Spilling Thoughts

just typing what my mind says nothing special, nothing important

[queenxsunny]

To the person I will be 3 yrs after I wrote this, Hey you made it! I’m really proud of you. You are much stronger now. Never imagined that our lives would be this happy. I’m so glad that you finally found your genuine happiness within you. You found yourself and the thing that you always want to do. I can say that you are now successful. Just don’t forget to rest. I know that it was a really tough journey but if you are feeling down, pls remember all the things that you have survived. This is just a small problem and you have faced and overcome the bigger ones. I’m so glad on what you have become. Remember to always stand up when you fall. Keep fighting. 

[queenxsunny]

I hate my life to the point that I’m crying while typing this. It’s really less hurting if i just die right?

[queenxsunny]

I’m at the edge of my life where I always think of killing myself. Would they realize that I was crying for help? One of my favorite person dumped and cheated on me. I am losing myself. I am losing my confidence. At my job, they don’t trust me. I cannot see my value anymore. I am trying so fucking hard to stand up and build a better future for myself. The thing is, no one is in favor of it. NO ONE. so yeah. I deserve to die. I really did. My days here on earth, I’m starting to count it.

[queenxsunny]

If I’m going to die today, would they wake up?

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You are not stupid. You are not ugly. You are not worthless. You are not weak. You are not a burden. Your anxiety is lying to you.

@nakedwithanxiety (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[poems-and-word]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

I’m not telling you it’s going to be easy; I’m telling you it’s going to be worth it.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, love, anger, loss or betrayal, change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.

Lessons Learned in Life (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Your journey will be much lighter and easier if you don’t carry your past with you.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

What’s Hard About Depression

1. You feel as if you’re judged - and that you’re rarely understood.

2. You know that others love you – but you don’t feel like they care.

3. You want to feel you’re wanted – but you feel you’re in the way.

4. You want to just be normal but you’re shrouded by despair.

5. You wish you could be happy – but you can’t stop feeling bad.

6. You want to make the effort – but you don’t have energy.

7. You feel that things are hopeless - as they never seem to change.

8. You’ve heard that life gets better – but it’s so hard to get there!

[bnmxfld]

It’s been a long time since I’ve been me.

Fernando Pessoa (via bnmxfld)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You have to let go of what could have been, how you should have acted and what you wish you would have said differently. You have to accept that you can’t change the past experiences, opinions of others at that moment in time or outcomes from their choices or yours. When you finally recognize that truth then you will understand the true meaning of forgiveness of yourself and others. From this point you will finally be free.

Shannon L. Alder (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Anxiety is an urgent, deafening thing. No matter how many logical reasons you have to remain happy or positive, when it is present, you can hear nothing else.

Beau Taplin (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

One of the best lessons you can master in life is to master how to remain calm.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

One of the best feelings is finding someone who really gets you. A person who lets you be vulnerable and honest. The kind of person who encourages you to push past your flaws because they accept you as you are. Someone who never tells you that you’re too much of this and too little of that. Because to them you’re just enough of everything they love.

Sylvester McNutt (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[queenxsunny]

most grateful day of my life. Thank you. Really.

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words