Noah

16yo he/him

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Me! (Yup intro post time)

About me:

Name: Noah (not really but it sounds more feminine than my real name so I'd like you to call me Noah if thats okay with you)

Age: 16 year old

Gender n pronouns: I'm a boy maybe leaning a bit towards non-binary (?) Anyways I go by he/him mainly

Interests: coding (nerdy af I know but its fun), music (mostly metal and also Florence + the Machine, ask me abt it if you need a convo-starter), boys, flirting, boys, did I mention boys, uhmm probably more I'm interesting I promise but I have no idea anymore.

This is a teenage blog so there will be random thoughts including sometimes horny thoughts.

DNI: no. Just interact with me. I'll tell you if I dont want you interacting anymore and I'll only resort to blocking if you choose not to respect my boundaries :)

Asks: are open!!! Ask me whatever you want, idc

Dm's: same as asks :3 genuinely pls message me whenever you want. You dont need to have a good reason, just message me whenever you like, I get rlly happy when I see a new message ^^

DMs and Asks are strictly closed for flirting!!

Taken anon's:

- 𐂯

- 😼

- 🐶 🍃

Anyways love y'all! <3

[randompersonyay]

Im sooo bored

[iilike2eat]

everyone block @saul-av he’s a fucking weirdo and gross for talking about my girlfriend and myself like this

@cy-more-like-cry @noodleswashere @angelwfangss @viansparkles @undeadd0g @urlocaltwinkrey @oilyskies @pupfetticonfetticake @deadpoet25 @freakmoment @luckylies @oilyskies @zakkariy @chopsaw---mania @boyblogdog @needajoint

[manicpixiedreamgalpal]

Plane tickets should be free if you really want to make out with someone who lives on the other side of the planet

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He called me a twink guys :'(

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I looooove calling with him so much. Just spending time together even if we're not rlly talking abt anything is so amazing <333

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Its not raining but today is giving rain vibes yk

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Why cant it be christmas yetttt

I lobe christmas

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I love crying. I spend years without crying. But now I'm free. And I cry about stupid dumb things.

Now I'm gonna sleep because as much as I love crying, emotional regulation is cool too

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I hate overthinking. Having to replay every chat, every facetime over and over in my head thinking about if I might have done something wrong. I just really like him and I can't lose him now. I joke about it a lot, but I'm actually so fucking scared that he will just stop liking me and that I will lose my safe space, my friend and the only boy who I ever felt comfortable enough to even consider dating.

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I want to kiss him. But thats not what hurts. What hurts is how much I want to hold him, have him close to me. I want to feel his body heat and make him feel safe and protected. I suck with words and I hate that that is the only thing I can give him now. I want to hold him tightly so that he *knows* how much I care about him, so that he won't ever doubt my feelings for him.

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I want him so badly

(Thats the post)

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I'm feeling very weeeeeeeeee

Let a boy be full of whimsy

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I like every part of him. Not just his looks, not just his sweet words. I like *every* single part of him. And I hope that he will never feel the need to hide a part of himself from me. Because I already know I will like it, even when he doesn't think I will

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The thoughts are evil today. I miss him so much

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Yet another vent post sorry

Growing up is realising your friends we'rent "friends" to begin with. They were a group of people who sometimes enjoy spending time together. Talking behind each others backs, laughing in people's faces. I feel like I exist because I act like I should. I judge too, people gossip with me.

And the worst part is that most of the time, I don't even notice. Only when everyone turns to me and start laughing at me for something I said, that's when I realise how much this all sucks. Probably I'll feel better by tomorrow.

In college I'll make new friends

[randompersonyay]

I miss him. The one who I can talk to about everything, the one who doesn't judge me for what I say. The one for who I don't have to always pretend like I'm okay. The one who I'm allowed to he myself around, whether I'm at my best or worst.