TW: CSA Talk

i'm here to vent, y are people so scary :( am 23, if u post nudity or porn just know i hate you and you can't change my mind

[rotndevotion]

[rage-against-reality]

But you don't care about me

[rage-against-reality]

Why do I have to deal with physical pain as well as mental

Why must I suffer

Maybe I'll just convince myself I'm dealing with my parents karma

It can't be because of who I am

I never got to be anyone before what he did

[rage-against-reality]

Suddenly the only right thing is to drink and forget about everything

What is so wrong with me that I must be mistreated by all the people that enter my life

Went does it feel like it boils down to the thoughts that I'm not meant to be here

[calcifiedred]

[literaryvein]

L. V., excerpts from a past life

[rage-against-reality]

I'm always going to hurt

[dailycatsblog]

[rage-against-reality]

Why can't you just leave me alone

Everything hurts again why do men always hurt me

[veryluckyclovers]

[rage-against-reality]

No matter how normal I look to society's standards

No matter how loud or quiet or rude or polite I am

People always know to treat me differently

People always know there's something wrong with me

Nothing I do matters I'll always be the odd one out

[rage-against-reality]

I'm fucked up and nothing helps

[rage-against-reality]

It must be nice to have someone to text

[rage-against-reality]

Wow who would have guessed being assaulted as an adult. By someone completely different. would make the nightmares of him come back

I sure didn't

[rage-against-reality]

I just want this stage to end already

[rage-against-reality]

It hurts

Being alone never gets easier

Maybe i did come out wrong

I can convince myself I only thought that because I didn't understand why he did those things

Child me was onto something

In the end I always end up on my own

No one to comfort me

[rage-against-reality]

So tired of everything