Enûma Eliš

Survival of the shittiest

[rakhna]

hey as someone who’s been professionally diagnosed with DID i feel kinda uncomfortable with the wording at the end of the callout that (i think?) implies that if he has been medically diagnosed it had to have been a misdiagnosis. Even if someone is displaying some really fake ‘symptoms’ it’s not cool to talk over their psychiatrists/medical professionals. Personally i don’t really think this person HAS been diagnosed with DID, but its to far to say that if they had been, they were misdiagnosed.

Same anon here, I also think that if you’re going to try and debunk this persons DID in general it would be a lot more informative if you included some sort of medical backing for why each faked symptom is/isnt in line with diagnostic standards for DID, rather than using people with DID’s opinion of this persons symptoms as proof that they’re fake. Hope you understand, i think this persons absolutely gross but i worry about the impact this style of ‘debunking’ someones mental illness can have

hi so this obviously isnt gil. the thing is he somehow got diagnosed DID and OSDD and as someone with DID, i know that is not possible. this “style of debunking” is because not everyone has medical grade knowledge of how DID or systems work. im not sure if youre aware, but this is kinnie tumblr. i, as well as the other system who helped me write, had to explain it in the most basic way. not everyone is running to webmd to learn and i knew too many people would have questions because they themselves arent systems and dont experience what we do. actually, i would like to talk to you and hear your opinions on everything because i dont feel obligated on an ask on his blog to explain my thoughts and reasoning. you can send an anon here and ill dm you on my own blog or you can just go there. either or is alright

[rakhna]

yall are gross i hope kaz is okay hail satan this is roy

omg miel towacity roy? do i finally get to meet you after a year? i met blue and pink last year and you were the only one to not show up...

[rakhna]

guess who hacked into gil’s account again? <3

[lastencoregraphics]

Defeat them? You’ll defeat those goddesses? Siduri, these fools may make me laugh myself to death! Wow, that was a good one. I’ll put it down in the court records. It’ll say “The king is in great abdominal pain.”

[rakhna]

exorcizamus te, omnis immunde spiritus, omni satanica potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta diabolica, in nomini et virtute Domini nostri Jesu Christi, eradicare et effugare a Dei Ecclesia, ab animabus ad imaginem Dei conditis ac pretioso divini Agni sanguini redemptis.

This one gets the A for effort award

[kurumayu]

[lastencoregraphics]

In the first light of dawn Gilgamesh cried out, “I made you rest on a royal bed, you reclined on a couch at my left hand, the princes of the Earth kissed your feet. I will cause all the people of Uruk to weep over you and raise the dirge of the dead. The joyful people will stoop with sorrow; and when you have gone to the Earth I will let my hair grow long for your sake, I will wander through the wilderness in the skin of a lion.” 

The next day also, in the first light, Gilgamesh lamented; seven days and seven nights he wept for Enkidu, until the worm fastened on him. Only then he gave him up to the earth, for the Annunaki, the judges, had seized him.

[absolutesanctuary]

Hey there! It’s been a while. Gilgamesh Belial Disdainful, back from the grave. ❤️

I’ve been keeping up with everyone’s cute accusations from the beyond, and responded to absolutely none of them this whole time because 1. I have no reason to deign to do so 2. spending time with my wife/schoolwork/Video games is far more important and interesting to me, of course. When I say “cute”, also, I mean “false”. When I made a post last (August, I believe) I was scared for my reputation, for my safety… Everything I said then was true, that I had no idea what was going on, what the accusations were based off of, etc etc, and was also pretty frightened since false accusations on Tumblr when all my acquaintances knew where I lived at the time may have threatened my actual physical safety. Now, having laughed over the way words have been twisted, and memories I don’t hold have been interpreted by amateur detectives, I no longer have reason to be scared. Though… If this is the conclusion you have all come to, with no real rhyme or reason as far as I can tell, then I’ll simply enjoy it from afar. Yes I sound like an anime villain. Yes I am sitting back in my office chair drinking tea and reciting this to Siri as I play Skyrim in another window. I’m here for Babylonia anime content, actually, that’s the entire reason I opened Tumblr at all. Add me on FGO NA 654,116,304 / JP 497,231,270

— Moon & Star 💌

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

CALLOUT FOR: @DISDAINFUL

This is a callout for user @disdainful. Yes, an actual callout this time. 

Past urls: disdainful, shiijose, npdjimin, micdropbyjin, domtopjoseph, ch0ukei, etc.

Past names: Juna, Gilgamesh, Luci, Jamil, Demitrius, Belial, etc.

General tws: pedophilia, grooming 

Link to callout here.

In this callout is a testimony from a victim of Gil’s alter, who has allowed me to post the screenshots provided censored. This is not petty drama anymore, this is serious now with pedophilia involved.

If you don’t know, there is current “drama” regarding disdainful and myself, Alexandra (milftual). This was caused because of petty drama that Gil brought up himself. I have tried MULTIPLE times to reach out to Gil in order to solve this. He has refused to accept the invitation to talk every time. Because of this, however, Gil has been putting the blame of him receiving anons on me as a scapegoat and has manipulated people into thinking that I am the one starting this. He has, again, manipulated the situation towards me so that he cannot face his own actions and thoughts, though I have offered to talk with him regarding it. 

There are multiple people who do not agree with Gil and have come forth to apologize to me after learning about his true nature. Despite this there are some people who still trust Gil. I highly encourage you to read this even if you do not believe me.

Remember, this is the victim’s story, not mine. Hear them out. Let their voice be heard.

Please read the callout thoroughly before sending questions. Stay safe and block.

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

EDIT: (8/21/19) 

CALLOUT UPDATE: 

Another victim has come out. This time it is from a 13 year old who had experiences with Kazu as well. The Google Doc has been updated to reflect what has been said. The victim has given me permission to post this. Trigger warnings have updated on this too.

Please reread the callout in full AND reblog it. Thank you.

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

EDIT: (8/25/19)

CALLOUT UPDATE:

We apologize for the wait, we wanted to get as much information and context that we could. In this (hopefully final) update, we have discussed how Gil’s system is fake. It has been confirmed by multiple systems as well as one of Gil’s closest friends that it is fake.

Gil, just come forward. Dm Alex, we’ve all had enough of you hiding from this. Say something and come forward. Apologize.

Please reread the callout in full and reblog it AGAIN. Thank you for being patient.

[rakhna]

Noticed while going through his blog that he posted Belial in a school girl uniform can we spell transmisogyny.

[rakhna]

Sorry for not answering you anon, I had to find the archive. Thank you for pointing this out. However we can’t speak on that topic but here it is incase anyone didn’t see it.  Anyways the picture in and of itself is horrible cause 1) its sexualizing the love live uniforms because op emphasizes the bulge he has while wearing said outfit and 2) it is, once again, transmisogynistic

[rakhna]

Have you guys heard from Gil’s partner? I don’t think I’ve seen it posting and I’m not sure if it was aware of all that Gil has done so I’m hoping it’s ok.

We haven’t heard from it so far. A few others & us have already tried to reach out to it about what has been going on to make sure its safe. We’re praying for its safety right now and hope its just taking a break from the internet.

[rakhna]

what urls does disdainful have saved (that arent in use)

anon. i wrote it all out for you.

azraezel

kyoukaisei

fakearcher

godfuckers

jinseikachi

12dichlorobenzene

yandereboyfriends

bloodmention

kohakumerryabsolutesanctuaryxkamideresugagodkinyoongisjinniebfcypherkeeperyandereseokjincypher3mutualkazuyahadzukidearhoseokiexcvpher3cypherthirdchaotichyungstonedbtscypher3edyanderejiminhyyhforvervnglfgrdfrilakkyuunhoneyjiminieraindrqpsdearhoseokiesjungkook-against-sjwsjiminpussyindulgencejiminkkumaaphobejiminhomoflexiblesugacrabjiminjoseokswingsminbluengisoapyboyspsychoticjiminkyokichindenlavishyoongi1versedae17micdropgodkinyowongicypherlinesvocallinecypheremoseokjinaphobesugaspookgismicdropbyjinitsyoongibitchaspdsugasantisocialyoongibitchvirusfactkinyoongijiltuleull37ireeeeeeeeattackonbngtanminlovegigodkinyoongisugazuyaj1nsvgajangiire5l7xnarutokinyoongicockslutsugaminmochasjaemyinjangireaceyspaceyjungkooksoftboyfruitappletoesfkgcdsfkgcdsswimmysnowyssugajackgravensteinminmochayandereyoongikyokichindenssetsunakibatsuruihadzukiariesyoongifakeboyfriendscrewiliveforjikooksjinsgahogahitsujhkotohpyarsajnacrystalsnowbyjindbhfdfharoacenamjoonsuccubusdioyanderediobwoodystweamdiobrandoagainstaphobessunflowerzephhelir3ttoukanfkgc-calloutfhjdlrdhgfjsenkofumetsujojokingodtzeperiyuurioniceowospeedwagonpersonalitydisorderfleshnareffsuperbitchtardgodkindiospeedwagonpersonalitydiisorderjyouzaismutprincejosephshiijosesjosephjoestarahegaoi-love-wet-ukesshiijosedomtopafeclaudevnglkaidakazuerkhnakatayokunotoriaspdarjunabotsukarunatamakiannrakhnasatsueminpdjimindisdainfulzkiriminediarmuidsaberlogicairforcejustenkiduandtheirgungilgamandiasduruanki

[rakhna]

Noticed while going through his blog that he posted Belial in a school girl uniform can we spell transmisogyny.

[rakhna]

Okay we got all our evidence, heres his gore blog. Report it while youre at it too!​ A majority of gore looks very real maybe it is real who knows!

@bloodmention

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

CALLOUT FOR: @DISDAINFUL

This is a callout for user @disdainful. Yes, an actual callout this time. 

Past urls: disdainful, shiijose, npdjimin, micdropbyjin, domtopjoseph, ch0ukei, etc.

Past names: Juna, Gilgamesh, Luci, Jamil, Demitrius, Belial, etc.

General tws: pedophilia, grooming 

Link to callout here.

In this callout is a testimony from a victim of Gil’s alter, who has allowed me to post the screenshots provided censored. This is not petty drama anymore, this is serious now with pedophilia involved.

If you don’t know, there is current “drama” regarding disdainful and myself, Alexandra (milftual). This was caused because of petty drama that Gil brought up himself. I have tried MULTIPLE times to reach out to Gil in order to solve this. He has refused to accept the invitation to talk every time. Because of this, however, Gil has been putting the blame of him receiving anons on me as a scapegoat and has manipulated people into thinking that I am the one starting this. He has, again, manipulated the situation towards me so that he cannot face his own actions and thoughts, though I have offered to talk with him regarding it. 

There are multiple people who do not agree with Gil and have come forth to apologize to me after learning about his true nature. Despite this there are some people who still trust Gil. I highly encourage you to read this even if you do not believe me.

Remember, this is the victim’s story, not mine. Hear them out. Let their voice be heard.

Please read the callout thoroughly before sending questions. Stay safe and block.

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

EDIT: (8/21/19) 

CALLOUT UPDATE: 

Another victim has come out. This time it is from a 13 year old who had experiences with Kazu as well. The Google Doc has been updated to reflect what has been said. The victim has given me permission to post this. Trigger warnings have updated on this too.

Please reread the callout in full AND reblog it. Thank you.

[ivebeensuicidalforalongtimesorr]

EDIT: (8/25/19)

CALLOUT UPDATE:

We apologize for the wait, we wanted to get as much information and context that we could. In this (hopefully final) update, we have discussed how Gil’s system is fake. It has been confirmed by multiple systems as well as one of Gil’s closest friends that it is fake.

Gil, just come forward. Dm Alex, we’ve all had enough of you hiding from this. Say something and come forward. Apologize.

Please reread the callout in full and reblog it AGAIN. Thank you for being patient.

[rakhna]

im p sure gil said he was going someplace w/o internet for a week....hoping he fuckin says something im so. upset n disgusted

Hi anon! We’re waiting for him too so we’ve been taking the time to properly gather info instead of being in a rush. He sure has a lot of explaining to do once hes back though!

[rakhna]

has gil emerged anywhere or is he hiding like a coward?

Hi anon! We got into his discord and he has been ghosting everyone. On discord and tumblr, he only had 2 asks when we logged it. No dms on either account.