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There are a lot of things I wish I could scream into the world. Or in some peoples faces for that mather. But I can't; So I might aswell just write them down.

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Drugs

Well, it’s been a while, and as always, something that happened inspired me to write this.

First off, let me just say that I am against drugs in general; I have seen people waste their lives on it and it just makes me sad. BUT, this is a choice everybody needs to make for themselves (and with “themselves” I mean, if your friends won’t accept you if you don’t do drugs, go find real friends). I do not have anything against people who (moderately) take drugs; it’s their lives and their right to do what they want with it.

Anyway, I was in Amsterdam to attend a UK Happy Hardcore party some days ago (and please don’t even get me started on „well at such a ‚electronic music‘ party everybody takes drugs“. NO. Take your prejudices somewhere else. If it’s not acceptable to be a racist, why should it be acceptable to be a judging-every-single-person-who-goes-to-a-freakin-party-ist. Putting people into drawers is another thing I absolutely hate. And while we’re at it, if you take drugs and moan about that people consider your scene as a drug scene, go figure.)

ANYWAY.  I was entering a district in Amsterdam and the first thing I saw was this huge sign:

And I laughed. Not because I find it funny, but because I found it ridiculous that a city would feel the need to put up such a sign.

So I went to this party and had a few beers, and then on the toilet I found the following:

WHAT. Just, WHAT? This just sickens me. As a drug producer, how can you be so careless? How can you fucking make drugs that would kill people AND NOT EVEN GIVE A SHIT when they do. How can money be THIS FUCKING IMPORTANT to you that people have to die for it? Innocent people that didn’t do anything but trust a dealer who sold YOUR FUCKED UP drugs.

This is just sick.

  If you do drugs, please do me a favour and only buy them from people who you trust WITH YOUR LIFE. A short high isn’t worth dying, under no circumstances. After all, you only get one.

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Daily rage on the go.

tl;dr: Move bitch, get out the way.

It's been a while! Today I'll rage about something I rage about every single day I take a step outside of my house:

People who don't get how (foot) traffic works.

It starts off by just walking on the sidewalk on the way to public transport. Mostly the streets in my area are kind-of empty, but it definitly increases by how closer you get to the city center. Now, if the sidewalk is not a huge one where 5 people can walk next to each other, theres mostly two lines, each going forward on the right side. (seems familiar to car-traffic, doesn't it).. And then mostly, there's this ONE person who thinks they're above us all, who walks on the left side. And they don't think about moving either! Of course, if you almost run into them, it's definitly your fault too.

Next up, the trainstation. The train I take always departs one or two minutes after the one in the other direction arrives. Which means, everytime I walk to the train there's MASSES of people going into the direction I come from. MASSES. A minimally five meter broad "hallway" + stairs. MASSES OF PEOPLE just streaming.. and then I'm the only one going the other direction. But they can't move, so I could just pass them, no, I have to run in snake-lines and stop walking, because apparently, four and a half meters aren't enough for the others, and they don't even realize that if I move to the side I would run into another person.

So I take the train. Nothing special there. But try getting out of the train if people step in the second the doors opens. WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THIS. "Oh, the train is filled, and they actually want to step out which would make it half empty, I'll just stand in front of the door and be pissed that I can't step on first." ? Sure. SURE. Cuz if you put one more drop into a fullasfuck glass of water it definitly WON'T VOMIT WATER.

So there's that, next up is stairs, down. Hah, up down.. I walk fast. I don't care how slow you want to walk. I don't have ten minutes at a trainstation if I could also just use two. So, the people of course ALL walk slow. All next to each other. Again, I gotta pull out my snake-moves. I know you don't have eyes on the back of your head, but if you see somebody walking the same pace as you, would it really hurt you to walk behind them? Why can't there be a fast lane?

And then of course, the escalator. It's really not that hard people, here again, there's a simple left-right rule. Walk left, stand right. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO STAND LEFT. And why the fuck can't you back the fuck off when you notice there's 10 people standing behind you?! "Well my metro isn't here yet, I don't care if yours is." ? WHY THANK YOU, now I have to wait for five minutes because you couldn't move your fat ass!

And then busses. More specificly the stepping out part again. People just seem to think that as soon as their feet hit solid ground again, they can stand still there. Didn't you fucking see the hords of people who wanted to step out after you? Oh that's okay, just stand there, in the middle of the entrance of the door. Oh, and now you're pissed because my shoulder hit you while i was trying to get past you? 

Why, fuck you all then. Just fucking learn how to behave in public and dont be an egoistic self-centered ass.

That's all.

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Girls.

Just generally girls, really. I don't like most of them and they piss me off.

It's better in the last few months, but.. no, i just don't like them. And I know I will complain more about men, I'm sure, but I still like male persons more than females.

I also don't like myself, that being said. Of course, not all girls are the same (which is the reason I can have female friends too, I guess), but there are some things/characteristics/.. that almost every girl in this world has.

Bitching behind somebodies back e.g. ..I hate this; if you have to say something, why don't you do it into their face? Whenever I bitch about somebody, I tell them too. (take my best friend for example, she does stuff I hate, and I bitch about it too, but I tell her too if she does something that pisses me off or what I think about bullshit she did, and vice versa)

Jealousy (the bad type of it). My god. Ruined a lot in my life, can't be arsed to think of it anymore. It's just pathetic. Why can't girls just TRUST somebody.

Also, I SEE if somebody doesn't like me. I do. So why are you pretending to like me? Also something I mostly saw in girls. We have a word for that in German that just describes it perfectly.. "hinterfotzig" - translator says "guileful"

Womens logic, too. And what's coming with it: womens thinking. Thinkingthinkingthinking. Overthinking every useless detail about everything. And then being depressed at the end.

Attentionwhores. They just need too find something so they get attention. Either it's about something sad, they start crying over nonsence (that they probably just overthought and made themselves believe they have to be sad about it), or they need to be the most beautiful and best in school/work/wherever. And ALL girls do this. ALL of them. (me too.)

Oh, I could go on and on and on. But I'll leave it, there'll probably be something in my life about a girl that will freak me out anyway.

A sidenote though: if you don't give a girl attention, she'll get pissed or sad anyway, so there's no way out. Girls just are emotional morons.

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Men. #1

I named it #1 because I'm pretty sure I'm gonna rage about them more often.

But the topic of today: Men who think they are irresistible. This accurs mostly when I'm out dancing. And it's really pissing me off. It doesn't really matter if it's a normal house/charts club I'm going to, if it's a dubstep/tek/whatever party, almost every time I'm out dancing, a wild male appears from behind and thinks it's erotic to rub his genetals against my ass (it's better at parties where you basically don't move your hip). It's not! And then, if I tell them to back off, they wont. They either get pissed, telling me that I'm a princess, or e.g. last week a guy looked as if he would hit my friend any second.. or they just dont. They do it again, they eventually grab my ass too, etc. And really, I try to tell them, back off, nicely; and they wont.

I HATE this. It's not that I'm a prude and I don't want to dance with men, if somebody I know dances with me I don't have a problem with it. But if I just feel a fuckin dick rubbing my ass and I didn't even see the face to it once in my life.. well.

So then, after telling them assumed a thousand times to get away from me and they don't, I'll get mad. Especially when I drank something. And then it can happen that this dude will have my drink over his head. Or, what I don't like, because it hurts me, my fist in his face. Both good methods though, they back off then usually.

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Hello.

That's all for my introduction, really.

A few notes though

If I should ever write in capslock that's because, well, I would have screamed it anyway.

I won't say sorry for anything that I write on this blog, there is a chance of you getting things wrong; if so, ask.

All that I'll write here is my (probably negative) opinion about things. I'm not trying to speak for all ~girls, Austrians, whatsoever;

And my (probably negative) expieriences.

There also is a high chance of me making grammar or spelling mistakes.. and not a single fuck was given.

Excuse my language ..? Actually don't. This is my RAGEBLOG; I'm talking about things that piss me off, more or less, I'll say whatever I want. If you don't like it, bye.

Just to get that clear

I'm not a mean person. I'd probably never say stuff I'll write here into somebody's face; I'm too chicken for that.. and I mostly don't want to hurt peoples feelings.

I'm guessing that's the reason for this blog.