I dont want to remember any of this

Don't ask me if I'm okay. this is pure vent. i dont want to remember it when I wake up.

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How do I tell my professors I wanna kms like 😔

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Like fuck me dude

I need a punch to the face just

Beat me up idk

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One of those nights. Not one where I feel like kms but enough where I could do it and just not care

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He's not happy I know he isnt

He's tired of me right

Everyone gets tired of me

Everyone gets tired of me

I'm too much

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Just kill me I dunno dude

Did I fuck up last night

He seemed upset

Even when we went to bed he seemed upset

This morning

Is he ignoring me

Please tell me if I fucked up

I fucked up didn't I

Fuck fuck fuck

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Fuck

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I’m sorry I’m not as strong as I look like I am. You’re stronger, though. You can keep going.

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self care is slapping yourself in the face because you know you’ll never amount to anything

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If you aren't going to try. Then I'm not planning on sticking around to a piece of shit like you.

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even if i put my arm under water it won’t cure the burning in my chest

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I hate that I'm so good at wearing a smile and laughing near genuinely. No one knows how much it hurts. They don't need to. It's my problem.

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I'm such a failure and a bother and don't matter and for the love of god I just wanna kms already please just take me out while I sleep. Do it on my birthday. I don't give a damn.

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Suffocating.

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I don't know why.

I don't know why.

I don't know why.

I don't know why i don't know why I

don't knowwhyidontknowwhyidontknowwhy

I can't.

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I forgot how to breathe

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The fact that you feed off of me is fucking disgusting like don’t be a fucking leech