TW ED

Pls block don't report! 18+ only pls Semi-active March 2024 they/them Age: 18 Height: 5'7 SW: 157 CW: 130 (approx.)

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

ABOUT MY BLOG (please block if you do not have an ED, are in recovery, or are under the age of 18)

NOT PRO ANA: Just wanna clarify something - I am not pro ana in the way some people think of it; I'm not trying to promote EDs and I am 1000% in favor of everyone (other than me obvs) recovering and getting support.

WHY: Ik a lot of people say this, but this is just a way for me to get my feelings out, as well as trying to connect with people and feel less alone with my thoughts. EDs can be very isolating so if my posts reach even a few people who can relate and it can help them feel less alone, then I've done what I'm trying to do.

TAGS: That is why I use the tags that I do. They're the tags that I look at to find people who I can relate to too. Additionally, while I do not aim to trigger people, my content is true to my experience. I will not always water down my thoughts to protect people. I hope that including pro ana and ed tw tags will dissuade people without EDs/people in recovery from reading my content. I've even set my name as a tw as an added precaution.

RECOVERY: Because of my experiences, some things I post may be more pro-recovery, while others may seem as though I'm against recovery. I have had some negative personal experiences in recovery and I may share some of those, but I will ALWAYS support others who want to recover.

BOUNDARIES: Some things that I will not tolerate on this page: fatphobia, racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, threatening others, etc. If I am uncertain of what a comment means, I will clarify with the commentor before taking action. With that said, I will not hesitate to block or report people who are blatantly disrespecting this. Additionally, I'm not comfortable with minors following me, so I will block any minors who I see following me/on my page. If you're a minor, I'm wishing you nothing but the best, but I'm sorry, I just don't feel ok with you being on my page. Also, if you're a minor and I followed your page without realizing that, please block me as well or let me know so I can unfollow!

PREVIOUS STATS: hw - 175 lw - 105 sw - 157 cgw - 130

Anyway, I hope you all have a good morning/afternoon/evening :)

[hey-its-seb]

P L E A S E FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PUT YOUR AGE IN YOUR BIO!!! There are some of us who DONT want to interact with minors on this side of tumblr, and while I was there at one point & completely understand, seeing literal kids doing this shit leaves a really bad taste in my mouth.

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

I gained so much weight over winter break. I knew I would in a month with my family, but I feel horrible about it.

I was 133.8 lbs (60.7 kg) before break and 140 (63.5) the morning I came back (Sunday). I think I've been doing a good job since getting back tho. This morning - Friday - I was 133.4 lbs (60.5), so I've lost 6.6 lbs (3 kg) in a little under a week.

My period started yesterday too tho, so I'm hoping that's making me seem heavier too and that once it ends/a few days from now I'll drop a lot at once, but we'll see. The bloating is so embarrassing in the meantime tho.

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

I'm sooo excited to go back to school so I can try out this new diet! I call it "consuming nothing but water and l@x@tives until I lose 10+ Ibs" :D

Break has been awful. I bought a scale and I've gained so much but my mom is constantly on me about what I'm eating. She's always watching, always commenting on what I've eaten and how much and all of it, which only makes it all more stressful. I managed to convince my parents to let me stay at school over spring break but they want to visit unfortunately. I'm absolutely dreading summer break. I know it's a while off but I hate it here. Once I get back to school, I never want to come back here.

[prisonofsociety-deactivated2014]

Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

I'd love to have some edblr friends sm. Please ask me anything, rant to me, chat with me. That would make me so happy

(just not minors please)

[mossyberries]

You're a POS if you fat shame to make yourself feel better about your own body c:

[hotsaucewhore-ugw120]

hey if you're active on 3dblr, can you RB? 18+ only! I want more mutuals 🫶🫶🫶

nothing against minors with 3Ds!! y'all deserve a safe space too. it just feels morally icky for me to willingly engage with a minor on this side of the internet.

[rexieann-deactivated20240212]

how i wish everyone had their age in their bios, i really don't want to follow minors or them to follow me :')

minors plz unfollow or block me <3

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

lots of love to any minors following me, but I really don't feel comfortable with that so please unfollow if you're under 18

thank you <33

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

J is back

Hi lovelies, some of you probably know J, some of you may not. He makes accounts that he tries to make look like he's another person with ana, then he starts telling people who actually have eds to dm him and asks them s*xually explicit questions. He is an adult but he contacts minors too. He started messaging me when I was 16. If it was only me, I'd just block him, but he's targeting a vulnerable community including minors and that's unacceptable. I know edblr isn't exactly a community promoting health and whatever, but we're in this together and I think it's important that we look out for each other. Here's his new account:

I've blocked and reported him, and I strongly recommend that you do the same and please help spread the word.

I'll always post when I see one of his new accounts. I know he makes new ones but I'm hoping it keeps him away at least for a bit. Stay safe, lovelies <3

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

Before treatment, I was never overweight, but I've always looked fat. Even pictures from when I was little, my stomach stuck out. Even when I was under weight, before the first time I went to treatment, I was skinny fat. I had a little th1gh gap and my collarbones stuck out, but I never had a flat stomach.

Now that I'm 18, I'm finally going to fix that. I'll keep starv1ng - I need to if I'm going to look thinner overall - but that's never going to be enough if I want to actually look thin, so today I contacted 10 different places that do plastic surgery. I've been saving my money for liposuction since I was 14, and I'm still probably a bit short, but now I'm in control of my medical care, so I'm going to find out.

Idk how quickly this all happens usually, but I'm hoping to get lipo in March during my spring break. I just need to find a place that I can afford where they'll do a decent job and then, finally, with that and a little more starv1ng, I'll be able to have the body I've always wanted.

[winterzchill]

rb if you’re still active on edblr january 2024!! moots? happy new year! 🎉

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

Wishing you all a (slightly late) happy new year, lovelies! 2024 is going to be the year we reach our gws, I just know it! This time next year, we won't need resolutions to lose weight because we'll already have our dream bodies <3

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

My parents won't shut up about my weight loss and it's so stressful. It's nice that it's noticeable and all, but now they're watching what I'm eating all the time and it makes it sm more difficult to restrict. I've already gained sm weight since getting home for break and idk what to do bc they won't leave me alone. I'm so impatient to go back to school, but I still have 2 weeks until then and at this rate, I'll have gained 10 lbs by the time I get back 😭

[anothingpeach]

your clothes making you look huge <<<<<

making your clothes look huge on you

[sp4rkelvomit]

pretty girls dont bodyshame

pretty boys dont bodyshame

dont fucking bodyshame ppl , we're all suffering through the same disorder no matter or weight

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

I desperately want people to stop perceiving me as a woman. I'm so fucking sick of strangers assuming I'm a woman, and even more so, the people who know that I'm nonbinary but still slip up and use she/her pronouns because they still think of me as a girl. I just want people to see me for who I am. I know my friends and family want to be accepting, and it's not their fault that I look like this and sound like this and am like this but it really fucking hurts.

I hate my body shape so much too because I have such massive hips and even if I lose a lot of weight, I'll still have these stupid fucking wide hips. I just want to look thin and straight up and down so that I won't look so feminine. I want to have a flat stomach and a flat chest and thin hips so I can look more androgynous/masc.

Ik for a lot of people on here, it's about being attractive or looking sick, and I get that. That's part of it too, but one of the main reasons I want to be thin is so that i can exist without constantly getting misgendered. It makes me feel horrible. It's so fucking exhausting and idk what else to do.

[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

There's this guy I like and I so desperately want to be thin for him. He deserves someone much better than me but if I'm beautiful then at least I won't be completely worthless.

I want to be thin so that he'll think I'm pretty. I want to be light so he could lift me up. I want to be small so he could wrap his arms around me. I want to be fragile so he'd want to protect me. I want to be beautiful so he wouldn't be embarrassed to be seen with me.