Never trust anything i say. Anyway!! i made this like just now (first thing I've made and liked in a while!) and i thought to share :) it's a new years card. Make sure to give it to your friends for best results
Just curious, have you ever made a drawing of Dream in a dress? I think he'd look so pretty!
I saw a few unsavoury things on tumblr today (I'm sure most already know of that specific situation) and I remembered I got this ask :) the answer is yes! I've drawn Dream in a dress a few times and most of my AUs involve Dream and Nightmare in dresses! (Or I guess femme outfits, lots of those! :))
Here's a few! This is the most recent one! There's also this one! I love that one very much!! And last one is just a silly drawing I had done before in regards to a similarish ask :)
I love Dream and Nightmare in dresses, love them being trans (i love me trans femme Dream), they serve cunt etc etc. Make them all genders and sexualities thank u
Soo, hi! I just had a few things I wanted to say regarding this account. I've been putting it off since coming onto tumblr genuinely made me sick for a little while. Still a bit but I just wanted get this out of the way. It's all below the cut!
If you don't want to read my whole thoughts on everything, the TLDR is that I'm on an indefinite hiatus.
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I don't really enjoy posting on tumblr anymore, I'm not certain I ever really did. I think that it was fun for the few months I did it, and I still do like sharing what I made. But, in all honesty, it was not worth it. What I got out of posting on tumblr was just more anxiety and sickness than I already have! And well, the interactions I had with people weren't the greatest.
I won't get into that as it is private but I mention it solely because it is part of the reason for this.
I've spent enough time with things on my mind. But, all in all, it's turned me off from posting on tumblr. From sharing my ideas, my art. It also turned me off from making art. It did the same to even looking at things on tumblr and my name. My own name.
I might not post ever again. Or I might just change the name of this account, or make a new account and start fresh. I'm not sure. I wanted to deactivate this tumblr but I was encouraged not to and honestly, it would be a waste. Because there are things I know other people have enjoyed from me and want to continue enjoying. So the account staying up is a definite, at the very least.
It is a shame that things turned out this way. I kinda just wanted to make and upload silly things!! Share what made me happy, you know?
But yeah, that's all I think. I have no idea if I'll follow this post up in the future but I just wanted to say that. Since I think just abandoning the account without a word would be a little rude of me!
I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and wish you all a happy new year!
Just to let everyone know :3 I'll be finishing up the minific asks I have already received and then im done :) i might do it again in the future but yea! :D
Happy birthday to my favourite obsessions, Dream and Nightmare!! :D
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I finally got it done!!
It's literally ten pm so im just barely in for their birthday hbsgf
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I had a bunch of sketches for other birthday drawings but I decided to go with this one. I spent sooo long on it. My art was not arting bc i honestly just kept doing it and not liking so I started over again and again... but im pretty happy with the final result!!!
I have three sketches for the twins' birthday and im literally completing all rn bc i cannot decide on one..
Anyway lemme tell u guys smth funny!
So yk how antis/fantis are sometimes like 'oh what would your family think of you if they knew you drew xyz' right?
I was talking to a family member last night and excused myself by saying i had to go draw incest now (bc i told her earlier it was the twins' birthday) and she perked up and was like 'oh you're going to draw Dreammare?' And i very happily said yes and she replied 'oh you're so excited :D show me later!'
So yea <3 i thought that was a cute funny story idk :) gives hope in the world (that antis arent the norm)
This drawing is pulled from a scene in this post I made!!
I just thought it was reallyyy cute and I wanted to draw it!!
I'll just ramble a bit about what comes to mind under the cut!
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- this is actually canonical! Terror is very very small when Nightmare meets him but he gradually grows in size as they continue to meet up.
- Nightmare and Terror meet up for hundreds of years before it is found out and he is abandoned for doing so.
- Nightmare's clip we see in present day was made by him using the one that Nim had given him. A diamond is her symbol. He carved it off and replaced it with a moon (made matching ones w/ Terror later)
- I mentioned these things in the tags of the post I pulled the scene from but I'll say it here too! Terror's full name is Night-Terror and his nickname used to be Night. I've only mentioned this in the first post of edenverse hbfh
- 'Coincidentally' Nim also used Night to refer to Nightmare. It's why Terror introduces himself as 'Terror.' 'Night' feels like it belongs to her.
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Okay! That's all :) enjoy itty bitty Terror!! He's nakey but dw Nightmare will make him clothes soon :3
Ooh.. I'm liking this one because I can put lore onto it hehe :3
B - under the cover of darkness.
Word count: 1807 (I like lore)
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Nightmare had always been rather good at keeping himself busy. Especially when she was away, which was quite often. It seemed like she didn't enjoy spending time with him that much anymore.
Nightmare wasn't sure how he should feel about that.
He wasn't too upset by it. Nightmare liked being on his own more than being with his creator.
Nightmare was more curious about where she leaves to go. He's checked, she's never anywhere in the garden when she leaves him. It always had him curious.. because according to her, the garden was the only place that existed.
Yet, he can never find her there.
Perhaps Nightmare was bad at searching. He couldn't say for certain.
Nightmare sighed, closing the book he was previously reading. Now his mind was all worked up again. He couldn't focus on reading right now. Maybe Nightmare should check to see if he can find her again.
It's become.. sort of a game to him. Just to see if he was able to find her.
Nightmare is never disappointed when he doesn't, though. He finds other things in her stead. Like interesting rocks, creatures. Things he would have never found if he stayed by the tree. By 'home.'
That settles it then.
Nightmare brings himself up and dusts off his clothes. Now.. where did he leave his cloak? He peers around the tree, eventually spotting it all tucked away by one of the large roots. Once he had it on, he went off on his way.
Nothing was new, unfortunately.
It was all things Nightmare had previously discovered. There was nothing new to satisfy him.
Perhaps he wasn't looking hard enough.
There was.. a certain section of the garden. Right by the very edge. The sky transitioned from whatever time of the day it was to pitch black in that area. Even if it was night, that area was darker. It seemed to hold no light at all. No moon to see. Nothing.
Nightmare has brought up this area to her before. She had told him that there was nothing there. Nothing to find. If he went, he would die. He initially took her word for it. But.. his curiosity grew each time he passed by and inevitably avoided that place.
Nightmare wonders how accurate her words were.
Would he truly die if he went?
Nightmare wonders what dying feels like.
He knows pain. He knows pain all too well. Would dying be similar?
Nightmare wanted to know.
It didn't take much more pondering for Nightmare to waltz right into this dark abyss of land.
It really did have no light. He could only just barely see things in front of him with the slight light he emitted. Nightmare hadn't known he emits light prior to this.
He was already learning new things!
Nightmare wasn't unsettled by the darkness. It was a part of who he was. Considering how he was made. Yet.. there was this.. foreboding feeling that he had.
He felt like he was somewhere he shouldn't be. Not in the way that this was sacred. It was more like.. he was discovering things that he shouldn't know.
She always said she made him too inquisitive.
It seemed like she was partially right there.
As Nightmare walked further and further into this.. void, he noticed that this place wasn't truly barren.
Mainly because he stepped on something and there was a loud yelp.
Nightmare was honestly taken aback by it. He moves backwards, gazing down at the ground. It was.. pitch black.
Until it wasn't.
Because now there was suddenly a teal eye staring up at him.
"Oh. Hello?" Nightmare greeted, unsure if this was an animal.
"..Hello."
The black mass on the floor responded and Nightmare would be lying if he said it didn't catch him off guard. Nightmare could see the teeth this creature had as it spoke, along with an inner purple in its mouth. A tongue, maybe?
"What are you?"
The way the creature blinked seemed like it had taken slight offense. It had a very expressive eye.
"..Uhm. I don't..?"
"Hmm.. do you have a name?" Nightmare bends down, leaning in to inspect the creature further. How intriguing. Nightmare has never encountered something else that spoke besides her.
"It's.. Terror."
"Terror? Interesting. Are you a person?"
A book he read once explained that animals couldn't talk. Only people could talk. Nightmare hadn't found proof otherwise. He tested it.
"Y-.. Yes???"
Ah, so it was a person. It didn't seem like one.
Though Nightmare thinks he hasn't met enough people to truly be able to judge that.
Nightmare hummed, touching around the area that he had accidentally stepped on previously. It was so strange. This.. substance was unlike anything he's touched. It sort of resembled honey but it was far thicker, and it didn't smell like anything either.
"..Uhm.. do.. you have a name?" The newly dubbed Terror asked.
"It's Nightmare."
"Oh." "Oh?" Terror seemed apprehensive after learning his name. How odd. It's not like his one was any better.
Terror didn't speak further.
Well, that didn't deter Nightmare. He wanted to know more about Terror and this inky void that he appeared to live in.
"You're very small. Is that how tall you are?" Terror was practically on the floor. If not a little above it.
"No.. m'not. I just.. c-can't.. be taller right now."
What a fascinating answer.
Nightmare wonders if he could pick Terror up.
He doesn't wait a second longer before attempting to pick Terror up.
Terror seemed to be more of a solid than a liquid since Nightmare was able to actually grab him and hold him up. But Terror was slipping through his hands as he held him.
Oddly enough, Terror's form wasn't sticking to him. Nightmare thought it would be sticky and cling to his bones or clothes but it didn't. It rolled off in beads more like water, yet didn't leave a residue.
Nightmare hadn't really been paying attention. It took him a while to focus on Terror himself. It took him even longer to even notice Terror was trying to scold Nightmare for picking him up without asking. Nightmare wasn't sure, he wasn't listening all that well.
Still, it was strange to be scolded like this.
"I apologize." Nightmare wasn't really sorry, he more said it to satisfy Terror and get him to stop scolding him. It seemed to work as Terror went quiet.
Nightmare didn't let Terror back down onto the ground, though. He continued to hold him and as he did, Nightmare could feel Terror start to consolidate into something less like a puddle. Nightmare didn't say anything. He didn't want to interrupt whatever process was going on here.
Nightmare could just barely make out Terror's newer form. It resembled a child. What he thinks one would look like anyway. It was a very small form.
Nightmare holds Terror closer to inspect him with the little light his body emits in this void. Nightmare couldn't make out any clothes on Terror's newly formed body. It was all just the black substance he appeared to be made out of. Despite that, Nightmare took heed of a circlet on top of Terror's head.
It was darker than Terror was and the shape vaguely resembled two snakes in Nightmare's mind. He wonders why Terror has that but he doesn't have any clothes.
"Do you not own clothes?" Nightmare very bluntly questions after about a minute of pure silence—from both parties.
Terror sputtered, his new solid face starting to darken. It was interesting to watch. "I-I do!! B-But.. I don't.. know wh-where they are.."
"Doesn't that mean you don't own them?"
"I do!—"
"It sounds like you don't."
Terror sighed, he looked to have given up after Nightmare's response. It just strengthened the idea that Terror didn't have clothes in Nightmare's mind.
Nightmare opts to sit down and place Terror into his lap. Terror didn't fight the position at all. In fact, he seemed to just settle more into Nightmare's lap. He found it a bit cute.
Nightmare asks Terror a few questions back and forth but eventually he decides it was time to leave. This area was pitch black, therefore he had no sense of time. He didn't want her to be there when he wasn't. Nightmare would most definitely get into trouble.
He sets Terror off of his lap. Dusting himself down as he rises to his feet. Nightmare looks over at Terror, who was still in the shape of a small child. Now he was instead gripping onto Nightmare's leg. "I must go now." He stated, a cue for Terror to let go.
But he did not.
"D.. Do you really have to go...?" Terror whispered, clinging closer to Nightmare.
For some reason, Nightmare felt his soul ache.
"I do." He didn't know how long he was here. He had to leave.
Terror mumbled something that Nightmare couldn't quite make out.
"Come again?"
"Please.. please don't go.."
That ache in his soul strengthened.
"I must." Nightmare had to go. Terror couldn't change that. Although.. Nightmare didn't truly want to leave either. Nightmare wondered if Terror was just.. lonely. It didn't seem like he had anyone else here or anything to do. Maybe that's why he was clinging onto him so much.
The expression on Terror's face was just.. heartbreaking. Nightmare didn't understand why it hurt him. It made him wonder if she ever felt like this when Nightmare asked her not to leave him.
..He doubts that.
"..I'll come back." Nightmare whispered, his hand making its way to Terror's head—petting it. Terror was making it very hard to go, but he had to. Nightmare could definitely come back though.
Terror's eye brightened, peering up at Nightmare with hope. That was a good look on Terror. Nightmare enjoyed that expression on Terror's face.
"..You're not lying, right?" A whisper of uncertainty.
"I am not. I will return." Nightmare reassured, much to Terror's relief.
"..Thank you. I'll.. I'll be waiting." Terror mumbles, nuzzling into Nightmare's leg.
"I know. I'll come back soon." Nightmare promised, picking Terror up one last time. He holds Terror close, giving him a gentle hug. It felt.. nice to hug Terror. Really nice.
Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end. Nightmare placed Terror back down and left the void out back to his home. Thankfully, she wasn't there.
Nightmare hoped she wouldn't come home yet. He wanted to think more on what happened. Nightmare was.. excited. For the first time in a long while. He wanted to visit Terror again soon. He wanted to learn more about Terror. More about the darkness he lived in. How he lived there. Everything.
Another meeting in the dark, with only them two. Just the prospect alone was.. thrilling.
Nightmare couldn't wait to see Terror again.
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Okay! Finally finished another minific XD (although they're hardly mini..) I dropped a lot of lore into here ngl... a few things in here will only make sense if you have been following this au from the beginning XD
I have a strong HC that the villagers where not only abusive to Nm but also extremely manipulative to Dream as well.
they drilled into his head that he was born for them. He was their savior, he was theirs. So of course they pushed him around asking him for everything in the name of 'this is what you were made for'.
They didn't give him an option to say no. He learned early that if he said no they presisted. They would get nasty and tell him he needs to be a good gaurdian or the tree will die, if he doesn't do his duty.
He's exhausted from essentially servering the village, but he has been taught to never say no.
Another hc I like to think about is that Dream did know of NM's abuse. However he couldn't do anything about it. or he thought he was helping doing favors for the villagers as they promised him not to hurt nm but they just continue to hurt nm in a way Dream wouldn't notice. This would also effect The brother's relationship, pulling NM away because he doesn't understand why Dream continues to go to the village. Shouldn't it be clear something is wrong.
And maybe the villagers threatened Nm. Saying to him that if he say a word to Nm they'll hurt him even more.
It's only till years later they both realize the true enemy were the villagers.
This drawing is pulled from a scene in this post I made!!
I just thought it was reallyyy cute and I wanted to draw it!!
I'll just ramble a bit about what comes to mind under the cut!
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- this is actually canonical! Terror is very very small when Nightmare meets him but he gradually grows in size as they continue to meet up.
- Nightmare and Terror meet up for hundreds of years before it is found out and he is abandoned for doing so.
- Nightmare's clip we see in present day was made by him using the one that Nim had given him. A diamond is her symbol. He carved it off and replaced it with a moon (made matching ones w/ Terror later)
- I mentioned these things in the tags of the post I pulled the scene from but I'll say it here too! Terror's full name is Night-Terror and his nickname used to be Night. I've only mentioned this in the first post of edenverse hbfh
- 'Coincidentally' Nim also used Night to refer to Nightmare. It's why Terror introduces himself as 'Terror.' 'Night' feels like it belongs to her.
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Okay! That's all :) enjoy itty bitty Terror!! He's nakey but dw Nightmare will make him clothes soon :3
