Hallo!

Just a human trying their best!

[quiiethaus]

Hallo friends!

I hope you've all been well! I'm very sorry for being gone for so long, it certainly was far longer than I thought it would be! I am so very grateful for all of your kind messages and comments of support.

Now to address the elephant in the room: where the hell are the updates?

I don't know! :D

I've reached a point of existing where I finally feel functional as a human being and have been getting back into old hobbies/activities that I haven't touched in a while - including writing! But it's been more for me and I'm not sure if I want to share those creations.

I want to get back to writing with the intention of sharing, but recovery is a long and unfortunately complicated thing to navigate. I'm determined to finish what I've started, but I have to let you know that it might take a while for me to reach that goal. I'm slowly starting to find my way back to where I was before but I don't think I can dedicate as much as I used to, if that makes sense.

All in all, I'm doing alright (and I hope you are too)! I'm terribly sorry for the extended absence and significate delay to update my stories! But I'm still here - just a human trying their best! ❤ ٩(｡•́‿•̀｡)۶

[somanyworms]

recently read "the way old friends do" by @quiiethaus & i can't stop thinking about it. so take: them

[quiiethaus]

A Long Overdue Update

Hallo friends! My last post about returning seems so silly now, and I apologize for disappearing again! I've seen all of the messages asking if I'm alright and I appreciate the care and concern.

In all honesty, no I'm not alright as of late. I hate to have to say it and hope it doesn't upset anyone. This year has not been a very great one and continues to, well, become more and more shit if I'm to be blunt. I like my privacy and do not want to give details or specifics, but just know this year has been full of personal trials and losses that have been difficult to deal with. I've avoided updating my stories because after spending a day in misery I can't bring myself to then write about it. It's my own doing and I have no one to blame but myself, but nevertheless I do apologize for getting hopes up about updates that have never come. Truthfully I thought I would bounce back quickly, but I'm just not. I am taking it one day at a time and am as good as I can be, but I think I would like some time to just be a cog in the wheel of life.

Regrettably, I don't know when I'll be ready to come back and continue, but I know I truly want to. Believe me, I am as frustrated as you are that the stories have halted! I'm hoping to reassess in the new year (famous last words) but only time will tell.

Thank you all for the endless love and support. Your kindness could move mountains. Cheers~

[quiiethaus]

Well hallo again, it's only been...

almost a year. (・_・;)

I'm trying to get back into the swing of things and get back to the things I've left undone. Please forgive me for the extended absence and radio silence! I'm grateful for all of your patience and love, your kindness continues to warm my heart. (´• ω •`) ♡

[quiiethaus]

Hey, I know it has been quite a while so I get it if not, but do you think you will finish Stay?

I've always kept it in the back of my mind and have wanted to finish it. I even rewrote the draft I had previously deleted for it. I want to finish it and I'm trying to work myself up to it. The story as a whole has left me a little sore for personal reasons but I know it means a lot to people and I'd hate to disappoint. I can't give an exact time or timeframe, but I truly do want to finish it. I'm hoping I can have it up before the year is up. I apologize for the long wait; thank you for sticking with it even after all this time.

[quiiethaus]

not at all trying to rush you or be rude but do you know when the next chapter of the chansaw fic will be posted? i have to know if the gaybeans are okay 🥺

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'm hoping to have it done before the end of the month but we'll see! Sorry for the long waits!

[quiiethaus]

Hi! I just found you through another Heather's fic writer and saw high praise. How do I go read your stuff? AO3, fanfic? Also, if you don't mind me asking, what is it you mainly write? Like pairings and genre wise (ex: Macnamawyer and fluff)

Oh hello! I post on AO3; you can find my things here! I'm mainly writing a multi-chapter, extreme slow-burn ChanSaw story at the moment (very emotions heavy with some stressful subject matter - please heed the tags and authors notes) but there are a couple oneshots as well.

Genre-wise... pain? Not that I am necessarily out to upset people, but I'd say that well over half of the comments I receive mention crying. Angst and hurt/(sometimes)comfort with a large side of emotional damage seem to be my specialty.

[quiiethaus]

Also, what are your pronouns?

I have no true preference. They/Them is perhaps the easiest answer but I'll respond to anything really!

[quiiethaus]

I love your work so much, you just exactly know what to write and how to write it. How do you know how to write so well with so much detail? It's literally so good, I absolutely love it. You are the best Heathers fic writers ever, like literally.

Oh wow, thank you so much! It means a lot that you think that and I'm truly very grateful! I honestly feel like I miss out on a lot of details sometimes. I've been writing short-stories since I was small and I delved more into poetry as I got older. I think ironically something that helped me immensely was personal journaling! Writing thoughts or feelings down and forcing yourself to find ways to put them into words has been a great exercise (it's also a healthy thing to do!).

[quiiethaus]

loved the new chapters but noticed you didn't leave a a/n, hope your ok! they were rough 😥

I'm alright, no need to worry. They were rough and I know they're not what people necessarily want to read. I posted them and ran because I was and have been terrified to see the reactions. I'm just sort of tired and unsure how best to please everyone while sticking to my own vision of things.

[quiiethaus]

are you ever gonna write actual chansaw?

Yes.

[quiiethaus]

hiya! in no ways am i rushing you, but do you know when chansaw will start happening in twofd? again, im not complaining or anything, im just curious. i love the slow burn!

I'm afraid I can't give a meaningful answer and I apologize for that. Even I don't know when it will reach the point everyone's waiting for. All I can say is that it will happen without a doubt and that I'm sorry it's taking so long.

[quiiethaus]

Loved the new chapter!!!! Absolutely heart-wrenching but beautifully and masterfully written as always ❤️

Thank you my friend, I appreciate this very much <3

[quiiethaus]

u should make ur drawing ur pfp :)

What an excellent idea. As you wish!

[quiiethaus]

This might be the most asks I've received so far!

(I'm sure it certainly has nothing to do with me being inactive for almost three months! And I'm only teasing of course, thank you all for the questions and messages!)

[quiiethaus]

Are you still writing fanfic? Haven't seen you post in a while. hope everything's okay :(

I sure am! I've just been very busy and a little (lot) stressed out/burned out lately! But I'm slowly getting back into the groove of things and hoping to post something Soonish™!

Thank you for your concern but please don't worry! All is well and life is just doing life-things at the moment!

[quiiethaus]

can you draw?

"anyone can c(draw)ook" - gazpacho or whatever his name was from the rat movie