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I’m addicted to anything that lets me forget about reality.

Not enough reasons to go and not enough reasons to stay

Nothing makes sense and I don’t know what to do.

How can you expect me to keep living when everything is falling apart?

What should I even do now?

In life you always have a choice, sometimes it’s just easier to think that you don’t.

It does not matter what you think, because your mind will contradict itself a hundred times each day.

It will believe comforting lies while also knowing the painful truths that make those lies necessary.

And your mind will punish you for believing both.

- the monster (A monster calls by Patrick Ness)

This explains everything.

I’ll never trust anyone again.

At least I know it can’t get any worse.

How could you look me in the eyes every day knowing what you did?

Isn’t this all just pointless?

I was under the impression, I was getting better on my own.

We can’t choose to forget

If you talk enough sense, then you lose your mind

the ending made me sad

so i turned it back to where

they were happy in the middle

and i left it open there.

We are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.

naive unprepared child