TW: Blunt talk about mental health issues, $h, sui ideation, hypers3xuality, and other unhealthy coping mechanisms and sensitive topics that might be triggering, disturbing or concerning for some people. In such case, please just block.
I'm being kinda ambiguous with the tws because I'm not sure what I'm going to post here exactly. I plan to use this blog to vent and share random things about my daily life, but again, I'm not sure, so the warning is there anyway.
DNI: I actually have a long dni list that I'm too lazy to mention. I block freely most of time, but generally, dni if you support weird sh!t like p@raph!lias, politicians, or any ideology against human rights, basically anti-woke.
About me: I'm currently studying my first year of an animation career, I'm also in the drama club, it's quite fun. I used to play the keyboard (piano) when I was in high school, but now with the little time I have plus my back pain, I haven't done it for a while.
I'm quite nerdy about Vocaloid and pjsk; I got into them when I was in my lowest in middle school and they've become my life since then. I'm also a sharing Rui yumeshipper (Yes, my actual boyfriend knows, yes, he's okay with it), I love him so much, Rui yumeshippers please talk to me I need to share my love for him with other Rui lovers, he's just that amazing, he deserves all that love!! (つ≧▽≦)つ ♡
Likes: Vocaloid, pjsk, nso, sanrio, lads, mlp, bl, omori, Ado, fnaf, pmmm, crk, theater, drawing, my career, my boyfriend, dinosaurs, jirai kei fashion, cute things, sushi, most of desserts, my headphones.
Dislikes: My uni, math, foods with weird textures or strong flavors, meat, heat, too much light, too much loud, my undiagnosed autism, my diagnosed mental disorders, my chronic fatigue, MY FUCKING BACK PAINS.
Hobbies: Listening to music, playing rhythm or building/decorating games, collecting merch of my interests, especially plushies, making papercrafts, cosplaying sometimes.
As for other social media platforms, I usually only use them to post art just like my main blog. At the moment I only have Blue Sky: @raincandyal.bsky.social, Threads: gomu_thebluereptile, SpaceHey: Gomu, and an Instagram acc, but I only accept people I'm very close to there, so I'm not adding it here.
Also, English isn't my native language, so I apologize if I make a mistake or even talk in Spanish (my native language).
I don't even like coffee but I drank a cup anyway hoping it would help me lock in but I don't feel like it's doing anything, if anything I feel even sleepier now and my stomach hurts
hey when u have paraphilias in ur dni do u mean like … anyone with a paraphilia ? cuz like im plush objectum n that falls under paraphilias, or do u mean like The Big Three cuz that’s a bit different. not trying to be annoying just wanna clarify cuz I dont wanna break ur dni >_<
For a short answer, yeah, I mean the big three mainly, not necessarily every single one, so you can interact. I'll try to explain this a bit more under the cut :3
CW: S3xual topics
I'm not into these stuff so I'm not really sure what differentiates paraph1lias from f3tishes exactly, nor if there are more inherently harmful and illegal ones, there probably are, which is why I was very general in my intro, so I understand it might be a bit confusing. My bad. I'll make my dni more specific someday because it's LONG.
I don't really care about other's intimate preferences as long as all parties are adult living humans without a family relation who fully and freely consented, or it's just an inanimate object.
Unless it's something like age play because that's just disguised p3doph1lia to me (don't confuse with agere).
Tsukasa7 hit me like a truck I've been feeling genuinely physically sick since reading it I'm not kidding. How am I supposed to be calm when one of my biggest comfort characters is going through something like that???
This is so ridiculous and it's my fault for relating so deeply to a fictional character.
Pov: you say you want to kys but you actually don’t and instead you need your life to change in a drastic way and you’ve been trying to fix your life and yourself but nothing you’ve tried has done anything so you threaten suicide but really all you need is someone who genuinely cares, a friend, a purpose
Yare yare... Uni is such a drag for an otaku like me 🥀
Yumeship is the only thing keeping me sane at this point but as you can probably guess I've been way too busy to draw personal art so here are picrews of Rui and me :3
I still don't know what to call this ship Rulen? Alui? DinoPlatypus?
Yare yare... Uni is such a drag for an otaku like me 🥀
Yumeship is the only thing keeping me sane at this point but as you can probably guess I've been way too busy to draw personal art so here are picrews of Rui and me :3
I still don't know what to call this ship Rulen? Alui? DinoPlatypus?
