be.

Just be kind.

[petaltexturedskies]

It is a thrill to sit at my desk at night, music on the radio, typing away, empty Chianti bottles on the table, and look out at the colored lights winking and shining.

Sylvia Plath, Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. I: 1940-1956

[petaltexturedskies]

I lay and cried, and began to feel again, to admit I was human, vulnerable, sensitive. I began to remember how it had been before; how there was that germ of positive creativeness. Character is fate; and damn, I'd better work on my character. I had been withdrawing into a retreat of numbness: it is so much safer not to feel, not to let the world touch one. But my honest self revolted at this, hated me for doing this. Sick with conflict, destructive negative emotions, frozen into disintegration I was, refusing to articulate, to spew forth these emotions - they festered in me, growing big, distorted, like pus-bloated sores. Small problems, mentions of someone else's felicity, evidence of someone else's talents, frightened me, making me react hollowly, fighting jealousy, envy, hate. Feeling myself fall apart, decay, rot, and the laurels wither and fall away, and my past sins and omissions strike me with full punishment and import. All this, all this foul, gangrenous, sludge ate away at my insides. Silent, insidious.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

[petaltexturedskies]

I fell into bed again this morning, begging for sleep, withdrawing into the dark, warm, fetid escape from action, from responsibility. No good.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

[petaltexturedskies]

I can’t think logically about who I am or where I am going. I have been very ecstatic, horribly depressed, shocked, elated, enlightened, and enervated. I want to come home and vegetate in peace, with the people I love around me for a change.

Sylvia Plath, Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. II: 1956-1963

[petaltexturedskies]

Wind and storm colored July. Also, in the middle, cadaverous, awful, lay the grey puddle in the courtyard, when holding an envelope in my hand, I carried a message. I came to the puddle. I could not cross it. Identity failed me. We are nothing, I said, and fell. I was blown like a feather. I was wafted down tunnels. Then very gingerly, I pushed my foot across. I laid my hand against a brick wall. I returned very painfully, drawing myself back into my body over the grey, cadaverous space of the puddle. This is life then to which I am committed.

Virginia Woolf, The Waves

[kosmogrl]

wait it’s july?? julying

[manaphy]

thank u for being a cooler blog than me and not unfollowing me yet

[whyenn-reader]

normalise saying ''what the fuck is wrong with you'' to mean people

[petaltexturedskies]

How much of life I have known: love, disillusion, madness, hatred, murderous passions. How to be honest. I see beginnings, flashes, yet how to organize them knowledgably, to finish them. I will write mad stories. But honest. I know the horror of primal feelings, obsessions.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

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[extremelyrottenflesh]

Touching grass is not enough; I need to travel far over the misty mountains cold.

[spitefulscreenwriter]

Sometimes I feel like a tim burton character, melancholic but whimsical. Dark and grotesque but yet soft and naive. Misunderstood, longing for a place to fit in.

[cream2luv]

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