Rae's Closet

“Astra inclinant, sed non obligant” – The stars incline us, they do not bind us.

[raevascloset]

About the closet

Welcome to my humble abode! some warnings and general info below.

This is an RP blog most posts on here are ic unless stated otherwise

I am NOT a cc or ARG-runner of the Crown ARG

TW’s for

unsettling imagery

Darker themes

Panic attacks

possible enderspeak and other languages

Derealization

General TAGS

JoaIF aka Journal of an indecisive feline entries where I write down c!Raeva thoughts

Pretty Collecting aesthetics :3

Raeva’s mail IC convos go down here

PSA important ARG related news go here mostly just TW’s and begging outsiders to not flood our tag.

ooc When I feel like dropping c!Raeva lore

Character Tags: (wip)

- Where I’m from, theres no word for stars [Donti tag]

- Two broken peices sometimes makes a whole [Ren tag]

- There’s love in cocoa, even if I can’t drink it [Llyr tag]

- Let’s learn to trust [Moth tag]

- I’ll come back to wake you up [Grimm tag]

- I wish I knew you [Syd tag]

[ex0skeletal-undead]

The Taking Flame by Rachael Johnston

[sydneysaysstuff]

Servers in video-games are named after servers in real life? What do you remember?

" servers in real life ?? "

are you saying that this is all

some sort of game ?

[sydneysaysstuff]

what i do remember

is none of this shit

no magic or dreamons

no hybrids or laurels

or any of these games

my name was

sydney harper meyers

and i was normal

i was human

and now

i don't even know anymore

[raevascloset]

Yeah hey anon here, listen I don’t mean to upset or overwhelm you but this is kind of how this world works. Being dropped somewhere thats almost completely alien to you would probably be pretty stressful, trust me I know.

Could you ask Baroness if she has any of your documents like I’m not lying (why would I; dick move)? You probably have something floating out there in some admins filling cabinet.

[sydneysaysstuff]

i mean i can ask baroness but

I literally grew up here ??

why would i be stateless ?

[raevascloset]

I mean if your papers burned up with the mansion getting new ones would be…difficult. Not impossible just the chance of getting asked probing questions you can’t answer because once again ~memory loss~.

[sydneysaysstuff]

Servers in video-games are named after servers in real life? What do you remember?

" servers in real life ?? "

are you saying that this is all

some sort of game ?

[sydneysaysstuff]

what i do remember

is none of this shit

no magic or dreamons

no hybrids or laurels

or any of these games

my name was

sydney harper meyers

and i was normal

i was human

and now

i don't even know anymore

[raevascloset]

Yeah hey anon here, listen I don’t mean to upset or overwhelm you but this is kind of how this world works. Being dropped somewhere thats almost completely alien to you would probably be pretty stressful, trust me I know.

Could you ask Baroness if she has any of your documents like I’m not lying (why would I; dick move)? You probably have something floating out there in some admins filling cabinet.

[raevascloset]

Um. hi. raeva. this is a bit awkward but uh. how good are you with like- electrical gadgets and shit. technology of the robotic variety?- i have uhm- something that. is broken that i think would be super sexy hot awesome if it- wasnt broken anymore?- i just dont really know who else to ask except you- if you like- dont want to do it or just cant thats fine i just like- need Someone who can -ren

You came to the right place I could take a look at it. I did do a couple of year in IT for a reason lol.

[dirt-block]

[raevascloset]

Neru won’t let me drive what do y’all want from Lowes?

[unbotheredmuse]

[grimmhavens]

You know I’m heading into town anyway to pick up something for the greenhouse wanna tag along? - Raeva

(enthusiastically) yes yes yes yes yes yes

[raevascloset]

Lmao I’ll pick you up just wait by the road tomorrow afternoon.

[paulfrankjuliusthemonkey]

anyway. onto better things

[sburbling]

onto better things thursday

[raevascloset]

raeva that was after the arguement about jack getting corrinated- i dont think i’d call that petty- that was screaminjg match shit- i domt know how to explain and i dont tnink you’d understand if i tried- they would’ve died anyways- and fuck- im sure most limbos aren’t nearly as bad as the one’s we’ve all seen- most limbos of the people we’ve known were- limbos of tortured people- im sure that’s got somethin to do with it- regardless they’ll never really die- they’ll always be conscious- somewhere-

Ren I love you like a brother but you are digging yourself a deeper hole. Just- I need you to stop trying to make me feel better. I will get better. I just need to probably go to sleep... its late anyway. See you in the morning.

[raevascloset]

i thought you knew,, if it helps the politician was a bit of a horrible person

I'm all for disassembling hierarchy and getting rid of the unjust but doesn't change the fact that me being upset resulted in you killing 5 random people. Its a bit of a harrowing thought.

[raevascloset]

it's not your fault dont blame yourself i was angry and im sorry if it upset you i love you im sorry -ren

I'm not upset or well I'm not angry just sad? Despondent? Forgetting that others are people. Its path I've seen before...it fucks with your head Ren. I just feel numb maybe its the shock. I've seen death my hands are not free innocent blood so I'm not going to have some pointless moral debate. It's just...those are people.

[raevascloset]

How have you been doing lately?

Outside of today...I've been working drawing schematics making sure Aspen doesn't fall asleep at the diner (again). Although lately I've been getting these...dizzy spells. I'm 95% sure Neru's already noticed noticed and it's made them a tad overbearing. I think I'll stay grounded for now until whatever it is passes.

[raevascloset]

They killed people…over that?

[raevascloset]

I think I’m going to be sick

[raevascloset]

They killed people...over that?

[virtuallyinsane]

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