the lone wolf

julain ramsey | 19 | erudite | student hey there, i'm julian. don't let the looks fool you, i can probably school you on an intelligence exam if i really wanted too.

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

Just don’t go too mad okay? I wouldn’t want to have to put you into a mental asylum. That almost makes you sound like the super villain out of some comic book. [Dominic smirked.] That’s kind of hot actually; my very own super villain. I think dessert would be the only thing we’d be having, but yes dessert first. [He arched a brow deviously.] Are you sure you have enough whipped cream to find all of my sweet spots? [Dominic couldn’t help but grin at the crooked smile that was plastered on Julian’s face. He was just too adorable for his own good and Dominic couldn’t get enough of it.] I don’t think I could ever get the right amount of cockiness or sarcasm to sound just like you. You’re one of a kind and too damn sexy to mimic one-hundred percent. [He smiled thinking about Julian and him having their own house one day.] Forever and ever.

[ramification-ramsey]

I never want to be in a mental asylum, so for your sake and my own, i'll tone down the evil just a wee bit. I could dig being a super villain, that'd be awesome! [He couldn't help but grin.] Well, who else would I have to torture? [Julian grinned evilly, leaning forward to bite Dominic's lower lip. Letting go he tried to pull off his best evil laugh.] I can always buy some more. We'd need more for seconds anyway.. [He winked.] You're clearly the sweetest man on this earth, but I think we both may have to take a tie in the "too damn sexy"  category. [Smiling, Julian nodded a placed a hand on Dom's cheek running his thumb across it.] Always.

[thekindandbrave]

The Draw - Lucas and Julian

[thekindandbrave]

Tagged: Lucas Howell and Julian Ramsey

Location: Around 5 PM

Time: Through Chicago’s streets downtown

General Notes: Lucas seemed to be feeling down and Julian offered an ear to listen.

Side Notes: Added this so the dash doesn’t get cluttered! :)

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Julian turned his head toward Lucas, raising a brow. "A who? And who might that be?"  Being Erudite, it was Julian's job to study things. Manuals, books, learn about the world and it's functions; but Julian also had learned how to study people too. It didn't even take an Erudite to clearly note that Lucas was putting himself under some serious pressure, and that whomever he was hiding his feelings for, it was clearly causing Lucas immense anxiety.

It also didn't Julian very long to figure out what this conversation was about. In reality, he hadn't gone through this battle with himself. Maybe that's what made Julian different from Lucas - he instead of hiding from the feelings he developed for Dominic, acted upon them. Sure he had some anxiety about it all, but in the end he chose to follow his heart. "You know, I read somewhere that love is the strongest emotion. It conquers all, because of the ties and connections that the bond of love makes." Julian looked away from Lucas for a moment seamlessly wondering if the reason he chose to have this conversation with him was because of his relationship with Dominic, but that didn't matter. "Love is love, no matter how you go about it.  In my opinion, you can love whomever you want - the faction, race, or gender does not matter." Without some lengthy, scholarly description Julian figured it was best to just eave it at that.

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

I wasn’t going to say anything, but maybe just a little bit. {He couldn’t help but laugh with Julian as he poked the side of his own head.} You need to get to work making this clone now. {He smirked deviously at Julian’s challenge.} I would love to see you try and find them all. You’d definitely be the dessert, I wouldn’t be able to wait to have you. You have to admit that I got pretty close to sounding like you though. {Dominic crossed his arms in what little space he had between himself and Julian.} We already had that conversation remember?

[ramification-ramsey]

Right, let me just hunker down in my evil lab in my basement and I'll get right to work on cloning myself. I'll be the mad scientist of Chicago - that'll be my new name. [Julian laughed.] So are you saying then, dessert first? I'm okay with that. I know I have a can of whipped cream at my place too, it'd make finding those spots even more fun and you all the more yummy. [Julian had a stupid crook sided smile plastered on his face. If they weren't here at this rave Dom's clothes would already be off.] Maybe just a little, but you have to add the right amount of cockiness and sarcasm to make it jusssst right. I remember, but like I said. If anything it'd be later on. We have all the time in the world, right?

[teamlockwood]

[thekindandbrave]

The Draw - Lucas and Julian

[thekindandbrave]

Tagged: Lucas Howell and Julian Ramsey

Location: Around 5 PM

Time: Through Chicago’s streets downtown

General Notes: Lucas seemed to be feeling down and Julian offered an ear to listen.

Side Notes: Added this so the dash doesn’t get cluttered! :)

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[ramification-ramsey]

Tagged: Lucas Howell and Julian Ramsey

Location: Around 5 PM

Time: Through Chicago’s streets downtown

General Notes: Lucas seemed to be feeling down and Julian offered an ear to listen.

Side Notes: Added this so the dash doesn’t get cluttered! :)

Julian's eyes were firmly staring at the ground now, a bitter smirk turned on the edges of his lips and he dug his hands further into his pants pockets. If only Lucas knew what he'd been through; the kinds of things he himself went through to get to where he was now. Biting his lip, Julian sighed, nodding his head once. This was the last thing he wanted to talk about but, if Lucas was desperate for advice, Julian would try and help.

Turning his head to Lucas, Julian nodded again, as if to reassure even him of what he was going to say. "For a long time, I never knew what I wanted. I was a kid who had everything and nothing at all. I never knew true love, and I did some bad things to some good people that I deeply regret." Julian paused trying to collect his thoughts before moving on. "That was when I realized, I couldn't be fixed. How can you fix something that's so badly broken in the first place? My first instinct was to drink so much you'd just forget it all, my next was you could try and murder and few bookcases - but that only ended in a very bruised shoulder and a lot of community service hours at the library I still have yet to payoff." A small smile filled his lips at the thought.  He sighed, continuing. "Then one night I tagged along with a few Dauntless friends and went to this stupid party. It was at a strip club, no less. I was having a good time, when things started to get fuzzy. Then I remember waking up and all my so-called friends had left, leaving me only with Dominc at the party - and well, the rest is history." Julian laughed lightly. "I guess it was only when I truly met him I learned that some things couldn't be fixed, they only need time to heal.  You just have to find that right person who can be there to help put the band-aids on." Julian didn't know if he answered Lucas' question or not, or if he was simply speaking his mind. In truth, Dominic was still helping him heal, adding one more bandage every day. "Somehow, I think this "talk" is supposed to be more about you, rather than me though, so what's making you feel this way?"

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

You’d like that ego boost wouldn’t you? As long as the real you is the one that stays with me all the time then that’s alright with me. {He grinned from ear to ear.} I hope not too accomplished because that’s just one of the spots that you’ve found. {Dominic smirked evilly before sticking out his tongue at Julian.} Are you trying to butter me up Mr. Ramsey? You had me at having you for dinner, of course I would accompany you. {He laughed at his impression of Julian.} You’ve been looking for a place haven’t you?

[ramification-ramsey]

I do have kind of a big head, don't I? [He laughed poking the side of it.] I guess I would. Well of course I would be with you, the clone can do all the boring stuff. I'd spend all my time with you, if I could. [A small frown fell on Julian's face, until Dominic stuck out his tongue that is. Then his frown turned upside down.] You know with that big ego I have I bet I can find them all. I might be; I think I'd be more the dessert, don't you? Oh I don't sound like that! [Julian rolled his eyes and laughed.] I started too, yeah. Or, you could just move in with me.

[bethanyloveless-blog]

Thanks, these frigid temperatures knocked me on my ass, I have to get accustomed to wearing hats, I hate getting sick. But thankfully for you people in blue and your medicines I’m back to my glorious self, haha.

So is there anything new? I’m sure something has happened in the week that I was home.

[ramification-ramsey]

Yeah the weather has been a little crazy lately. Getting sick is the worst, I've been lucky so far. Now that I've said that though watch I'll come down with a cold. [Julian smiled.] Glad we could, I'd hate having to visit you in the hospital.

Well, uhm. I have a - [Julian grinned.] I have a boyfriend.

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

{Dominic grinned as Julian pulled away from the kiss.} When you’re around I don’t have any problems, when you’re not that’s a completely different story. {His features grew sad for a split second before a smile crept in on his lips again.} You’re the only one that knows about that spot on my neck too, you should feel accomplished. {He nodded once.} We do fit together, it’s kind of like we were made for each other. Yes I know that sounded cheesy but it’s true. {Dominic smirked when he saw the blush creep into Julian’s cheeks, but didn’t say anything.} I’ve never had Dauntless cake before and I’d rather have you than a pony or a noble steed any day. {He arched a brow playfully.} Whose bed did you wake up in again? I think I’m in the lead.

[ramification-ramsey]

How much of a different story? I'm all ears. Maybe I can invent something that there can be two of me, one that's always with you and one that's always at work! [Julian laughed at the idea.] I do feel accomplished, very actually. [Julian smirked, his ego was about the size of a blimp in his brain at the moment.] Very cheesey, but it's a cute thought, just like you. Well, lucky for you I have connections. You will have me and some of this amazing Dauntless cake for dinner tonight. That is if you'd so kind as to accompany me? That's just because we don't have our own place, yet.

[bethanyloveless-blog]

Oh my, I am so happy to see you! Hmm maybe I did fall off the face of the earth haha, I did have a cold. And I have no idea where Ivy has been…oh well, you’re here now, how are you my love?

[ramification-ramsey]

It's great to see you too! Well, I'm glad you're better now. Ivy? Yeah I haven't seen her much either. I'm sure she'll be out and about soon enough though. Oh, I'm actually pretty good, thanks. 

[bethanyloveless-blog]

Where on earth is everyone? This place has turned into a complete ghost town.

[ramification-ramsey]

The question is where have you been Ruby? I think you fell off the face of the earth, but, I'm glad your back!

[thekindandbrave]

The Draw - Lucas and Julian

[ramification-ramsey]

Tagged: Lucas Howell and Julian Ramsey

Location: Around 5 PM

Time: Through Chicago’s streets downtown

General Notes: Lucas seemed to be feeling down and Julian offered an ear to listen.

Side Notes: Added this so the dash doesn’t get cluttered! :)

"Yeah, I'm sure too." Julian nodded, offering Lucas a small smile. Julian had an inkling that something was up. After their small conversation, Julian noted that Lucas didn't seem entirely too well, happy really. Did talking about Dominic around him make him uncomfortable? Well, Lucas had asked after all. Julian thought about asking if he was alright, when Lucas seemed to come right out with it anyway.  "Yes?" Just the way Lucas had said his name, the way he walked, he just didn't seem one hundred percent okay. Julian was actually beginning to worry for him. He furrowed his brow and turned to look at him with a reassuring nod. "Uhm, alright. Sure, what's on your mind?" 

Usually Julian wasn't the type to listen to other people's problems. A log time ago people called him emotionless. That he just did things based on action instead of feeling. There was a time when he was that person, where he'd make out with girls, get drunk, slack off, just because he could and he didn't care about the person he was becoming. He had everything that mattered, except the one thing that he needed most of all: love. With Dominic, he found that. But even know just doing something as simple as talking about Lucas' problems made him feel the slightest bit uneasy. But if he was trying to become a better person, now was as good of a time as any.

[thekindandbrave]

The Draw - Lucas and Julian

[ramification-ramsey]

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The night air was stiff, cold, and murky, sending brief shivers through Lucas’ body. He gave a soft look to Julian, almost like he wanted to reassure the man of his well being. But he knew Julian; the way he could take one look into someone’s eye and pin point whatever troubles that they lay deep inside one’s persona. And part of him feared that, that he would shuffle through Lucas’ ruse and decipher his problem. But this time, when Lucas stated he was fine (which was most definitely a lie) Julian settled his resolved, moving elsewhere with the conversation.

Lucas was thankful for that much.

Gravel crunched under Lucas’ shoes with each step on the concrete ground, the only sound permeating the cold air around them. Another shiver coursed through Lucas, and he just just settled for shaking it off again.

He finally turned to Julian, sparking a small smile. “So, how are things with you and Dominic?

Tagged: Lucas Howell and Julian Ramsey

Location: Around 5 PM

Time: Through Chicago's streets downtown

General Notes: Lucas seemed to be feeling down and Julian offered an ear to listen.

Side Notes: Added this so the dash doesn't get cluttered! :)

Placing his hands in his jean pockets as he walked, Julian found himself looking at the ground as he placed one foot before the other. It'd been some time since he'd last had the opportunity to hangout with anyone at all, aside from his boyfriend of course. The corners of his mouth twitched into a small grin before he could stop them. Boyfriend, the word was unreal to Julian. Dominic was always on Julian's mind, there was no stopping it. He was the air Julian breathed and the song he listened to when he fell to sleep. 

Knowing that there was something up with Lucas, Julian offered to tag along on a walk. Julian enjoyed the night, it was so peaceful compared to the hustle and bustle of the day. In maybe an odd way to it was beautiful in a sense, Crickets chirping, cats knocking over garbage cans, cars driving through the wet paved streets. Music to Julian's ears. 

Turning his head toward Lucas Julian smiled. Always a good conversation breaker, the how are yous, and hows it goings but Julian nodded along all he same. He knew Lucas would tell him what was up when he was ready to. "He's well, thanks. I'm not to sure what he's up to, honestly. I haven't seen him since I left his place this morning." 

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

Oh? And what are you going to do about it if I do frown again? {He smirked as Julian placed a quick kiss on his cheek.} You have the sexy and I have the charm, we complete each other. {He smiled wide before laughing.} You just being yourself, what else more could I want? {He arched a brow slyly as Julian reached around him and slid his hands into Dominic’s back pockets. Dominic tilted his head back closing his eyes as Julian kissed one of the sweet spots that only he knew about.} That’s still up for debate.

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[Julian smiled and kissed him sweetly on the lips once more.] I could just kiss all your problems away, You seem to really enjoy that thing I just did on your neck. We do complete each other, don't we? We're like puzzle pieces. We just.. fit. [Julian grinned, he felt a little blush come to his cheeks hoping it was masked by the dark room.] Oh, I don't know, a pony? A noble steed? Dauntless cake? [He teased him with a smirk of his own.] Up for debate? Hmm I don't know, I think I'm in the lead.

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

There’s no doubt about it. {Dominic couldn’t help but keep smiling whenever Julian was around him, it was almost an automatic reaction whenever he saw him.} I guess those excuses are good enough. {He pretended to pout when Julian started laughing before grinning uncontrollably.} Maybe I’m just a sexy hunk magnet, I mean I did pull you in. {Dominic wrapped his arms around Julian biting his lip when he pulled away.} There’s more where that came from. {He laughed as he leaned against his boyfriend never feeling more complete than he did at that very moment.}

[ramification-ramsey]

[Seeing him pout Julian rolled his eyes and kissed him quickly on the cheek.] You're not allowed to frown, I say so. Sexy hunk magnet, huh, you're right I am damn sexy, but you have all the charm. [Julian grinned after Dom bit his lip.] More? My my, I've been quite the good boy haven't I? What have I done to deserve all this? [Grinning like a madman Julian reached around Dom, found his back pockets and stuck his hands in them. He leaned himself closer toward Dom's neck where Julian kissed one of Dom's sweet spots with a devilish grin.] Now who's evil?

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[dominic-rosewell]

You’re the only person that I would save the last dance for. What’s stopping you from taking it all back off now? {He grinned deviously before arching a brow after Julian.} Some random girl walked up and kissed me on the cheek. Apparently I’m a chick magnet, who knew? {He couldn’t help but smile.} I was the hottest guy in here until you showed up. {He pulled Julian close to him before kissing him; it had felt like forever since the last time their lips touched.}

[ramification-ramsey]

I better be. [Julian grinned and rested his arms on Dom's waist tracing his thumbs on his sides.] A room full of people I don't know all that well, and because eyes look amazing with that strobe light and I don't want to stop looking at them. [Julian laughed.] Oh yeah? Chick magnet? You're definitely a magnet of some kind. You pulled me in, that's for sure. [Before he was able to respond, Dom's mouth was on his and Julian smiled into the kiss closing his eyes, kissing him back.] Wow, well, damn. [Julian had no words, he could only smile as he held his boyfriend in his arms.]

[dominic-rosewell]

It's time to rave!

[ramification-ramsey]

You better have saved that last dance for me. God, you look good all painted up. I'm gonna have fun later taking it all back off.. [He smirked noticing the kiss on Dominic's cheek. Julian raised a brow.] And who gave you that, hmmm? Not that I'm surprised, your the hottest guy in here.

[thekindandbrave]

I wonder where Cooper is...

[thekindandbrave]

Alright.

So, um, how about that walk?

[ramification-ramsey]

The walk sounds wonderful to me. If you're ready, I'm ready.