an emotional sexual bender

Shannon | 32 | she/her | Canada

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“I found myself longing for you earlier in the week. I came for you. I’m selfish, sorry”

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and i got fucking burned, again.

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“I found myself longing for you earlier in the week. I came for you. I’m selfish, sorry”

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i reached a big achievement in the game and one of my first thoughts was to share it with my ex… or how’d she react, or if she would notice. and damn, i do miss her but i give her peace.

i wonder if she thinks about me ever, and what memories come up for her.

also me and that girl decided to just remain friends but then she said how she would still be open to do things and that made things more confusing but it’s whatever now, i think. the novelty wore off

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i made an audio of me masturbating for her the other day and tell me why i FIND SO MUCH PLEASURE LISTENING TO MYSELF is that weird???

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ok… i have weak morals, i think. i’m still talking to her and yes… things are sexual again and even more… intimate. 😭 also it’s almost my ex’s birthday and i kind of miss her

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holy fuck

i’ve been talking to this girl for the last week or so and last night was the hottest night so far

I’VE NEVER BEEN W A FIRE SIGN

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turns out. SHE HAS A BF, and she had another partner. I found out about the bf after we sexted, the i found out about the other partner three weeks later??? is she ok???? and i also got my heart hurt again. i hate this shit fuck

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🫠

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damn i’m actually a fuck boy when it come to men 😭😭

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you know, after properly sexting a woman, i realize … it is nice because … i didn’t have to perform.

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holy fuck

i’ve been talking to this girl for the last week or so and last night was the hottest night so far

I’VE NEVER BEEN W A FIRE SIGN

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AHHHHHH i miss her!!! a lot today!!

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i’ve been replaced in many aspects and it hurts

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she was pissed i was doing work for two people who don’t pull their weight and i don’t know why this message confirms she is feeling the same too … yet we have not spoken about any of these feelings!!! but yesterday i sent her a message describing me bathing her (in a non-sexual way) because she was saying how her cramps were so bad she didn’t want to move. then she responds saying how she started reading what I wrote and started thinking about all sorts of things and DID she mean sexual? she did 😐😑😐😑😐

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i’m falling for my ex again

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I'm still thinking about this convo...

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literally started dirty talking my ex while we were in a call and someone else joined so we had a bit of a side convo. immediately after i started taking care of things and enjoying myself and i get a knock on my door from my property manager 😑😑😑😑😑 he left so getting back to it now.

HOW FUCKING AWKWARD

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oh also i emotionally checked out with the woman i was talking to … my friend’s gf found out she was still actively on bumble so i said I wanted to slow down as I am in no place to start something while I am still healing also i think we moved too fast. she still messaging me though but the conversations are soo boring

[qyfool]

literally started dirty talking my ex while we were in a call and someone else joined so we had a bit of a side convo. immediately after i started taking care of things and enjoying myself and i get a knock on my door from my property manager 😑😑😑😑😑 he left so getting back to it now.

HOW FUCKING AWKWARD