Maya Masita Ramadhani

You Know My Name Not My Story

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Blessing on my 30’s :)

MMR

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Welcome to the 30's club! Even though it feels like the soul is still burning at the age of 25, it's grateful to be at the age it is now. Getting older teaches many things. The circle is getting narrower (actually, I myself have narrowed the circle), but that's okay, because I still feel the warmth of the people who love me. I hope all these blessings will be maintained until the end of my life. Thanks to me, myself, you are amazing. Happy birthday to me! 🫰🏻

MMR

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If I knew being an adult would keep me away from my family, I would choose to remain a toddler!!!

MMR

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If you are a solver, and solving another problem, it was really easy. But.... If the problem on your family, it more than difficult. Trust me, very heavy!

MMR

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Come on May!! Just hold on for a few months. Just be patient, take a deep breath. Try to think of beautiful things. Why every year the problem never changes!!? Come on!!!

MMR

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I’m not okay!

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Lost Again!

Hello kamu bayi 2 minggu.

Aku ketemu kamu didunia ini baru 2 minggu, belum sempat dikasih nama, bahkan ada orang baik yg berniat mengadopsi kamu, tapi sepertinya Tuhan berkehendak lagi.

Dari semalam aku mulai curiga, kenapa kamu kok ga ikut menyusu seperti adik-adikmu yg lain. Kenapa kamu mencoba menjauhi ibu dan adik-adikmu meski udh coba dideketin. Pagi ini tepat jam 6, aku denger suara seperti kesakitan. Aku refleks bangun dan ternyata bener itu suara kamu kesakitan dijemput ajal.

Kamu hidup tanpa pernah sedikitpun menyusahkan siapa-siapa. Kelahiranmu adalah berkah. Maaf aku tidak memperhatikanmu selama ini. Maaf untuk semuanya.

Lagi, aku bertemu dengan perpisahaan. Lagi.

Rest in Peace tanpa nama ❤

MMR

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I miss you so much dad.

I miss when we talk in the back garden.

I miss when we fight just because of the TV remote.

I miss you when we practice tennis.

I miss when we have dinner together.

I miss when we fight over my future.

I miss when you embrace my shoulder.

I really miss you papa.

MMR

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I have promised myself, in the future I have to celebrate Eid with my family. Again and again I was reminded, God has other wills.

MMR

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During these 4 years, I used to live alone. Everyday routine that just repeats itself. Until finally stuck in the comfort zone.

"Comfort zone with solitude".

MMR

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Alright, this month 's favorite music is jeng..jeng..jeng.. 🌝🌝

MMR

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I'm tired, but I don't want to stay still.

MMR

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Hi Leo ❤

Kali ini aku ga bakal muluk-muluk. I just wanna say sorry for everything. Dari sehatmu sampai matimu, aku ga memberikan yang terbaik. Sampai matimu pun hanya aku balut dengan beberapa kain dan aku taruh di samping tempat sampah disaat hujan. Aku ga mengharapkan maafmu Leo, tapi aku harap kau bahagia ditempatmu yang baru.

Rasanya singkat banget ya kebersamaan kita, tapi Leo yang paling setia nemenin penghujung 2020 dan Awal 2021. Goodbye Leo, you always in my heart. Rest in Peace (September 2020 - February 2021) ❤

MMR

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Love it ❤

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Niat dan tujuan baik aja kadang sering disalah artikan. Lalu?

MMR

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“Let’s face it … people and events are going to continue to both hurt and disappoint you. Among the people will be those you most love, as well as those you least know. Seldom is it their intent to purposely hurt you, but rather, a variety of situations mostly beyond your control will cause them to act, speak, or think in ways which can have an adverse effect upon you, your present feelings and emotions, and the way your life upholds. It has been this way through six thousand years of recorded history, and your hurt or grief is not the first time a human has been deeply hurt by the inappropriate actions of another. The only way to avoid being touched by life––the good as well as the bad––is to withdraw from society, and even then you will disappoint yourself, and your imagining about what is going on out there will haunt you and hurt you. Knowing this, there is but one solution that will support you when people and events hurt you, and that is to learn to work harder on your personal growth than anything else. Since you cannot control the weather, or the traffic, or the one you love, or your neighbors, or your boss, then you must learn to control you … the one whose response to the difficulties of life really counts.”

— Jim Rohn

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"Then you must learn to control you.."

The best part, inspiration ❤