i will be yappin

bee | 25 | bi | i have lots of thoughts on lots of things

[nondelphic]

people be like “just sit down and write” as if i’m not already fighting 12 inner demons, a collapsing attention span, and the evil spirit of a plot hole i forgot to fix in chapter two

[silenzahra]

Writing is Hard™️ friends

[sapphiphilic]

are bi women fetishizing heartstopper and/or ofmd or are bi women just existing and liking queer media

[queerjatp]

oop

[sapphiphilic]

wrote a lil character study on ed inspired by amigo the devil's song "another man's grave"

writing it made me cry lol please give it a read, i'm begging

https://archiveofourown.org/works/39707382

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[queerjatp]

not my usual content but if you’ve seen OFMD you have to read this fic

[queerjatp]

if i had a nickel for every time kit connor played a queer character with daddy issues, i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice…

[queerjatp]

if we don’t get the “oh. you’re being gay. good job. carry on.” scene then wHAT WAS THE POINT OF THE RENEWAL HUH?!?

[queerjatp]

if you think Nick Nelson doesn’t take any and every opportunity to make a bi related pun, you’re lying to yourself

[queerjatp]

TWO MORE SEASON?!?!?

[queerjatp]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

"Nick and Charlie were destined to consistently orbit around one another, only eclipsing in rare moments. They vaguely knew of one another. It was difficult not to. Last year, Nick Nelson was Truham’s rugby king, the golden boy. Charlie Spring was Truham’s one and only out gay kid, a novelty. If someone were to ask Nick about Charlie Spring, he’d shrug and say he seemed like a nice enough lad but honestly Nick didn’t know much about the other boy and that never sat well with him."

What if Nick came out before he met Charlie? How would things change?

[queerjatp]

do i currently have a 52 page google doc sitting on my computer? yes. is it a heartstopper fic? also yes. is it finished? nope. is this depressing or impressive? yes.

[queerjatp]

me: *struggles with my anxiety and depression*

me to me: ok bee, you’re taking kinning charlie spring a little too far

[queerjatp]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

“Go away-”

“Why would I? You don’t have anyone around to protect you and I mean look at you. It’s not like you can protect yourself.”

Charlie stared at Ben for a moment, eyes widening, before shaking his head and attempting to step away from Ben. Ben grabbed his wrist and smiled. He smiled at Charlie like he didn’t just kick him out of his own sentence.

(Charlie finally tells Ben exactly how he feels.)

[queerjatp]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“You sleep alright?” Nick asked, eyes still closed. Charlie just hummed, contently.

“What about you?” Charlie asked. He watched Nick open his eyes and smile.

“Best sleep ever.”

just a saturday morning with Nick and Charlie

[queerjatp]

my favorite thing in the world is following people for one fandom and then finding out they also enjoying my newest hyper fixation. i’m glad we’re all the same

[queerjatp]

the queer joy i feel knowing that heartstopper is the representation i never got as a kid and that there are kids out there who will watch it and feel represented and seen🥹

[queerjatp]

i like listening to songs while thinking about specific characters and their story for maximum emotional impact

[queerjatp]

i swear to god, writing heartstopper fics is like doing crack. i can’t stop… i’ve already written a third… i think i need an intervention

[queerjatp]

thinking about tara and darcy🥹