22.03.2025 - Very lovely morning, try not to kill yourself today
Feeling so lost and close to the edge,
And I don’t know who to call to pull me back in.
While everyone seems to be going on with their lives, growing up.
But what about me?
Stuck in a place, so dark I can’t see my own shaking hands. All alone and too weak to call for help.
Don’t want to be a burden or make anyone sad, because I am unable to go on living.
Now all I can do is wondering what happened to that happy young girl full of life? When did the lights in her eyes start dimming and loosing spark?
All that fighting and clawing back has finally caught up to me.
People always say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but fighting to keep on living makes you numb and empty, unable to keep on fighting when there’s no peace in sight.
Should I try one more time or should I finally admit defeat, and finally experience peace?
-QuillAndChill