Imbrattatele

20-something wannabe artist anxiety-riddled RPGs Wanna be friends?

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(One day I want to rant about this game on a podcast or something)

All That Remains is still one of my favorite quest. There are so many little great details in it, like the First Enchanter’s letter signed with O. I like the fact I couldn’t save Hawke’s mother, because sometimes even heroes fail. I like that it stuck with me. I like that it was new, and I especially like what Aveline tells you afterwards. All of the damn feelings!

I tried to cram the entire family in, and now I am sad.

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Anxiety

After hiding from social media for most of my life, I took a leap of faith and decided to join a bunch all at once. Deviantart, twitter, tumblr. Got them all, and even posted something. The deafening silence from the void is just worsening my anxiety. Because that's what motivated me to join, anxiety, and now it's been fed by my loneliness and my inability to connect with anyone.

Of course, I know it won't happen in a second. It can't. That's not how algorithms work. And I'm not good at socializing. But I just hope for some contact... A new friend to listen to, to talk to, someone kind telling me a good word...

And part of me wants to be that person. And then the anxiety creeps in and I feel utterly useless and unable to bring a little bit of joy into the world. How do I make my brain STOP? How do I get better...

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My Lavellan Inquisitor w/ bonus Cullen's lion pelt.

One of the greatest things of DA:I is the art style. I freaking love it.