& she POPS UP out of nowhere with an announcement !!
words honestly cannot express how upset I am to be on this blog so rarely. neal’s probably my favorite muse of all time, and I never regret disappearing and hiatus’ing more than I do when it’s on neal. I’ve had a monumentally difficult time regaining my muse & ability to write here, but I miss him too much to leave forever. so I’m going to try something I didn’t think I’d do on Neal – rebooting!
sometimes you just need a jolt of something new to reawaken your desire and energy to write. it’s harder than I thought it would be to leave this account behind, even though it will remain up, name unchanged for archiving purposes. I have almost a year and a half of memories and threads and writing on here, and I love having that kind of depth and history with a blog. but! my desire to write neal is stronger than my nostalgia, so – it’s time for a new start! if you’re willing to give us another shot, I’ll be here:
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a huge huge thank you to everyone that has made this account the fun, incredible place I’ve known it to be! thanks so much for writing and playing with me, and I sincerely hope we’ll get to keep doing exactly that !!













