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halicoscorner

(DAWTDE/SFAWTDE spoilers)

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY-

citruspoolsisstupid

I had to redraw some of my fav scenes because holyyyyyyy crappppppp 💔

allenmikaoz

"Be yourself."

One of my biggest takeaways from this story is that both Avery and D3rlord were able to defeat the KIY only by remaining true to themselves. They proved to be exactly the heroes we needed.

cioscizor

They made me very sad

vio-burn

Ik I promised some fluff, I'LL MAKE SOME SOON I SWEAR

fl0r4in

I could build us a house, down across the sea.

I'd be there in a hurry-

Baby, come back to me...

Full art ^_^

horridwizardthing

And the universe said I love you because you are love

salvagelimbs

I keep thinking about D3rlord3 saying Avery “showed him all the beauty of the universe” and going a little insane over it because what do you MEAN all the beauty of the universe. You have seen everything. You have brushed up against infinity. You have knowledge beyond human scale. And your conclusion is still this spectacularly lonely loser (I mean that with all the love in my heart), made your existence beautiful again.

I'M DISTRAUGHT. The tragedy isn’t even that they met. It's that d3rlord3 had the capacity to understand infinity, but only learned how to value something finite right before he died. And of course it had to be another loser. Of course it had to be someone equally out of place and equally lonely and not built for any of this. The worst part about their dynamic is that if they had met earlier, it might have saved him. And if they had met later, it might have destroyed Avery too, but they met at the exact point where d3rlord was already too far gone—the ONLY possible moment where love could not save them.

(I need everyone to be sicker about them immediately.)

i was told the sfwtde / dawtde fandom is far less miserable on tumblr than on tiktok so I will be active here again. Hi

#sfawtde #dawtde #xavramblings

hdusa-deactivated20260312

still very much genderfluid and loving she her pronouns btw. my faith being public changes none of that. In all honesty I’ve been pretty disillusioned with my faith and beliefs I only mentioned it for like transparency purposes but yeah idk. I’m not really a practicing Muslim anymore. I was just raised mega religious but slowly fell out of it as time went on, a lot more so recently. Im still fasting, Ive still never drank and never smoked. I definitely will NEVER eat pork that’s drilled into me for life. But I’ve definitely done a few things people wouldn’t permit too. Luckily faiths an individual thing so nobody needs to know any of that. I knew talking about it and being open about it would attract people that’d hate the other facet of me but yeah. Still glad I did it. I’m queer and that’s cool, but I don’t know if I should still consider myself Muslim. I’ve talked about it more extensively on the Quag Patreon. But yeah I don’t know. I know the two don’t need to conflict each other. I know I can be queer and Muslim but the two just struggle to go hand in hand right? Like I know it doesn’t have to be that way but I feel holding onto my faith just holds me back from being who I truly wanna be. I made this realization like a year ago, and I’ve tried to ease faith back into my life somewhat since then but idk. It just doesn’t feel like it fits me anymore. My final takeaway from all this though is that I’m gonna hold onto the parts of the religion that matter to me and just keep going on my own path. I don’t really care what labels I’ve got on me. I don’t care if I live up to other peoples standards of Islam either. Muslim, Atheistic or genuinely whatever, I’m PrinceZam, I’m genderfluid, and if that’s an issue then so be it.

dailytreebarkart

day 129 - guess who watched iron lung today !

callingofstars

i beg your finest pardon???

ley-rey

One and a half people will understand where I'm coming from But this occurred to me while drawing Max, the special eyes…. the peacock motif…

kitsuneisi

Chapter 26

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY

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genevawrenn

Pyro's reaction to Ren appearing in Cherri's Bannerfall SMP intro animation is exactly how I reacted. At the end of the day I think we are all just fans of Rendog. Cherri, Maru, Doody and Apo cooked so hard with this video.