Dess Holiday

(A pre-missing Dess/December rp blog)

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*Yooo guess who made a secret social media account????

*(No one snitch, my mom might actually kill me lol)

(Info/headcanons/rules/etc under the cut)

Guess who decided to make a blog for a character we know basically nothing about!

This will be a blog that takes place not that long before Dess goes missing, so for right now she's just a punk teenager!

Info/Headcanons:

Dess is 16 here! I'm putting Noelle and Kris at around 10 for the sake of easiness/for reference (we have no idea what the age gap between the older and younger siblings is so I'm making it up lol, also this means she'll have no idea that current Kris and Noelle are Kris and Noelle if that makes sense)

Aro lesbian beams Dess! (Sorry Dessriel shippers I must live my truth) Official now!

Running with the "Dess is the Knight" theory! Chapter 3 and 4 spoilers beware! Since this is pre-all that there'll be a bit of alluding to that here and there but nothing explicitly stated

Going with "Dess drowned" theory as of chapter 5! How this works with the knigjt theory idk but thats a future me problem

She/her but is chill if you use smth else, girl's not picky or anything

Rules:

Flirty asks are fine but y'all...Dess is 16 here, behave yourselves

No spamming asks! I have a life outside of this blog, believe it or not lol

I'm sorry if a response is late! Once again I have a life outside of tumblr

Not really a rule but something to note: Because we don't know much of anything on Dess right now (at the time of this blog being made, chapters 3 and 4 dropped a few weeks ago), ALL of this could become non-canon/ooc in the blink of an eye

Kris uses they/them, yall (I know this isn't a Kris blog but I just gotta reiterate this for the people that claim its not real)

Magic anon stuff is cool! Just don't abuse your power lol

Other stuff:

Mod is @phoenixablaze666 (I use she/they)

If you're into undertale/deltarune I have a blog for my interpretations of the 6 souls that fell before Frisk @the-fallen-six (it's very dead because no one's sent asks in forever)

I have a spotify playlist for Dess if you're interested: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3zRgas7xVm0ODFywRhUt0H?si=CgdCDYu9SQSsyT22lj3h_g&pi=MApb_u5ZTvylq

Also dropping my design here lol

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Pierce the ground with all your will :)

*I might

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What's your favorite food, if you have any? And speaking of food, do you usually eat at your room or at the table with your family?

Also, don't listen to them, you deserve to rest as much as you can after that whole thing. I hope you can feel better soon ^_^

*Jalapeño poppers! The spicier the better

*For the most part, I try to eat with the family

*Noelle gets so excited talking about her day at school and I love Dad's jokes

*If Mom and I are fighting, though...yeah I'm eating in my room or over at Asriel's place with his family

*The energy at the dinner table is just too weird and awkward otherwise

*...Lately I've been wanting to eat alone but I haven't, for the sake of keeping up appearances and all

*Ah, thanks for that second part

*I'm trying to rest, I really am

*I just feel so restless but the usual shit I would do to clear my head...just isn't an option right now

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Sounds like you want to just... do something crazy. Break the monotony and all. Though Angel knows how that would end.

Maybe you could go for a walk through the forest near town for a while, it might help clear your head for a bit.

I'd recommend doing it during the night, it's the time where the woods is at its most peaceful. Not to mention how it'll be easier to sneak out and not be noticed.

Who knows, you might find something interesting out there.

Or maybe it'll find you...

*I tried that and almost drowned to death

*Don't really feel like going out if I don't have to right now

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How are you feeling? I hope life has been treating you well after... whatever happened at the lake.

*Ehhhhhh

*It's been...weird

*I don't know how to describe it other than weird

*I guess...hollow is a good word? Empty?

*Just been off but not in a sick way or anything

*Life itself has been fine

*Nothing's changed

*It's all...normal

*I don't get it

*If everything's fine then...then why do I feel like this?

*I can't tell anyone about this because then I have to explain I basically tried to kill myself on intrusive thoughts

*(Or...is it impulsive in this case? Whichever one it is)

*Either way I don't need people finding out about that

*So I'm just carrying on, like normal

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Some say that freedom comes with a cost. How much would you willingly give to finally feel free?

*I...I think I'd give just about anything

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Have you ever had to comfort Noelle in the middle of the nights due to nightmares or simply a fear of the dark? If so, how did you usually handle it?

*Every once in a while, yeah

*Usually I'll play some sort of lullaby on my guitar, nothing concrete just making it up as I go

*Or I'll just cuddle with her in my room until she falls asleep and bring her back to her bed then

*I tell her there's nothing to be afraid of

*That the dark is just making her imagination run crazy, nothing's actually out there to get her

*And that if there were something I'd be there right away to protect her

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What songs do you know how to play on the guitar?

*Hm, let me think

*A lot of Christmas songs, they were the first ones I learned

*A couple Fall Out Boy songs, some AC/DC

*Horror movie soundtracks

*There's this riff one of you random voices showed me a while ago, that's stuck with me for some reason

*There's some stuff I've tried to write on my own, got my notes on those somewhere in my room

*I found this video of some guy doing "The Devil Went Down to Georgia" on guitar once, I definitely want to nail that someday

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[ * This kid came up to you. Running. With a smile... wait. Was she flying?! ]

[ * The flying blue kid in question landed in front of you. That same smile never leaving her face. ]

🔪 Uuu, I found you! I found you! I saw Kris' blog and then I saw this cool guitar person! And it's you! Are you a human too? What's your name? Do you like knives????

[ * ... too close for comfort. Or maybe it is okay. You do you. ]

~ @aquaawesomeflowerhumanknives

*W o a h h i-

*[She is definitely suprised by the child's energy. Nothing she can't handle, though! Dess flashes a grin back.]

*Guess you found me? Congrats!

*Nope, monster all the way!

*Knives are awesome! Got an army knife from my dad as a gift last year that I use sometimes. I prefer to use my bat, though! Good for bonking things

*My name's December, but pretty much everyone calls me Dess! What's your name, kid?

[aquaawesomeflowerhumanknives]

🔪 Hee hee! I'm Aqua!

🔪 Uuu, monster? Are you like, a darkner too? Like, uuu... a Kawkaw! Are you?

🔪 Army knife? What's an army? Is it like an arm version of Flowery??? Uuu, is it cool having a bat? Can you cut things with it?? Is it shiny???

🔪 Uee hee hee! I think I'm asking that to Flowery later! Or Seth!

If this is in the lw this would be so funny lol

Dess gets insane and talks to flowers fr fr/jk

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*Nice name!

*A what? No no, I'm...I guess the word is Lightner? I think?

*An army is...okay how do I explain war to a kid...

*An army is a group of people that fight against another group of people

*Usually for money or power or other dumb reasons

*Hell yeah I love my bat! It's more of a hitting weapon than a cutting weapon

*I guess some of the stickers are shiny?

*[Dess shows Aqua her bat, brandishing it proudly.]

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Good luck to everyone who's doing art fight! I'm gonna participate, first year yippee

Here's my profile:

Art Fight

An art gifting game

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[ * This kid came up to you. Running. With a smile... wait. Was she flying?! ]

[ * The flying blue kid in question landed in front of you. That same smile never leaving her face. ]

🔪 Uuu, I found you! I found you! I saw Kris' blog and then I saw this cool guitar person! And it's you! Are you a human too? What's your name? Do you like knives????

[ * ... too close for comfort. Or maybe it is okay. You do you. ]

~ @aquaawesomeflowerhumanknives

*W o a h h i-

*[She is definitely suprised by the child's energy. Nothing she can't handle, though! Dess flashes a grin back.]

*Guess you found me? Congrats!

*Nope, monster all the way!

*Knives are awesome! Got an army knife from my dad as a gift last year that I use sometimes. I prefer to use my bat, though! Good for bonking things

*My name's December, but pretty much everyone calls me Dess! What's your name, kid?

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If you were able to bring someone with you to a fantasy world where you can adventure with them, who would it be and why?

And also, would you try to befriend those you encounter or fight first then ask questions later?

[If you notice this is a repeat from a previous ask, it's because I'm unsure if I hit anonimous before or not, so sorry about that and ignore if I'm wrong-]

*That's a good question...

*Noelle for sure, she's my little sister and I'm sure she'd love to spend time together

*Azzy and Kris too, we're all friends and I know Kris and Noelle are especially joined at the hip

*Bet the kids would love a "real" imaginary adventure

*As for the second question...

*I don't know, actually

*I don't know if I'd necessarily try to befriend everyone but I'm not gonna go out of my way to beat someone's ass if they don't seem hostile

*I can be kinda reckless sometimes but I don't think I'm "hit first, ask questions later" reckless

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This may be a silly question to ask but, do you like cats? Specially black ones?

I myself do. I find them very, very interesting.

*Sure, I like cats

*Black cats tend to have a bad reputation which sucks, they're cute

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are YOU tired of being alone in your thoughts? tired of nothing but silence when you're alone? then you need ThoughtBuddy!! the buddy that's always in your thoughts!

Benefits of getting ThoughtBuddy may include: lack of silence, drowns out the guilt of a thousand endless screams, and NEVER feel alone EVER AGAIN!!

ThoughtBuddy not responsible for any sanity slippage or existential crises that may occur

*Maybe I should invest in a ThoughtBuddy...

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Oh dear December, I'm certain that you'll drag everyone else down with you eventually, if not into the lake, then with the fountains, because despite your desire to run and be free, you can't bear to be alone... you can't bear to leave any of them alone... The darkness will grow and the shadows will cut deep, because you can't stand normal anymore, because you need change.

*...

*[She can't muster the words to come up with a response]

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The lake. Wait. Wait, the lake. The lake. Wait, wait, don't. Don't. Don't wait, the lake. The lake, wait, don't the lake don't wait wait wait don't the lake wait. Wait, wait, love.

*Don't worry, I think I'm gonna avoid the lake...at least for a bit

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* Dess, Dess!

* I uhm... I drew us as knights! Going on adventures and stuff! You'd have a cool black bat that could turn into a sword like your mom's katana and I'd have an awesome black dagger!

* I thought it'd be fittng to give us new skin colors, to fit the magic and stuff. Maybe I could cast fire magic! That'd be awesome!

* But uh.. I hope you like it. I'll bring it over next time we come over, or when you do! Either would be great!

* ... It may have taken me a bit to figure out how to send you the picture with a good quality. And a bit of help from Azzy...

*Kris

*Kris this is the best drawing ever