ramblingautisticman

"He has risen baby girl!" (He/Him, 19)

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So I do write fanfiction on A03 because obviously I do, so here are links (I'll try and keep this updated) to them! I'll post the link for the collection, then the individual posts in the collection!

(Also, yes, I can't spell, no, I don't check anything before I post it, and yes, I will eventually update them to be spelt correctly. Can I be assed right now? Nope. Enjoy my bad writing!!)

(I do also make edits on tiktok, so go check that out if ya want! I'm @datagaywithdaboiz over there!)

Mouth And Peanut

○ Everyone Must Stand Alone. - Wade/Logan

○ What To Do Once You Save The World - Deadpool and Wolverine tumblr rants reposted to A03 (because they are practically fanfictions anyway).

○ A Feeling 200 Years In The Making - Wade/Logan.

○ And They Were Gamers! - Wade/Logan.

○ A Gift In The Making - Wade/Logan Christmas Special 2024!

○ Silence Is Deadly - Wade/Logan.

○ A Familiar Name - Wade/Logan. Kind of.

○ It's The Simple Things - Wade/Logan. (Drabble from Tumble).

The Doctor And The Science Officer

○ Drunk Because Of You - Spock/Leonard

○ The Time Spent Loving - Spock/Leonard

○ The Musical Story Of Mr Spock And Dr Leonard Horatio McCoy - Spock/Leonard

I hope yall enjoy reading em (if you do)!

( @onecinder here ya go! What To Do Once You Save The World has the dyslexic post in it!)

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So a small ramble purely cause I have no one to talk to and need to just rant-

But does anyone else have no contact with family members but still sometimes want to talk to them?

Like, I don't talk to my dad anymore or my brother, or my aunt or grandfather on my dad's side, but sometimes I do miss doing certain things with them?

Like, I have ALOT of issues with my dad, but he was the only person I could talk to about nerdy stuff? And I miss playing Minecraft with my brother and talking about random shit with my aunt?

Sometimes I just want my dad and my brother, but not the versions they are now.

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My favourite thing to do is just disects and look at how terrible some of my favourite movies and shows are.

Come one, star trek is insane- specifically original star trek-

ONE OF THE MOVIES IS THEM GOING BACK IN TIME TO SAVE WHALES AND THATS OBVIOUSLY MY FAVOURITE ONE

Another great example is Columbo and Murder She Wrote.

Amazing shows, love them with all my heart, some of the acting is insane????? The most insane shit ever?? Some of the stunts- if you can call them that- and the production is crazy????

AVALANCHE IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE MOVIES AND ITS THE WORST FILM EVER MADE

I do have to obviously mention MST3K because without them I wouldn't have seen some of my favourite terrible movies, such as Mac and Me and Gamora.

I love my terrible movies and shows so much 😭

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Still never getting over Logan saying Scott's name first.

Like- everyone else is grouped- "Jean, Storm, Beast"- that's grouped.

Scott's name is first and separated.

Like....come on....

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Made an edit for the first time in years??

Obviously it's good omens cause.....what else would it be??

WARNING FOR FLASHING IMAGES!

(also all my edits are posted on tiktok and my account is @datagaywithdaboiz)

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Another Good Omens 3 ramble, I'm not even apologising it's stuck in my head and no one else I know has watched it 😭

"Why give me Crowley? Why make me complete then take it away?"

We gotta look at this more.

It says a lot about how Aziraphale has changed. The way he words it- "then take it away"- that's him finally acknowledging that God controls everything. That he can't change what happens because God is the dealer and he's just being handed the cards in a specific order.

Like an hour earlier in the finale Aziraphale is still saying that he just wanted to change it- that he could change it if he just got to be in charge- and Crowley is telling him that "no, you can't, God controls everything, you're a pawn on her chess board." and even then Aziraphale is still saying that he isn't, that he can fix things.

It takes a lot, but Aziraphale has finally broken free of the claws Heaven had dug into him. He's finally accepted that God controls it. That he tried so hard to be good, to be the best Angel he could, but none of it mattered because God was always going to destroy everything, and God was always going to take Crowley away, and everything was exactly how God wanted it to play out.

It's also a big thing for him to say out loud. He's never verbally stated that sort of thing before. He's shy and blushes quickly and doesn't really do things for himself- just does things for others or for good or for god- and this was him finally doing something for himself.

This was his chance, and he is taking it.

That's why he says it's Crowley's choice. Because realistically, he probably knows that if he said what he wanted- him and Crowley to just be together and be happy- that Crowley would feel bad for suggesting that they save humanity. That Crowley might've changed what he said. And that's him being both selfish and selfless. They both know what's happening, they both know what it is, but both of them can't do it. Aziraphale can't take away Crowley's wish, and Crowley doesn't want to risk saying he wants Aziraphale just incase. He also knows that, deep down, humanity is important. It should be given another chance- a chance that is actually free from some great plan.

Anyway, ramble over, probably more to come in and hour.

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More good omens 3 rants

LOOK I GET THE WHOLE "SO NOTHING MATTERED AND NOW THEY ARE HUMANS AND IT SUCKS" STUFF BUT HEAR ME OUT

It took them meeting once to get together as humans.

Once.

That's all that they needed- take away everything that was in their way- take away heaven and hell and the weight of the world on their shoulders and the first thing they do when they see eachother is falling in love.

It fits. It sucks that it's the ending and we could've had more but it fits them so fucking good.

And yeah, okay, maybe they could've been happy. Maybe they could've been selfish enough to just have eachother and let humanity be forgotten but that's not them. They love humanity- they spend 6,000 years together fighting for humanity- and there is no world in which they let that fall away to nothing.

The ending isn't perfect but it fits, and they are happy- they are happy when they disappear together and then find eachother again as humans.

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Another Good Omens 3 ramble...

I'm not obsessed you are...

So can we talk about their wish?

Now, them wanting to save humanity- to let humans be who they truly want- that felt super in character for them both. I loved it personally, and I think some people maybe miss the point.

Their is ALOT of people (on tiktok anyway) that I've seen mention the fact Aziraphale wants Crowley to say that he just wants him- that he is finally ready for it- and Crowley does what you probably expect Aziraphale to say "saving humanity".

Now, I think it fits.

Crowley is selfish in season 2 because instead of agreeing to go to heaven to make things right, he begs Aziraphale to leave with him- to let them be an us. He just wants to have Aziraphale and that's it, that's all he cares about- while Aziraphale is the one being selfless.

We all know Aziraphale feels the same, has done for more years than Crowley even knew he loved Aziraphale, but he never takes the leap- the closest we get is the dancing. At the end of season 2, even though he knows he's ruining his relationship with Crowley, he goes up to heaven because he wants to fix things. He wants so badly to fix everything and for everyone to be happy, even if that means him being unhappy in return.

Now, this all flips in the finale.

Crowley is stood their, wanting Aziraphale and him to finally be happy together, but instead his wish is about saving humanity.

Aziraphale wants to save humanity but is finally ready to be selfish, wanting him and Crowley to get their turn at being together.

It fits perfect. They flip, but it's not out of character.

Crowley is never really selfish. He's a demon sure, but he's always helping people and avoiding actual evil tasks. His soul focus is Aziraphale- saving him, getting him food he enjoys, saving his books- fucking walking in a church?! So in season 2 it makes sense that he chooses them.

In season 3 he's finally doing what is best for everybody, and says what he knows Aziraphale would want and also what he secretly wants too.

Now I wouldn't say Aziraphale is selfish, but he does have a lot of religious trauma basically. He feels this need to be good and do good, feels like he is never doing enough and like he's bad if he isn't actively helping people. So his decision in S2 makes complete sense.

In S3 he's finally ready to take what he wants, finally ready to have it, but he knows that deep down that isn't the right thing to do.

They both do what they know is the right thing, despite both wanting the selfish thing.

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Spoilers for Good Omens 3

"you were able to value your love for him" brother what????

Aziraphale left him for heaven- and yeah okay, there is more to it than that- but Crowley valued his love for Aziraphale MORE than Aziraphale did his love from Crowley.

And they both love eachother fully, I'm not saying Crowley loves Aziraphale more than Aziraphale loves Crowley, but Aziraphale always pushed it to the side while Crowley did it open and honestly.

I'm not saying he didn't value his love but damn- that felt like it was more fitting for Crowley than Aziraphale- especially with the whole "demons can't feel love" thing??

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Another spoiler of good omens 3 below the line!!

So....while I did like it, my one huge annoyance was Crowley's reaction to Aziraphales question to God.

Firstly, let's look at what he says because damn.

"Why give me Crowley? Why make me complete then take it away?"

Now, my issue is not with the question at all, this felt like a really nice way to do Aziraphale finally having his confession, but Crowley doesn't even flinch.

Crowley just stands there , says "you won't get an answer" and that's it??

Crowley doesn't even fucking react to Aziraphale finally admitting his feelings for him basically??? Not one little flinch? Not one side eye?

And his response? It felt so out of character and weird to me? And I have no clue if it's just me, but it's the one huge thing I found with the finale.

I get that there are definitely other scenes that felt alittle out of character, but this one felt the most out of the norm.

I think Crowley should've had some reaction, stood up alittle and looked at Aziraphale for a moment, not said what he did in response, just let it linger for a moment. Let God say what they said in response, then have the two talk.

Crowley's comment just confused the hell out of me??

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And the rambles behind so-

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT SPOILERS

!!!GOOD OMENS SEASON 3 SPOILERS BELOW!!

Okay so......I have no body else to talk too about this so Tumblr will have to suffer for it.

The finale was good. I enjoyed it.

Did the whole "they turn into humans and fall in love thing" feel slightly cheesy and cheap? Yeah, but ya know what? It was way better than what I thought we would have.

Also, you can clearly see where episodes would cut or where extra detail would've been in a longer show. I do think this was probably how it was going to end originally, but with way more build up and time.

Muriel doing their little detective thing definitely would've been more prominent in a 6 episode series, we would've had more build up surrounding the angels and everything, we definitely would've had more Crowley being depressed and struggling with going on- but I think, realistically, they did really good with it.

I love all of the fanfiction tropes? Bookshop AU? Crowley loving stars AND writing books about it??? Aziraphale being a little bookshop helper?? The house and the garden and the nightingale??

They did really do everything we wanted in a way.

But yeah- seriously- I think it was really good. Again, not 100%, I have some issues, but I was so much happier with it than I thought I'd be.

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Just finished Good Omens 3 and...man was it way better than I expected???

Was it what anyone really wanted? No. Was it what the fans or actors/crew deserved? No. Do I think the ending is good? Yes.

It's not what I expected, you can tell where more detail would've been in the show, where episodes would've come in and changed, but honestly? It was 10 times better than what I thought we would get.

I can feel the hyperfixation coming back in full force, and my college course is ending in a week, so be prepared for possibly many rambles about this.

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CALEB WIDOGAST SAYS MELT ICE (based off of Liam’s post)

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Every time Nott casually refers to herself as ugly or unattractive, I have to fight the urge to collapse to the floor and cry. Girl what are you talking about I went to Pretty Girl City and EVERYBODY knew you

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NO BECAUSE SHE IS SO CUTE AND LIKE YEAH OKAY SHE IS A GOBLIN BUT SO WHAT? LIKE CALEB AND THE OTHERS HAVE NOT ONCE EVEN MENTIONED THE FACT SHE IS A GOBLIN IN A NEGATIVE LIGHT OR SAID ANYTHING BAD ABOUT HER APPEARANCE SO LIKE?? MY GIRL NEEDS A LIL PEP TALK FROM JESTER-

[woodswizatd]

This came to me in a dream

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Accurate.

[keperaz]

just a wizard and his cat

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My stinky baby

[rhythmiccicada]

something about Essek growing his hair out when he’s married to Caleb, when he hangs around the Nein and they feel like family.

then he cuts his hair short again after Caleb dies and maybe never grows it out again.

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Hahaha did you want me to sob on my floor?