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in the end even the stars choose destruction over life

[somebodytodiefor]

hope ur okay by Olivia Rodrigo

[lovestereo]

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[diarystreet]

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[klaushargreeveses]

They say that the best blaze burns brightest, when circumstances are at their worst…

[quotefeeling]

I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away.

Vincent van Gogh, Letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh (via quotefeeling)

[quotemadness]

All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.

Mitch Albom (via quotemadness)

[thoughtkick]

I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo from another time, another place.

Michael Faudet (via thoughtkick)

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[qvotext]

[god-of-defenestration]

Being the mom friend or the “strong one” in your friend group is heartbreaking in a very surreal way. I’m one of the oldest in my group of friends and generally considered the most “put together”. I’m the Advice Friend.

But the thing no one tells you about being the Advice Friend is that you become more and more of a public resource, a service for your friends to take advantage of whenever they need to. It’s not that they wouldn’t care about your problems, it’s just that they don’t bother to find out if you have them or what they are. Because you’re expected to be available for advice or shoulder-crying all the time, you are no longer sought out as a person. 

When people tell you why they love you or what they like about you, they say that you’re “always there for them” or “so compassionate” or “very inspiring” or “such a good mom friend” or “the best at giving advice”. They never say that you have great taste in books or that you write brilliant poetry or that you have a great laugh or that you’re wickedly funny. Because funny isn’t your job. Advice is your job. Making people feel better is your job.

It is a strange thing to realize that you could turn off your phone for a week and come back to no notifications except in the event of a “hey, I’m having a bit of a crisis, can I talk to you?”.

It is a strange thing to feel like you only exist when people need something.

It is a sad thing to be a public resource.

[quotemadness]

And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in

Jane Austen  (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

I was quiet, but I was not blind.

Jane Austen (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?

Ernest Hemingway (via quotemadness)

[thehopefulquotes]

We are very good at preparing to live, but not very good at living. We know how to sacrifice ten years for a diploma, and we are willing to work very hard to get a job, a car, a house, and so on. But we have difficulty remembering that we are alive in the present moment, the only moment there is for us to be alive.

— Thich Nhat Hanh

[quotemadness]

I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.

Unknown (via quotemadness)

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[leohearts]

But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are.

(via leohearts)