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Laptop - Dougie Poole

Laptop from Wideass Highway by Dougie Poole My laptop glows like the moon It’s the only light in this shit-hole of a room It’s burning my eyes It’s burning my thighs And I don’t think I’ll ever shut it down Don’t leave me alone! Don’t turn off the show! Cause I don’t know if I’ll survive the silence How long has it been? (I’ll pretend I know what day it is) My laptop, it eases the time Between all the moments that make up real life The food in my bed The jars full of piss I never meant for you to see my like this But now that you’re here It’s nice, but it’s weird So lower yourself closer to my level You don’t have to leave Just keep talking to me Until I can fall asleep Oh, my laptop, it’s warm like the sun And in good time It’ll cool And grow And swallow this mess of mine It’s burning my eyes It’s burning my thighs But I know I won’t ever shut it down!

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pretty spectacular

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i’m so happy someone captured a piece of this, this was unreal sometimes

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This is something good I found from traveling back in tumblr space time

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When I started looking through tumblr again about a year ago, I was really embarrassed about my some of my old posts that I would write, the journal entry ones. I actually went through and deleted some, like if someone important ever started looking through this they wouldnt see it. Thats so delusional, but I still deleted them anyway. Fast Forwad to about year from then and we are here today. I was going through it again, and still really embarrassed about some of the things I had to say, like anyone was reading them then and now reading this will know what I'm talking about...haha. I thought about deleting some more of those posts today but then I thought to myself. I was so stupid back then, probably still stupid now, not sure if I'll use this site much but I like to every now and then. I suppose I'm just going to keep it as is, its a decent representation of how messed up I was back then, how selfish and high all the time I was. Using this web page as an artifcat or a confession or whatever it may be, it is all for myself, and I guess I can just speak to myself now. You were pretty dumb back then, can't delete that. move forward

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Not exactly ranked but probably from better to less better.... Julianna Barwick - Will Lisa/liza - Deserts of Youth Mothers - When You walk A Long Distance You Get Tired Solange - A Seat at the Table FS Blumm & Nils Frahm - tag eins tag zwei Camp Cope - Camp Cope Frankie Cosmos - Next Thing Sales - Sales LP Leon Vynehall - Rojus King Gizzard & The Wizard Lizard - Nonagon Infinity Also some albums I liked equally as much but not 2016 Lower Dens - Escape From Evil Woods - Sun and Shade Empres Of - Me Dj Koze - Dj Kicks Yo La Tengo - And Then Nothing Turned Itself Inside-Out US Girls - Half Free

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Julianna Barwick - Will This is by far the album that struck me the most this year. It was the prettiest.

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Lisa/Liza - Deserts of Youth

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Mothers - When You Walk A Long Distance You Are Tired

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F.S. Blumm & Nils Frahm - tag eins tag zwei

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Sales - LP

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Frankie Cosmos - Next Thing

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King Gizzard & The Wizard Lizard - Nonagon Infinity

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Leon Vynehall - Rojus

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Solange - A Seat at the Table

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Camp Cope - Camp Cope

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I made a list of 10 albums that I liked in the past year (2016). I picked a youtube out, or with one the whole abum, and made a post and added it to my que. Enjoy!

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Chromatics - Lady - In The City LP

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Qué Haces

muy molesto por la elección I'm also really tired of cries "to be nuetral, "to be nice or to just give him a chance" "we havent really seen what a trump president looks like." Not only does the majority of the GOP ever play fairly but we have already gave him a chance, and we have already seen what Trump leading the people looks like... I was thinking this past summer that we already were living as if he won, and that win or lose come November that these feelings and attitudes were here to stay. Now that he won, it just feels like it will never end now and also shows that hate fear wins. Compassion loses, and when you deligitimize all media (based on nothing) millions of people now only will believe what they want to believe, maybe its always been that way? I don't know, I was pretty angry when I started typing and now I'm just down. I've been listening to chromatics - lady (the first one) it gave me lots of chills and inspired me to get on tumblr as some sort of outlet of the anger I had this morning. I think I am usually pretty good at channeling external negative energy in a healthy way. I've been handling this pretty well, but its getting really exhausting. I've also had this mantra that you need to just do what you do, help eachother a long the way, and focus on the things you can control. Minimize your locus of control, think positively about the things you can control and let go of the things you cant and hopefully you will be less stressed out in the end.