3 Part!!!
The third time I saw him I was kinda mean bc I was sick :(
I didnāt want him to look at me like that bc I was really feeling really badddd. I had him as a sub teacher again in maths and heās a math teacher so he wanted to help (Iām sooo bad in math I couldāve used the help) so he asked my friends and I (because once again my bestfriend wasnāt there) but he was kinda standing in front of me but directed his words to us and I didnāt even look up or anything I didnāt even use words I just said shook my head and said āuh uhā and he stood there for like 1 second more and I didnāt look up still so he walked away :((( 5 min later I told him I was feeling sick and went back home ;(
Luckily that wasnāt the last time (Iām keeping the juiciest part for the end)
after that I saw him in the hallway I was waiting outside of a door and he was walking toward me and when he saw me he smiled and HE WINKED AT MEā¦ I might have hallucinated a bit but I swear I saw his eye twitch like a wink I swear! And after that I saw him some more times in the hallway and we smiled at each other.
After that I found out one day he had a long signage girlfriend and I was very devastated like to the point where I cried š³š³ it was a very dark momentā¦ and then I remembered that some people lie abt being in a relationship so other people will leave them alone and that makes sense bc heās kinda handsome sooo Iād do that too.
But thenā¦ 2 days ago I had like a driving lesson but like from the school, just like some security measure and stuff and suddenly I see him walking towards my group. we were outside so I find it very strange bc thereās no class outside. And then I find out he is the sub teacher and Iām likeā¦ no wayā¦ this is a too big coincidence. mind you this day my bff didnāt come to school so Iām seeing a pattern here. Well he comes over and stands like on my side out of any other place pr corner he decides to stand behind me š¤Æš¤Æš¤Æ and the whole time I was also trying to be like near him and he was as well I thinkā¦ kindaā¦
But anyways I caught him looking at me and SMILING when I was laughing š©š©
On the way back to the classroom he came to me by my side and asked me if we had to get in the classroom again, like out of all the people he chose me to ask? And I mean itās kinda obvious that we have to get into the classroomā¦ anyways thatās not the best part because after asking me that he kind of stayed behind and i walked with my friends again but i was behind them bc we are 4 so we can never actually walk together, do he comes once again besides me so i look at him once because he wasnāt talking and i was like??? Weird??? And when i glance at him he starts talking to me AHHHH!!! He asks me what we did at the beginning of the training and if we were outside all the time, like actually wanting to start a conversation with me!! Unfortunately i got nervous and i answered his questions and didnāt ask anything else to keep the convo flowing AND I REGRET IT SMMMM!!! Because I couldāve asked if heās a new teacher (itās obvious but like I need to get him to talk) or what subjects he teaches or IDK SONETHINGGG but anyways I really hope I get more chances to talk to him before summer and maybe the next post will be abt him being my boyfriend š³š
Anyways stay tuned, take care and stay delulu
Xx šāļø
