planning to make this a miniseries w the other ow characters đ»
ᄫᥠetched in the surface mizuki ver
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synopsis your boyfriendâs going down on you for the first time after months of dating and sees your old scars
â tags gn reader. mentions of past self harm. nsfw. angst/comfort/fluff. mizuki slipping the fake idgaf mask off
divider by @/pixopix
youâre breathing heavily against the counter, hands on his shoulders for stability, feeing him press his lips on to your stomach after sneaking into your shirt.
âcan i?â mizukiâs muffled voice comes out, giving open mouth kisses down your waist while his fingers fiddle with your pants, waiting for a response.
taking in a deep breath, you lift up your shirt to see him smirk up at you.
ânow iâm tempted to say no.â
he frowns at you rolling your eyes, before you sigh as if youâre making a hard decision.
âyeah, whatever, you can.â
mizuki pouts, hands smoothing up and down the back of your legs. âyeah, i need something more enthusiastic, babe.â
you let out a half scoffâhalf laugh, âyes, please.â he snickers, bowing his head a bit to nip at your belly before he starts unbuttoning your pants.
damn, this is really happening, you think. months of dating and youâre finally gonna feel his mouth on you. the thought of it gets you a little excited.
mizuki hums pleasantly, like he won a prize before letting the clothing fall with a âplapâ on the floor.
âyouâre hot.â he murmurs, teasingly kissing over your underwear and sliding his palms to your thighs, about to slip them off before he pauses.
confused, you look down to see a thoughtful look on his face.
you dont get an answer, feeling him hesitate from the way his body language slows.
another question dies on your throat when you see feel him rub his thumbs up and down the bumps on your skin. across lines that are far too consistent, lines that are far too straight.
heâs tracing them with so much precision that you feel like a deer caught in headlights.
suddenly, you feel a bit awkward. youâre not insecure of your scars, but seeing mizuki being wordless by it⊠the silence brings a little bit of anxiousness out of you.
his thumbs ghost over them softly, eyebrows a bit scrunched, as if heâs having a million thoughts bouncing around his head. you laugh despite yourself, âstill think iâm hot?â
you hope the joke can mask the unease in your voice.
mizuki takes a moment before he can look you in the eye, and the tenderness in there doesnât go unnoticed.
âcourse i doâŠâ he whispers. and it seems that his sudden tone of affection surprised even himself, so he looks back down, leaning close to press his lips on your thigh.
he peppers soft kisses on your scars, movements slow, ready to stop if you ever seemed uncomfortable.
mizuki closes his eyes and nuzzles into your hip, reminding you of a cat.
âi was pretty hornyââ
the sudden absurdity of his comment makes you raise your brows, mouth threatening to curl up.
he suddenly looks up to meet your eyes, ââbut now i just wanna⊠take care of you. likeâ like, making love kinda thing. âs that weird?â
youâre unable to hold yourself back, hands coming up to hide your mouth as you chuckle.
mizuki frowns at that, âokay, message received. you think iâm weird.â
it only makes you laugh more before he stands up to put his hands on your shoulder, eyes intense as he takes in your amusement.
ânot funny, babe. iâm tryna be a good boyfriend.â
you shake your head, feeling your eyes moistening before coming closer to hug him, head burying into his neck. âyouâre a good boyfriend. the best.â
mizuki sighs, lips pressing to your temple but you can hear him smiling too. he pulls back, looking down and snickering at the sight of your pants still pooled around your ankles.
âright, letâs get those offââ he feels you up at the sides, squeezing at your hips, making you squeal in surprise, ââand get to the room cause i need to give you some heavy loving.â
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