Questionable Art

Hi! I’m Carter :) 28he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ suggestive art sometimes!Currently working on: oc stuff 🩷 Commissions: open! See #oc adopt tag for available ocs!

[questionableart420]

Commissions are open!

For a little while, I will be taking lineart commissions :)

Info is below, but basic summary for ya:

I will be taking 2 slots at a time, since I’m in a rough spot right now and I wanna ensure that I can finish them for everyone

These can be: head shots, waist-up, or full-body—with an option for either just lineart or lineart + rendering

I usually ask for 2-3 days, and I’ll give you an idea depending on what you want. Halfway through the process, I’ll send what I have so you have a chance for any edits you want made—small changes like an arm position or expression. I can’t redo the entire thing at this point however.

You can either DM or comment here if you’re interested!

Examples are included for you below :)

[mynqzo]

oh these two wanna kill me with how much theyr in my brain

[questionableart420]

♡ my demonangel oc Muse (he/him)

♡ closeup:

[questionableart420]

Any more asks about our disorder that are part of any pro-endo bullshit calling us idiots or asking for our medical shit will be blocked and deleted, cuz I think we’ve said fucking enough about it, and if you still have a problem, read what we said under the osdd ask tag we’ll make, those are my thoughts on it. And then block.

~.•☆ Simmer

[questionableart420]

oh youre actually just uneducated, unopen to the experiences of others, and narcissistic ok. good to know one of the defining symptoms of the disorder (amnesia) now disqualifies you from having said disorder. round of applause, youre an actual idiot. not remembering trauma doesnt mean it doesnt exist.

We literally had amnesia of our trauma. The issue is not forgetting your trauma. The issue is claiming that you can have a disorder without trauma, and misinforming others. Your reasoning behind that doesn’t matter. When we thought we weren’t a system but knew we were plural, we used other language, because we valued not speaking on an experience we felt we had no right to. Not hard, wasn’t hard for us to do.

~.•☆ hex

[questionableart420]

quick question, are you professionally diagnosed and have you actually spoken to professionals in the field of DID or just people online with cartoon character alters be honest...

I don’t need to explain anything to you about our medical care, to be very honest.

But sure, since you asked, no we are not professionally diagnosed as of now, but our medical care team does know, and has met some of our alters, thanks for the concern. We split many more than just lil “cartoon characters,” just so you know, have introjected abusers and mindmades. Very much not a quirky lil thing where we just get our favorite characters like it is for some people.

Anything else? Want a letter from our doctor too?

~.•☆ Simmer

[questionableart420]

but they obviously did do research in order to come to the conclusion they were a system? im not endo at all but a very close friend of mine called herself endo for 4 years because she had alters. therapists wouldnt diagnose her as she would tell them there was no trauma, but turns out there was very bad trauma, she'd just repressed it and the alter keeping the memories never came to the front.

its more complicated than you and your specific circumstance and the lack of nuance is really weird. you cant just look at someone and assume youre more traumatised than them and need a gold star, you dont know them. for a lot of systems, this is their first step to finally unpacking trauma and this is backed up by recent research in the field if you bothered to actually do any. im literally doing my thesis on this and have spoken to professionals lmao.

I will never support using the label of a community that are victims of extensive trauma if you genuinely believe you do not have that trauma. There are other labels for plurality that are not medical disorders. And I cannot stomach talking to someone who is happy about their “disorder” that we suffered horrific abuse to have, and I never will. Leave our blogs if it bothers you.

~.•☆ Simmer

[questionableart420]

its tricky because a lot of endo systems arent actually endo, they just dont remember their trauma because, well, they have a dissociative disorder and they're told by people like you if they dont remember their trauma then they arent valid so they just stick to that label. you cant make your brain fragment suddenly at an older age. if they are actually developing alters then they probably have some trauma they dont remember.

I do not care.

You do research and you do not use labels of medical disorders. It is harmful and offensive.

We were plural, I thought I had something, but I did not know I had childhood trauma. I researched, and I did not claim a disorder because I thought I had no right.

Later, when I remembered my more intense childhood trauma and spoke to other systems, we realized we were a system and THEN we used a label we felt fit us medically.

[questionableart420]

WIP

[questionableart420]

“Be grateful for what we got”

I will be as upset and disappointed as I please. Thank you.

[snuffysbox]

doing a lil character sheet

[questionableart420]

Do not spam my asks. I will get to your ask. You will be blocked if you do this.

[questionableart420]

Thank you for standing by my family. I know I keep asking, but your donations are what keeps us alive, especially after the recent bombing that injured everyone. Our sole focus now is saving my brother Samer. Securing his vital medications and evacuating him for treatment is our only hope. Please share our story and encourage others to help. @hazemsuhail

I will share your profile here 💜

[candycatfalls]

sentient arcade carpet of a creature

[dusty-demon]

Slowly getting back into creating stuff

[ki11ustr4tions]

sillay adoptables <3

1st design is a puppy gal, 2nd is based off a panther, and 3rd is a cow gal :D

sb:35$

ab:150$

https://toyhou.se/39589967.adopt-batch-for-silly-divas

[pixelguzzler]

Alright, welp. It's come to the worst unfortunately. I am opening emergency delayed commissions, as I have to escape my house immediately (either tomorrow or in two days) :/ I will be buying plane tickets to the next state over to live with a close friend. Since I will be on the move for the next week or so and can't draw, the slots will have to be filled now and the art completed later. I hope that's okay. I appreciate anyone who can help, I really, really need it right now.

[pixelguzzler]

I will get back to everyone who contributes as soon as possible. I'm only able to pack one backpack so I can bring my PC but not my monitors, so once I'm there I'll try to buy a cheap one to draw all of the commissions that funded the flight and hotels