rabbits on prozac

Bailey + they/them + average astarion enjoyer. I am in the midst of a BG3 hyperfixation and have started writing fanfic about it.

[gio-utti]

Redraw of THAT scene.

My favorite moment in the game for many reasons.

Im always so proud of him for it.

[tastysemochka]

from that day on I was his

[devilworm]

Twice-Tainted, Twice-Martyred - Chapter 17

Astarion x Durge | Explicit

Summary:

“I’d hate to see all that blood of mine wasted,” Astarion sighs, running his fingers up the column of Finn’s throat, thumbing lightly around the bite mark. “If we can’t bleed the poison from you, perhaps we ought to expel it some other way…”

[AO3]

[knightnick]

Here's how that one happened. Patreon

[lyriumrain]

I wish they'd let Wyll be angry, specifically: angry for himself, not just for other people. I wish they'd let him yell at his dad. I wish they'd let the player tell Wyll that it's okay to love your dad but still feel hurt and betrayed by him. Let the guy vent all that pent up negative emotion for goodness sake. Give him a scene or three where Theo Solomon could flex his voice acting skills.

[oogalaboogalabich]

This!!! This so goddammit hard!!

[rabbitsonprozac]

I would have loved to see Wyll express feelings more complicated than 100% instant absolute forgiveness for his father! If I had a chance to rewrite Wyll, I think it would have also been more interesting for his pact with Mizora to have been more like a bad decision he made with good intentions rather than something he was literally forced to do. I would have liked to see him grappling with regret about it! Or shame, or grief! Something beyond just, being a perfect martyr that never questions his own sacrifice. There was so much missed potential with him :(

[rabbitsonprozac]

the look he hits you with when you catch him eating human flesh

[rabbitsonprozac]

AMSS/Life Update

If you're following my AMSS fic I wanted to let you know it's not abandoned, I've just been having life issues getting in the way of writing these past two months 🥲 Long story short, I have ADHD, and I moved to a new state in May and have been getting the run-around with my new health insurance and my usual medication. I decided to try a different medication they're willing to cover called Strattera and it's been turning me into a sleepy, brain-fogged zombie with zero creative motivation. My new psychiatrist says it's an onboarding side effect and it will get better, but idk. I think I was better off back when I was raw-dogging my ADHD with heart-exploding amounts of caffeine in high school.

Anyways, I'm frustrated. My next appointment is in two weeks and I'm hoping to get it sorted out then. Any writers or creatives that struggle with ADHD want to commiserate about writing and medication? 💀

[vigilskept]

em dash = AI is so crazy to me. the em dash is my best friend. i couldn’t stop using her if i tried — and i would never try because i love her.

[trinityviolette]

Ok gooners HAVE SOME MORE OF HIM 🗣️🗣️🗣️

(feat. mage hand poor guy)

[rabbitsonprozac]

OKAY BUT LOOK AT THIS LIL OUTFIT I PUT HIM IN!!!!!!!!

outfit - mystical fashions

hat - astarion hat mod

earrings - astarion earring collection

subtle astarion edit (gives him white eyelashes and a mole)

[rabbitsonprozac]

cleaning out my screenshots and needed to make a fenrir and astarion appreciation post

[devilworm]

Twice-Tainted, Twice-Martyred - Chapter 14-15

Astarion x Durge | Explicit

Summary:

“You’re mine and no one else’s. Say it,” lips command against his jaw and Finn is so dizzy, so hot, but he knows how he feels, there’s no use denying it. 

“Always,” he whispers back with a shaking tone. Finn never swore to be good—there is forgiveness for the wicked in equal wickedness, and it tastes as sweet as his own blood on Astarion’s tongue. 

[AO3]

[image credit]

[ravysu]

the world wakes to a new dawn

[rabbitsonprozac]

i've just found AMSS and i'm only on ch 3 but i had to let you know that the way you write durge's thoughts and internal narrative arguing with the urge itself is *chef's kiss* très magnifique

AHH thank you, that is so sweet ;u; The dark urge is so much fun to write. I really love the way durge's thoughts are narrated in game and I wanted Fen's thoughts to read like a constant internal conversation / fight for control that he's having with himself 😈

[feyspeaker]

may I come in, darling? prints | patreon

[petite-pandemonium-posts]

I must confess that I disliked Wyll from the beginning (because of his “the blade of frontiers” cosplay and the fact that he seems to be his own greatest fan) but since I’ve joined the newest patch stress test I respecced him as a drunken monk and using him has been so much fun.

I started taking him with me on our adventures and had a chance to listen to some of the party banter between him and Astarion. this resulted in a new headcanon 🤣 I’m 100% sure that Astarion has a crush on Wyll (despite thinking lowly about him) and at the same time is totally disappointed with himself for fancying him. I made few sketches 🤣

[holmesandtheroman]

NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.

[rabbitsonprozac]

The idea of generating fanfiction with AI is. Oof. I can sympathize with the temptation for beginner writers to use AI, but fanfiction communities are an amazing space for beginners to practice and get feedback and it me very makes very sad that people are doing this.

I'm not the most experienced writer, I'm just an avid reader with an English Lit degree and most of the writing I've done in the past few years has literally just been academic papers and personal poetry. I think large language models are a really fascinating tool with a lot of potential for good and (DEVASTATINGLY) bad uses though, and I'm wondering what if any positive potential there is for creative assistive programs with them like spelling and grammar checkers, thesauruses, general editing stuff, etc.

I need to do more actual research about this topic, but I've personally played with ChatGPT out of curiosity and given it paragraphs to edit. Again, I'm not a professional editor or anything, but even with my novice-intermediate experience I can say: IT SPITS OUT SOME REALLY BAD EDITING ADVICE. But like, it's specifically the kind of bad advice that I don't think a total beginner would recognize, because it's really good at sounding like it knows what it's talking about. It will either 1) completely rewrite the paragraph for you and dilute your creative voice and intentions or 2) it will just cut and replace words for no reason other than making it LOOK like it edited something for you.

Anyways, might ramble about this more later because LLMs aren't going anywhere and I'm really curious about this topic right now.