutes, whatever you can spare. Many small donations are what we're going for! And of course, if you can spare more hours for her, please do!
Please, let's help her out. Her fundraiser is vetted!
Hello world
I'm Safaa, 25 years old, the wife of the best man in the wor⊠Safa'a Abd needs your support for Help us build new hope fo
I am aya living in North Gaza with my three children, and we are facing starvation in the northern region. We have moved more than 13 times trying to find a safe place, but there is no safety anywhere.
I am asking for your help to protect my children and get us out of this imminent dangerđ„.
Your donations and sharing of my story will greatly contribute to our survival.đđ
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I want more people to know that while the Palestine Olympic team consists of only 8 athletes, at least 69 Palestinian Olympic athletes have been killed since October 2023. This includes athletes who were going to compete in these games and retired athletes such as Majed Abu Maraheel, the first Palestinian Olympian, who died of kidney failure in a refugee camp product of lack of medical treatment.
A Different Kind of Eduation: P Is For Pet Play (Chapter 13)
ADKoE MASTERLIST
Pairing: Professor!Roger Taylor x Fem!Reader
Series Summary: After being broken up with for not being kinky enough, Reader seeks out her professor to give her some private tutoring so she can win her boyfriend back.
Chapter Summary: Reader learns a few new tricks in Roger's latest lesson.
Warnings: Modern AU, smut (18+), slow burn romance, dom/sub dynamics, dom!roger and sub!reader, professor x student sex, dialogue heavy, role play, pet play, puppy play, training, holding, fingering, spanking, collar, butt plug, orgasm delay/cumming on command, a bit of degradation and humiliation
Words: 9951
A/N: I think writing is a winter sport for me. Which is part of why this chapter has been sitting at 85% finished for months. But, the weather is finally cooling down here in Aus and this chapter is finally done! I'm excited for ya'll to read it. Hopefully I've edited it enough lmao
(Also, apologies for any formatting weirdness, it's because tumblr now has rules about how many characters can be used before you have to put in a line break or whatever, so I had to go through and break up some paragraphs into smaller sections. It should still be okay but all my fics are also available over on Ao3 if you wanna read them that way)
(idk how many of you are still interested in this fic so if you want your name taken off let me know, or if anyone wants to be added i can also do that)
âDonât you look professional,â Roger had teased, handing you a rather large glass of water in lieu of the wine youâd usually have, as you got settled in the study. Youâd gone to his straight from work, so were a little more business casual than what he usually saw you wearing. The break from routine threw you off a little but mostly because you were too early for dinner so went straight to the study for your extra lesson. And you quickly got over it.
âSo, pet play,â youâd said once you were settled, prompting Roger to start.
âWe touched on the basics last time,â he slipped easily into his teacher mode, seeming totally unphased by the change to routine, âbut was there anything else you wanted to know?â
You thought for a moment, âI guess Iâm not totally clear on why people do it. And, like, you said it wasnât always about having sex? I donât really get how a scene with an animal can lead to sex but then also kink without sex sounds paradoxical.â
âVery reasonable questions.â Roger tapped his whiteboard marker against his palm as he decided where to begin, âLast week I said that there were any number of reasons people might be drawn to role play and that includes pet play. Different people like it for different reasons. But I suspect thats not really what you were asking about.â
You hummed and nodded your head, âYeah, I guess my big question is why animals? Why donât just do the naughty nurse thing or whatever.â
âLook, pet play isnât something I am incredibly familiar with, certainly not when you compare it to other aspects of BDSM, so I canât pretend to be an expert and I can really only speculate on some reasons people might be drawn to it. From what Iâve seen of it and the people I know who dabble in it, I think pet play offers an element of creativity that some other kinks donât always seem to have. Creating your petâs personality or even the costume you wear. Which isnât to say roleplaying as anything else doesnât also have those aspects, but I think for some people working out how to act like an animal can be more of a creative challenge or something more long term than your typical role play concepts. A person sinking money into animal inspired fetish gear is going to be inclined to revisit the role play multiple times, expanding on it, experimenting with it. But really, I think for most people, itâs not inherently about the animal, per se, but the animal opens up opportunities for exploration that other role plays may not. We established last week that part of what may draw people to role play is acting like someone else. You can be more demanding, or more sultry, or more adventurous than you regularly feel. Pet play just pushes that idea a bit further. Depending on the animal you choose and their temperament, it might be as far from you as you can possibly get.â
âMmmm,okay,â
âI know it seems a little contradictory to say itâs not about the animal while trying to explain why other role plays may not appeal the same way.â
âJust a bit,â
âIt is important to keep that in mind though, especially while we discuss how pet play can be incorporated into a sexual dynamic. Itâs not acting out bestiality. Itâs about roles â someone being in control of someone else in a concrete ownership way â and it's about scenarios that connect with the chosen pet. The way people who take on a canine persona act will likely be vastly different from those that take on an equine persona. And the scenes they choose to play out will in all likelihood be quite different too. For instance, a pony play scene might be physically demanding to simulate a racing experience â being ridden, using a crop, that sort of thing â or it might be an exploration of breeding through a scenario where the horse is put out to stud, or, for those who are more into a show horse type aspect, it might be more about dressing up in costumes â masks and hoof mitts or leather bodysuits - and being shown off at live kink events, maybe even performing a dressage inspire routine.â
âSorry, hoof mitts?â
âA type of bondage gear, not always used for pet play. Basically, theyâre something submissives can wear over their hands or arms as a type of restraint. They make it impossible to hold or grab things and sometimes they can represent animal paws or hoofs.â
âJesus, alright.â
Roger chuckled, âWe really are only scratching the surface with these lessons. Anyway, another example, cow play also known by the term HuCow, a portmantau of human and cow. Any guesses what that might entail?â
âIf you say milking,â
âDing ding ding, we have a winner,â
âNo way,â you snorted.
Roger shrugged, âItâs not a crazy as it sounds. Lactation fetishes arenât all that rare, which probably says something about the way breasts are viewed and sexualised but thatâs a discussion for another time. But also, it doesnât have to involve actual lactation, it could just be about squeezing the breasts or even âmilkingâ a penis until it ejaculates. HuCow scenes can tick a number of boxes for people. Those with breast or pec fetishes might like it for the emphasis it can put on that part of the body. There is, like with pony play, a potential for exploring a breeding kink, both as a cow or a bull. You can also get into some gender based kinks like forced feminsation and the like. A male identifying person could be made to act as a female cow, maybe dress in a cow print bikini and have their nipples stimulated as if they were being milked.â
âHuh. Okay, thatâs very specific. I guess I can see why some animal role plays might appeal to people more than other ones would. So, if we did do something with pet play, would you um, like me to be a, a cow?â
âIf you were drawn to the idea, Iâd be happy to explore that with you. But I was thinking something more along the lines of puppy play.â
âSo no milking?â you teased, hoping to cut through some of your awkwardness with humour.
Roger smiled, âNo milking, no. The first thing that came to mind was a training type scene. Itâs fairly classic in the world of puppy play but with good reason. Training is a big part of owning a puppy, reinforcing desired behaviours, teaching them what behaviour is acceptable, teaching them tricks. But training can also be part of many other kinks and sexual dynamic. Sometimes itâs intentional training, sometimes more subconscious in just aiming to handle more intense sensations or to explore wider within a preferred kink. Impact play fans might train to be able to enjoy being struck with a crop instead of just a paddle. Someone might do throat training to be able to deep throat more comfortably. A dom might train a submissive to say thank you after a spanking or to ask permission to cum before each orgasm. Weâve done some light anal training in that I gave you a plug and you wore it to help adjust to the sensation and so you could take me better that way. Itâd be my hope that, if you were inclined to try it, a scene about training might be easier to enjoy than something more out there like milking. You donât have to respond yet,â Roger hastened to add, âI still want to answer your second question before we even think about prac.â
You were relieved Roger didnât require an immediate answer and that he hadnât forgotten your initial questions because you werenât sure you could make a decision without knowing more. But you supposed you could also see the logic in his idea and, the way heâd explained it, training didnât seem as scary as some of the other things heâd mentioned.
âSo the second part of your question is a little more complex.â He paused for a moment to gather his thoughts, âYou were curious how pet play can lead to sex when one person is acting like a literal animal. The answer is, the same way any other kink can lead to sex. Remember, itâs not about the animal, itâs about the dynamics. Playing as owner and pet is often just a variation of dom and sub â there's the power element, control, the stuff weâve talked about in nearly every lesson. And, like I said before, the person taking on the pet role is probably also taking on a different personality than normal so that can contribute to the sex. But a large part of the kink community, I would even hazard a guess that itâs the majority, would tell you that any kink can also be fun when thereâs no sex involved. With pet play specifically, itâs a fun excuse to dress up, to play, or curl up with someone you care about and have a nap. It can be comforting to feel as if someone owns you when you wear a collar for them. There is tenderness in having your hair brushed and being petted, feeling looked after and cared for. Pet play can just be a different way to express affection for someone.â
âNot gonna lie, that sounds kinda nice.â
âIt really is. That doesnât just go for pet play either. It is entirely possible to be in a kinky partnership with someone and never have sex. You will find that every single kink we have covered, someone out there enjoys it in a non-sexual way. Bondage, impact play, sensation play, you name it. Though, of course, different people define sex differently and have different boundaries around it. Go to enough kink events and munches and you realise how wide the spectrums for these sorts of things are.â
âSo like, theyâll just be tied up and not fuck?â
Roger chuckled, âYeah, sometimes it really is just about the sensations and emotions involved in being restrained. If you continue to explore kinks after, uh, well after we complete this course, you may find that kinks you considered challenging or uncomfortable become more enjoyable when penetrative sex, or any sexual touch at all, isnât part of it. Itâs just about experimenting and figuring out what you enjoy and then defining those boundaries.â
You felt a little sad at the reminder that your tutoring would eventually stop but tried not to show it too much. You figured that, as much as Roger might say he enjoyed teaching you, he was probably also at least somewhat looking forward to their end, just to be done with the risks to his teaching position if nothing else.
âNow, not to completely undercut that idea,â Roger said, pulling your attention back to his lesson, âbut, if you are curious and okay with trying pet play, I was intending on steering it in a more sexual direction. That is the core point of these lessons after all, to learn about kink and how to safely incorporate it into sex. Of course, itâs helpful to keep in mind that what Iâm teaching you isnât the only way to enjoy these kinks and that enjoying being spanked or called names or engaging in role play doesnât require an enjoyment of any sort of sex; but sex is kind of what weâre here for.â
âSo what are you thinking then?â
âIâve already suggested puppy play but did you have any other ideas yourself? I donât want to tell you what pet to be if there's an idea that interested you or something youâre more drawn to. Role playing as a pet might feel a bit different to role playing as my groupie, and Iâd prefer you to be comfortable with the selection than just to do what I want.â
âI donât know, um, I guess my only thought was just not a cow.â You gave a little shrug, feeling pleased when Roger laughed, âIf you think puppy play is a good staring point for me, then Iâm happy to go with that. How exactly would it lead to sex though? Iâm still not sure I understand that part of pet play.â
Roger hummed in thought, âI think obedience and training is a very easy way to incorporate sex into a puppy play scene. I can reward you with physical touch when you obey my orders, or punish you if you donât. Remember, youâre not being a dog youâre taking on personality traits and actions that align with behaviour common to dogs, but youâre a consenting adult who likes being spanked, so, if you want that tonight, I can do it.â
âI want it,â you said with an eager nod, the thought alone enough to make you squirm a little in your seat.
Roger smiled, âOkay, good. So rewards and punishments can be an easy way to incorporate sex and other kinks. In addition to that though, I can order you to touch me, or to position yourself in particular ways with the intention of turning us both on. I can tell you to behave in ways that will make you feel humiliated or demeaned, which we both know you get off on, or incorporate degrading nicknames that feel thematically relevant, like calling you a bitch instead of a whore. Even just the act of being bossed around will probably contribute. And they donât call it doggy style for nothing do they.â
You realised you were biting your lip, âI like the sound of that.â
âI thought you might. Now there are a couple things to go over before we start, just so weâre both on the same page and know what to expect and whatâs okay. Let me know if something doesnât feel comfortable or doesnât sound enjoyable okay?â
You nodded expectantly, curious to hear what else Roger had in mind.
âNow, while my intention is for this to involve sex, I do also understand how out of your comfort zone a lot of this is, so Iâd want to ease you into it a bit and not focus on sex straight away. Um, Iâm thinking that youâd be in just your underwear to start.â
âSounds pretty sexy,â you joked.
Roger shook his head but he was clearly amused, âI never said it wouldnât be sexy, just that it wouldnât focus on sex right away. In addition though, and only if youâre comfortable with it, I have a collar with a lead that you can wear.â
You stomach flipped at the idea âOh, um, a collar? Like a dog collar?â
âWell, it looks sort of similar to one a actual dog might wear but it is definitely made for a human. I did mention collaring very, very briefly when we were looking at bondage. They can represent a few things but one of the more common reasons behind collaring a submissive is as a symbol of ownership. Not necessarily in a master/slave way, though of course it can be. But if the sub wore a collar to a kink event it would be a very clear signal that that person already has a dominant. And in private it can be a signal that they are still okay with submitting to their dom, that theyâre willing to follow orders or participate in a scene.â
âCould I maybe try it on first, see how it feels before I decide?â
âAbsolutely, when weâre done here Iâll get it for you. Iâd have some specific expectations too around what you are and arenât allowed to do, things that could contribute to punishments and rewards. Obviously obedience is a major part of this so my expectation is that if I order you to do something, you will do it. Of course, if something is way beyond what you feel comfortable with you can say your safe word,â
âPizzazz,â you said at his pause.
âVery good, you can say pizzazz and weâll stop. We can stop for good if you want or we can just use it as a pause in the scene to check in with each other and adjust things. Does that sound okay?â
âMmhmm, yeah, definitely.â
âGood. My other expectation is that you answer to puppy and pup. I may also use your name during the scene but I may decide to just call you pup, weâll see how it feels in the moment. And in addition to that, I want you to respond accordingly to good girl or bad girl. Now, dogs canât speak so I donât expect to hear much talking from you unless I ask you a question and prompt you to answer with words, or of course if you want to safe word. You can make sounds though, whatever feels natural in the moment. If you feel like barking or whatever, go for it, but if that feels too weird donât worry.â
He gave you a reassuring smile, âUmm, anything else? Oh, yeah, uh, dogs also canât walk on two legs,â he laughed a little, âSo, I would also suggest that you crawl around on all fours. And if I ask you to fetch something you should carry it in your mouth where possible. Does that seem reasonable?â
You readily agreed. Though the idea of crawling around hadnât occurred to you initially, it made sense and you reasoned that being on the ground would probably contribute to feeling more puppy-ish, or at least more submissive.
âOne final thing, and this is definitely not mandatory but I figured you might be into it. Do you want to wear a tail?â
Your mind jumped straight to the box of dress up items your kindergarten class had had including dinosaur tails you could tie around your waist. Surely Roger had to mean something else, âUhh, a tail?â
Roger held up a finger, signalling you to sit tight, while he ducked out of the room. When he came back he held up a butt plug that, instead of tapering into the traditional shape on the outside end, was instead decorated with a fluffy tail.
âThese arenât always used with pet play and thereâs a few different varieties. Technically I think this one is meant to be a fox tail, but I only thought of it a few days ago so my options were limited. You can definitely get ones that arenât so fluffy, ones shaped more like a cat or dog tail that are thinner, firmer. There are little fluff ball bunny tails, horse tails, you name it there's probably a plug out there. The question is, do you want to wear it?â
Your decision came quickly, âIâll wear it.â and then when Roger raised his eyebrows as if asking if youâd really thought it through you added, âI think itâs cute. And I think wearing a plug will help make me hornier which will help me get into the scene more.â
âAlright then,â Roger smiled, handing the plug over, âI also brought the collar over, if you wanted to have a look at it too before we start.â
You nodded, though it made you much more nervous than the tail had, and gingerly took it from Roger. The leather was smooth and cool to the touch but the inside was lined with a softer material that you assumed was for the wearers comfort. It had a simple buckle clasp, much like a regular pet collar, and a heart shaped charm dangling from it where a name tag would be on a real dog collar.
âCan you help me put it on?â
Roger nodded moving behind you to buckle it around your throat. He was gentle, carefully fitting it and checking that it wasnât too tight both verbally and by slipping two fingers under the collar, before he finally fastened it in place.
You reached up to feel the soft leather, tilting your head in both directions as you adjusted to the sensation of it. Your fingers slipped down to the heart charm, the metal cool against your skin, and you felt your own heart quicken a little. You put it down to a few nerves now that you were on the verge of trying pet play, though you couldnât totally forget what heâd said about ownership. Belonging to Roger didnât sound too bad.
âWhat do you think of it?â
âI donât mind it. Itâs not as uncomfortable as I guess I thought it might be. I guess I probably wouldnât want to wear it all the time but for a specific scene I think Iâm okay with it.â
âDoes that mean youâre interested in trying a pet play scene?â
âMight as well,â you laughed. You knew he was checking for good reason, that he was just trying to be safe, but it was tempting to remind him youâd not once backed out of a practical lesson, âI donât necessarily think itâll be super my thing but I am curious enough to try it out.â
âAlright, sounds good. Why donât you go to the bathroom and get ready then, there's lube in the cabinet over the sink. Just give me a shout when youâre good to go.â
You nodded, feeling surprisingly calm, and collected the tail from where youâd set it aside on the desk.
It took you a little while to get ready â a few minutes to compose yourself once you were alone, the idea of acting like a dog suddenly sounding much more ridiculous than Roger had made it sound, and then of course there was the plug to sort out. The collar was a slight distraction too. Not because it was uncomfortable or difficult to wear, though you couldnât exactly forget it was there either. But the sight of it in the mirror would make you stop, your fingers rising to run over the leather. You were kind of amazed that it didnât feel worse. Youâd also dithered about for longer than you might have needed to, trying to decide if you should leave your bra on or discard it since youâd had to forgo your knickers to wear the tail. Roger would probably appreciate it, if not prefer it, if you were totally naked. But then again, the bra would keep your boobs in place which was probably preferable while you were crawling around on all fours. In the end, you kept the bra on though youâd first asked Roger his preference when he met you at the bathroom door.
âItâs up to you,â Roger had said patiently, âalthough, I think Iâm much more likely to cum prematurely and ruin my pants if youâre totally naked. Going to have a hard enough time as is.â Heâd dropped his eyes deliberately to your cunt and youâd shifted where you stood, knowing heâd know if you squeezed your thighs together but tempted to do it all the same.
He let his gaze linger on your lower half, as if daring you, before he finally tore his eyes away, âAre you ready?â
âYeah,â you nodded, âI think so.â
âOkay, then on the ground for me.â
You lowered yourself to your knees right there in the hallway, and then to your hands. The carpet was a little rough against your knees and palms, the tail tickling the back of your thighs, but it was easy following Rogerâs instructions and you waited for the next one, hoping heâd keep making it easy for you.
âGood girl.â He leaned over you as he said it, a soft metallic sound drawing your attention though you kept as still as you could. âTime for walkies,â he announced as he straightened, âGo on pet.â
You crawled down the corridor, your heart thumping as you realised just what a view you were giving Roger as he fell into step behind you.
You werenât sure where exactly Roger expected you to go but made an educated guess it would be the bedroom since that was where you usually ended up. It was open when you reached it which you figured meant you were right, however, before you could enter you felt the collar being tugged from behind and Roger tutted, making you stop. A leash was clutched in his hand when you turned to look.
âNot in there pet. The lounge,â
You nodded, readjusted your direction and set off again, practically able to feel Rogerâs eyes on your arse and wondering if the tail was hiding much from view.
When you crawled through the doorway of the lounge, you were pleased to find Roger had spent his time getting the room ready. The coffee table had been dragged aside, pushed up against the wall so it wouldnât be in the way, and the curtains had all been drawn so there was no chance of any nosey neighbours seeing anything, a couple of lamps softly lighting the room instead. But that wasnât all heâd prepared.
âYou wanna play pup? Go get your ball,â Roger pointed towards the far side of the room where a fuzzy tennis ball sat on the floor, as he took a seat on the couch.
You obediently crawled around the couch to the ball, lowering your head to pick it up with your teeth. But you paused a few inches from it.
âUh, woof?â you said, feeling rather self-conscious, but wanting to get Rogerâs attention.
You succeeded, which you could tell by the way he was stifling a laugh, âYes?â
âThis ball hasnât been anywhere near a real dog, right?â
Roger shook his head, âBrand new. Iâm not that sadistic.â
âJust checking,â you smiled, before picking the ball up between your teeth. You hadnât experimented with gags in any of your lessons with Roger, at least not yet, but you had to imagine wearing a ball gag would feel similar to carrying this tennis ball like you were. It forced you to keep your mouth open, made it difficult to swallow which meant you could feel yourself getting drooly as you crawled back towards Roger.
He held out his hand and you dropped the ball into it, finding it difficult to ignore how being on the ground put you closer to his cock. It was a small step from noticing that to realising Roger was beginning to stiffen, and then to realise he was probably at least partly aroused from seeing you drooling with a stuffed mouth and naturally you couldnât help but wonder if he intended to use your mouth at all.
âGood girl,â Roger cooed, no idea what was going on through your head, as he reached out with his free hand to stroke your hair like he was patting a dog.
You couldnât help but lean into his touch, the praise making you feel warm and pleased and eager to earn more, although your instant reaction to Rogerâs positive reinforcement made you think maybe heâd had a point when he suggested puppy play. You were turning into Pavlovâs bloody dog, getting aroused whenever Roger praised you. âAlright, pup, you ready to learn some tricks?â
You gave an affirmative hum, hoping heâd find it an acceptable response and not demand you bark instead.
Thankfully he seemed fine with any non-verbal response because he smiled and moved toward the centre of the room, dropping down to his knees, âHere girl.â
At a click of Rogerâs fingers you crawled over to join him, earning another good girl but this time the praise was accompanied by his touch. His fingers dipping between your legs to rub your exposed cunt.
âIâm glad you chose the tail over your knickers,â he said softly, âThink you might be too,â he added as he drew his fingers away, the tips glistening with your slick.
You whined in response and nodded.
Roger gave you a wink and then he was back to business, âAlright pup, weâre going to learn a few tricks today. Letâs start with an easy one, sit.â
You werenât a hundred percent sure what Roger wanted but you thought the most likely option was to rest back against your heels.
âSo close, pet,â Roger cooed, his hands firm on your knees as he directed you to open them, âGotta keep your legs spread so I can reward you properly. Letâs try again, all fours now.â
You felt a little annoyed at yourself for not realising, and hurried to obey him, eager to show you could get it right.
âSit,â
You sat back again, your arse against your heels, the plug being pressed firmly into you, your knees open. Roger took full advantage of your position, his fingers slipping between your pussy lips as he praised you again, drawing a soft moan from you.
The sound of pleasure seemed to be Rogerâs signal to withdraw his fingers, âTime to learn another trick, pup. When I tell you to beg I want you to sit just like this but put your paws up,â He physically directed you as his spoke, positioning your hands at chest height, elbows bent, fingers curved over your palms. âAnd whine so I know you need something.â
You felt a little silly but whining wasnât too hard since you did want him to keep touching you.
âSuch a smart puppy girl,â Roger said as he rewarded you again, each stroke of his fingers making you more eager to have him inside you.
âRight, weâre gonna learn another trick now. Lay down.â
You bit back a disappointed groan as he removed his touch again, and did as you assumed he wanted, stretching out on your front.
âRoll over,â
Perhaps the increasing horniness was hindering your thought process because for a moment you didnât understand what Roger meant. Did he want you to roll across the floor to the other side of the room? How would that be arousing for him? The whole situation seemed suddenly ridiculous and you forgot you werenât meant to speak, âReally?â
âPup,â Rogerâs tone was warning, âDo what I say now. Roll over.â
âSorry Sir,â you hurried to say as you prepared to roll yourself across the room until he told you to stop, still not sure why heâd be turned on by such a thing but willing to find out.
But a full 360-degree turn was not what Roger had in mind. He stopped you once you were on your back, his eyes raking over your bra clad chest and then down to your bare cunt.
You felt yourself blushing, partly from how he was staring and partly because you felt silly for thinking heâd jack off to you literally rolling around. Turning onto your back made much more sense.
Roger shuffled a little closer on his knees, âWhen I say roll over, this is what I want to see. But next time I expect you to put your arms and legs up too.â Once again he directed you as he explained, guiding your limbs into the air, knees and elbows bent. âThis way I can see everything I own.â He gently parted your knees a little further so he could easily stoke between them, toying with your clit. âI can properly reward you for following my orders. Or punish you for speaking out of turn.â
You yelped as he suddenly spanked your pussy but he was quick to sooth the pain, or at least distract you from it as his fingers dipped into your entrance.
You moaned, willing Roger to press deeper, to give you more, catching yourself right before youâd added his name and a potentially pathetic, âpleaseâ. Begging would only work if you kept your words to yourself.
But at that moment Roger seemed inclined to reward you, his other hand coming up to rub your clit again as he started working his fingers further into you.
His paused again as his phone began to ring from where heâd left it forgotten on the couch.
He rolled his eyes, âignore it, it can go to voicemail.â
You nodded, trying to block out the ringtone and focus on how Roger was touching you, his fingers pressing deeper and faster as if he were trying to make up for the annoyance of the phone.
"Finallyâ Roger muttered under his breath as the call rang out and the phone fell silent. His fingers were still plunging into you, stroking you just right, pushing you closer to release.
Your moan broke off in a disappointed squeak as Roger unexpectedly withdrew his hand, his mobile sounding once more.
âJesus,â he sighed exasperatedly as he shuffled on his knees until the still trilling phone was within reach, hastening to deny the call. âRight, where were we?â his voice softened slightly as he turned back to you but a moment later he was swearing as his landline began to ring.
You sighed and let your limbs drop to the floor, craning your neck to look at Roger upside down, âMaybe you should take that.â
âI shouldâve taken the bloody thing off the hook,â he rubbed the bridge of his nose, âAlright pup, sit.â
You dutifully scampered back to your knees, taking up the position heâd taught you.
âStay.â
You smiled in acknowledgment, a little amused he was continuing with the role play.
Waiting was easier said than done. Rogerâs home phone was corded but the distance from where it hung to the doorway of the lounge was close enough that he could remain on the line whist he paced into your field of view and then back out. You caught snippets of the conversation â heard him apologise for missing the call and that he had company â and tried to work out who had called.
âMmhmm,â Roger hummed as he moved back into the doorway, âWell look now's not really a great time for m-. No, of course not.â Roger rolled his eyes and then threw you an apologetic glance.Â
You smiled back, his constant walking making you too wary to move from your position. Heâd told you to sit and stay after all, heâd definitely notice if you rearranged yourself. But the longer the phone call went on, the more uncomfortable you became. Your knees grew stiff and you had to wiggle around to keep from getting pins and needles. Without Roger there egging you on, keeping you in the moment, stimulating you, the whole puppy thing started to feel even more silly than it had at the start. You couldnât deny you were wet (it was hard to ignore) but you felt that was probably more to do with Roger than the scene itself. Although, perhaps you werenât being totally fair in your judgement due to your current rising discomfort. You pondered the lesson so far, trying to work out how exactly you felt about pet play and how it was Roger could so affect you, trying to subtly shift yourself without being noticed. The tail plug was much closer to the forefront of your mind now, firm on one end and tickling you from the other and you were starting to feel a little chilly, close to naked as you were, but worst of all was the sudden realisation you needed to pee.
When Roger next crossed in front of the doorway you waved to get his attention and tried to tell him you were going to the bathroom with a lot of pointing. He didnât seem to understand but he did seem amused, leaning in the doorway and holding up a palm to signal you to stay.
You frowned and whined softly.
Roger smirked as he said, âoh, I totally understand,â to whoever had called. He seemed to enjoy tormenting you because he stayed there, watching as you squirmed, and you were sure he was letting the conversation go on unnecessarily.
At first you tried to beat him at his own game, attempting to ignore your growing need, but that just made you think about it more. You whined in desperation, louder than youâd meant to.
As soon as you realised that Roger had heard the sound your attention snapped back to him.
He chuckled into the reciever, âNah, Iâm dog sitting at the moment. No, no, I can see her from here, she's fine.â
It was mortifying to think someone else had heard you and you blushed as you pouted at Roger, but he seemed more amused than moved as he revealed he still had the tennis ball and rolled it towards you. At first you just let it sit where it had come to a stop near your knee but Roger clicked his finger and pointed at it. With a sigh you bent over, shuffling back a little so you could pick it up with your mouth again.
Roger hummed into the receiver before mouthing a clear, âgood girl,â at you.
Unsure what exactly Roger wanted, you tentatively made to crawl towards him, but he stopped you with a raised palm. It seemed he wanted you to just sit there and wait, feeling yourself beginning to drool from the ball in your mouth, but unable to forget your bladder despite your arousal. Finally it became too much and you steeled yourself to beg for permission.
At first you stayed quiet, raising your hands to the position Roger had shown you, adjusting your posture so your back was straight and your chest was pushed towards him in the hopes itâd help persuade. Roger just looked at you expectantly and you realised he wanted you proper humiliated. Squeezing your eyes shut you whined into the tennis ball still between your lips. It took another louder whine before Roger became convinced.
âHold on one sec, I think she needs to go outside.â
If you hadnât been so embarrassed and distracted youâd have given Roger credit for doing such a remarkable job sounding natural when there was so much laughter in his eyes. He disappeared for a second as he placed the phone down, returning with a snort.
âItâs not funny,â you pouted, holding the tennis ball out to Roger.
âIt is a bit,â but he took the ball from you, âWhat are you begging for?â
âI need to go to the bathroom.â
âAsk me again if you can go.â
âCan I go?â
Roger casually threw the ball to himself, âDogâs canât talk. Ask me properly.â
Silently cursing Roger, you let out another whine, trying to make it sound pathetic and desperate.
âDoesnât sound like you need it that badly. Maybe I should make you hold it until Iâm through with my phone call.â
You whimpered at the thought and raised yourself a little higher on your knees, hoping Roger would be open to some bargaining. He was standing close enough that you only had to shuffle forward a little to be able to rub your face along the front of his pants, whining and whimpering and pausing every now and again to look up at Roger and check he was understanding. If his arousal had diminished during the break, it was quickly returning. You could feel him as you mouthed around his fly, licking and panting against his hidden length.
âOh she is desperate.â He teased, crossing his arms over his chest (which you assumed was to stop himself from grabbing you). âShe must be if sheâs offering to suck me off.â
You nodded, sucking on some of the fabric near his tip.
Roger hummed, âI do love putting my cock in your mouth. Unfortunately,â he stepped back, âI have a call to finish up. I want you back here and sitting like a good girl by the time Iâm done.â
âThank you thank you thank you,â You scrambled to your feet, pausing just long enough to kiss Rogerâs cheek before you hurried past him to the bathroom.
âSorry that took so long,â you heard him say as he picked up the phone again, âContinue.â
When you returned to the lounge, bladder in a much more comfortable state, Roger had taken a seat on the couch and was looking at his mobile.
âThat was so mean!â you said, moving towards him and perching yourself on the arm of the chair, very aware you still wore the tail plug.
Roger laughed, âBut you were such a good girl. And I like hearing you whine.â
âShould make you hold it, see how whiney you get.â You immediately realised what youâd said and felt your face warm.
But Roger seemed flustered too. There was a definite flush on his cheeks when he said, âWe both know Iâd be into it,â that made the statement all the more sincere and not at all the deflection he was aiming for.
âSo would you also be a puppy? Or a different animal?â You asked, your curiosity beating out your embarrassment.
âRoger thought for the moment, âI think I prefer being a cat. I like to be pampered.â
You giggled and, without thinking, reached out to scratch the top of his head like youâd scratch behind a catâs ear.
Roger leaned into your touch.
âAnd, um,â you didnât know what to do next and tried to cover the awkwardness with a question, âwhat would you differently as a kitten compared to a puppy?â
âWell,â Roger shifted his hips, âa lot of the basics are similar â with both of them you can have the pet drink water from a bowl or play with toys. With a kitten Iâd expect grooming to be part of it, like brushing my hair. If I wanted to still be more dominant whilst being kitteny, I might stalk you around the house and pounce on you. But usually if Iâm acting as the pet I prefer to be on the subbier side, just being petted and pampered... maybe encouraged to lick my owner.â
You felt even more embarrassed at the hints about oral but the thought did cross your mind that perhaps you would enjoy such an act more if it was occurring at your command. Doing it because you felt it was expected or simply to please a lover felt embarrassing and awkward but if you felt in control of it maybe it would be easier to enjoy the sensations. Roger had proven you could enjoy it if certain conditions were met, perhaps being blind folded and dommed wasnât the only way.
*****
It was only then you realised your hand was still in Rogerâs hair, absentmindedly playing with it, and your thoughts switched from how it might feel to order him to go down on you to what other parts of him you could be petting and stroking.
Roger was watching you as closely as he could, enjoying the sensation of your fingers in his hair, but whatever was going through his own mind he kept to himself. However his rapidly stiffening cock gave him away a little.
You withdrew your hand suddenly which seemed to be a signal for Roger to get the lesson back on track.
âAnd what about my puppy? Are you still okay with it?â
You nodded, âYeah, lets keep going.â
âAlright, well I really should punish you for getting back here late. You were meant to be done before my phone call finished.â
âThatâs unfair,â
âNo, thatâs the rules. But maybe you can convince me youâre still a good girl. On the floor, now.â
You quickly dropped to your hands and knees, as eager to prove yourself as you were to distract yourself from the weird moment youâd just shared.
âAlright, lets see how much you remember. Sit.â
You quickly moved into position.
âBeg.â
You put your hands up and made a small whimpery whine.
âRoll over. Good girl.â
Each time you followed an order Roger had rewarded you with some brief touch- squeezing your breasts through your bra, letting his fingertips trail seductively along your body, teasing your clit, but it never lasted long enough.
âClever pup,â Rogerâs voice was low and gravelly, âback to all fours.â
You were a little surprised, even a little put out that, that heâd not climbed over you, not taken his cock out of his pants, not made any move to fuck you. Thankfully he decided it was a good time to move things along, standing up so you got a good view of just how aroused he was, and moving to kneel behind you. It meant he could better feel you up, able to reach the parts he wanted to touch most with greater ease, his fingers firmer than they had been before. You became a little breathless, the combination of the series of tricks heâd had you perform with how his fingers felt running over and between your pussy lips. Your breathing came harder and before you knew it, you were panting in anticipation, your tongue sticking out over your bottom lip.
âFucking hell,â Roger said softly, âOkay pup, show me just how horny you are,â he pushed lightly between your shoulders, guiding you to lower your chest and raise your hips, presenting your arse and cunt to him. He still wasnât in a particular rush though, opting to tease you a little more first. Roger started by stroking the tail you wore and making the plug shift within you before reaching for your cunt again.
âSomeone enjoyed being my pet, didnât they pup?â
You whined and nodded against the floor, trying to push back against Rogerâs fingers.
He chuckled at how eager you were and allowed two fingers to slip inside you, working them in and out until he could comfortably fit a third.
You moaned as he stretched you, trying to help by rocking back against his fingers as much as he would allow. It was distracting enough that you nearly missed the sound of Rogerâs zip coming down as he hurried to get himself ready with his free hand.
âBeen such a good girl,â he grunted as he one handedly worked his pants down a little further, âGonna get a very big reward.â
You whimpered as his fingers left you, but you knew theyâd soon be replaced by something even better though waiting for it was almost torture, especially when Roger used the slick youâd left on his hand to lube his cock. Thankfully he was more interested in fucking you than toying with you any longer and he only stroked himself a couple of times before he began to sink into you.
Your breath hitched as his head pressed into you but it was quickly followed by a moan, echoed by Roger as he sank into your warmth.
He went slow to start, carefully pulling partway out and easing himself back in, testing to make sure you were wet enough that he could move comfortably.
He grunted as he sank deeper, âTake me so well, sweetheart. Must really love feeling owned with how fucking wet you are.â
You shivered as Roger leaned forward, his gravelly voice getting closer as his cock seemed to push even deeper, the sensations all capped off with a sudden sharp pinch as he lowered his head and bit a spot on your side. It made you yelp, more from surprise than anything else, but you felt yourself clench around his length too.
When he straitened up again he was chuckling, âOh pup, you make it so easy for me.â His hands slipped back to your waist, one gently caressing your arse as he moved the tail aside, and gave a quick tug, pulling you into him.
Your breath hitched as he suddenly completely filled you, but he barely gave you time to remember how to breathe before he pressed in again. The temperate test thrusts Roger had given became quick and hard as if his eagerness to have you had won out over his self-restraint from moments before.
âOh fu-u-u-ck,â you moaned, voice jolting as his cock filled you again and again, a rapid pace you had no hope of matching. Your arse suddenly stung as Roger lay a loud slap that made you squeal.
âNo talking, remember. Still my pup.â
You whimpered as he gave you another slap to drive the point home.
âJust my horny bitch,â he grunted, âWho practically goes into heat whenever she sees me.â
A third slap was swiftly followed by a rough thrust, making you whine and then moan. For a moment Roger shifted all his efforts into his hips, making you squeal with each hard stroke of his cock, Â but then he eased off and another string of slaps landed against you. He made it clear that the spanks were for being late as well as speaking out of turn, which only seemed fair when they felt so good. And then, once he was satisfied, he focused once again on fucking you senseless.
At first you were worried youâd slip up again, accidentally say a word instead of keeping your vocalisations to simple noises of pleasure, and in doing so bring forth another run of spanks that would make you clench but delay the orgasm you wanted. But it quickly ceased to be a factor. Between Rogerâs cock filling you just right and him giving a new order to rub your clit, it was nearly impossible to even think of a real word let along get your mouth to form them. Even when he slowed his thrusts down again you were in little danger of saying anything comprehensible. That was when he decided to put the tail plug to a more specific use than just decoration, spitting on your arsehole so he could fuck you with it. Really all you could do was take what he was giving, whining and moaning, and eventually cum. He did make you work for it though, panting as he told you to wait for permission. Youâd never been made to wait for it before, at least not in this way, and you let your fingers slow their motions around your clit, afraid of hitting your release too fast. But the barrage of stimulation from the plug and Rogerâs cock were enough to get you close. You squeezed your eyes shut and whimpered loudly, hoping Roger would understand what it meant.
âCum, petâ
You couldnât do it immediately but you hastily worked your fingers over your clit again, so close but not quite tipping over the edge.
You jolted with another spank, âI told you to cum.â Rogerâs voice was low, a little breathless but entirely in control.
You whined, as you tried to do what he wanted, though your fingers felt stiff and clumsy.
There was another spank and then Roger pressed the plug into you, holding it down as he rammed his cock deep.
Perhaps it was the shock of both combined with your frantic rubbing, or maybe he just managed to hit the right spot at the right time, but you couldnât help but tighten suddenly, moaning and shaking as you fell into your orgasm.
âThere you go,â he grunted, giving the plug a little jiggle to keep you stimulated as you came.
You would have fallen limp if youâd been in another position, but Roger was still filling you and his grip was once again tight on your hips which kept your knees from giving out. Instead you just twitched from the aftershock, and whined when you felt him slowly pull back and sink in again.
âStay there, pup, I need to cum too.â
The breath youâd only just begun to catch caught in your throat as Roger resumed fucking you, going neither as hard as he had or as slow as you might have liked. He didnât bother with the plug though, focusing only on how your wet cunt felt around his cock. Thankfully it wasnât long before he was holding himself deep, the grunts heâd made on each thrust giving way to moans as he came within you.
*****
âGood girl,â Roger said softly, tapping your thigh gently as he pulled out. He shuffled out from behind you, moving to your side as he tucked himself away, and then sat heavily down on the floor.
You allowed yourself to sag too and, knees a little sore, lowered yourself onto your back.
âDo you want a hand up?â
âIn a minute,â you sighed, the thought of getting up too much to contemplate immediately, âHave you got anything I can cover myself with?â
âYou mean you donât want to lie naked on my living room floor?â Roger quipped, simultaneously reaching for a throw that was decorating the couch and then grabbing a cushion as well.
You just laughed, tucking the cushion under your head, âSeems a bit unfair that you get to wear pants is all.â
âThats the perks of being the dom.â He tapped you teasingly with his foot, âHowâd you find it all?â
âIt was interesting,â you thought for a moment before continuing, âI think itâs another kink that like wouldnât be the first thing I would think of but isnât a hard no either. Like, I think itâs probably the stupidest Iâve felt during one of our lessons...well maybe the queening beats it, but still, I felt like a fucking tit at first.â
Roger laughed, âYou got into it though.â
âYeah I did. And I definitely understand it better now, but it wasnât my favourite.â
He hummed thoughtfully looking over at you with a soft expression you couldnât quite pinpoint, âThatâs similar to how I feel about pet play too. I can be into it with the right person and stuff, but itâs not a go to of mine.â
You lay in a comfortable silence for a moment, considering things. Logically you knew Roger had favourite kinks and scenes he preferred over others, but it wasnât something youâd properly thought of before. Maybe because he was so confident and capable at everything heâd taught you so far, it felt like all of them were his favourites.
After a moment Roger interrupted your thoughts, âHey, you okay? Not too overwhelmed?â
âNo, not at all, just thinking.â You pushed yourself onto your elbows to better see Roger, âAre you good?â
âI am,â Roger smiled, scooting a little closer. âDid you have any other questions regarding pet play? Anything youâre still curious about?
âUhhh, yeah I guess so, um,â you instantly felt awkward as you tried to phrase your question, âWhen you wanted me to, uh, finish when you told me to....what was that about?â
Roger chuckled, âI sâpose I should have been ready for that question since weâve not actually touched on it in a lesson. I guess itâs mostly closely related to orgasm delay or orgasm denial. Have you heard of them before?â
âMaybe? I think Iâve seen denial mentioned online.â
âWell, basically itâs when you delay or stop yourself or your partner from having an orgasm. Thereâs a bunch of different reasons to play with it and ways to do it. With our scene, because weâd spent so long working on you obeying commands and performing certain actions when told to, I thought it would make sense, and be kind of hot, if you came on command too. Iâd be happy to do a full lesson on it next time if you want.â
âThat does sound interesting but if I remember your curriculum plan thing correctly, shouldnât we be getting to CNC next?â
âOh so now youâre paying attention to my curriculum huh?â Roger sat up straighter and, sensing the shift to a more serious topic, you followed, letting the blanket drop since you were wearing your bra. âThat was my plan yes. And of course we can stick to that original plan if you feel ready to move on. But Iâm also happy to spend more time on other kinks first, even just other role plays. We could play doctor.â
You laughed, âTempting offer, I think youâd make a pretty hot doctor. But I do think Iâd like to learn at least the theory of CNC. It feels like an important topic and I think Iâd prefer to do it sooner rather than later.â
Roger sighed softly, âYouâre right, we should cover it so we donât run out of time. Iâm just very conscious that this is a heavier topic than anything else weâve covered. Some parts of it might get tough. And I really want to make sure to approach it with the right amount of gravity, without making it seem super scary.â
You placed a hand on his knee, âI know that, and I appreciate it a lot.â
Roger gave you a soft smile before another slight sigh, âI that case, yes, next lesson will be looking at consensual non-consent. I have been thinking about this lesson a lot actually and I had an idea of something we could a bit different, especially if you decide to go ahead with a practical lesson after we cover the theory.â
âDifferent how?â Your question came out of curiosity not concern since you trusted that Rogerâs ideas would be about your safety, but you couldnât think of any ways to change what you were doing.
âWell, because weâd potentially be role playing a non-consensual sexual encounter, I thought it might be a good idea to do it somewhere else.â
âLike where? A hotel or something?â
âNo, no, nothing so public. Um, I have a little cottage a couple of hours out of the city. It was a family holiday house, but it doesnât get used for that as much now. I thought we could go there for the weekend.â
Your breath caught at the idea of going away with Roger but you did your best to keep your voice steady, not too excited, as you asked, âHow come?â
"Well firstly, the neighbours are a little further away there so thereâs much less risk of anyone misinterpreting whatever scene we would potentially be playing out and calling the cops on us. Plus, no one there would recognise youâre my student if they did see us together. Not to make it sound like some sort of bachelor pad or sex dungeon, but the last few times Iâve been there it has been for kink hookups so, even if we were spotted together, theyâd probably just assume Iâm bringing another girl over. Plus, because we are looking at CNC, a more unfamiliar location might help make the scene better. Assuming that we did that. Even if we went away, I wouldnât expect you to participate in an actual CNC scene if you didnât feel fully comfortable doing so.â
You nodded but didnât say anything, your stomach flipping uncomfortably with a mix of nerves about how serious Roger was being and excitement at the idea of going on a weekend trip with him.
âBut, more importantly, I want you to still feel safe in this house. I know CNC is technicaly what weâve been building to but, since youâre so familiar with the curriculum, Iâm sure you remember that it isnât the last topic I suggested. I know Iâm repeating myself but Iâm happy to explore any kinks we havenât covered or revisit kinks we have in the last weeks before the wedding, and I want you to feel okay doing that. CNC can be tough, it can be scary. It can play with sensations and emotions related to rape. And the last thing I want is for you to feel like I have raped you in what was previously a safe space. By moving the lesson to a different location, we could hopefully contain everything in a place that you wonât have to return to.â
You nodded soberly, âThat sounds good.â
âOkay, well then, this weekend?â
âYeah, this weekend.â