Random words from nowhere

My slightly sadder life in a bottle

[myintention-s]

Someone who has been emotionally abused will:

• Constantly apologize • Hide their feelings in fear of upsetting you • Break down during small disagreements thinking it will explode • Need a lot of reassurance Please be patient, we are trying.

[darkphotographs]

Dark

[apikaliaa]

I loved you right from the start but that did not keep you from breaking my heart.

a.a. (via apikaliaa)

[leohearts]

The world is full of monsters with friendly faces and angels full of scars.

(via leohearts)

[etherdb]

[blackbirdbrokenwings]

I’m not ashamed of my scars. Of course I’m not proud of them either; every one of them does not only represent a low-bad-empty moment I’ve experienced and survived, but also a different sad story. I still relapse (more often than I’d like to admit), but I’ve the will to overcome this, and that is what matter the most.

[etherdb]

[etherdb]

[suiharm-blog]

- Depersonalisation

[thewhitewindywaves]

Hey to my peeps who have a hard times with reality, remember that:

Mirrors dont work while youre dreaming

Phones/TV/computer screens dont work  while youre dreaming

books dont work while youre dreaming (the letters will keep moving)

 If you ever feel like youre dreaming remember this

X

[randomrantsfromnowhere-blog]

This is so helpful.

[randomrantsfromnowhere-blog]

Weird last thought of the night,

It’s funny when you know you’re ill, you’ve accepted you’ve got anxiety and depression and have accepted that you’ve been dealing with both for years, but you’ve learnt to cope with it.

You want to harm yourself again but a year and a half clean you can’t break that. Panic attacks are dealt with because you’ve been doing it for so long. Even if they are worse than ever. Depersonalisation passes you by practically periodically, and it doesn’t matter any more because it’s a constant state and you’ve accepted it. You can’t get out of bed each day but you’ve been doing it so long you manage every time, even if it is a bit later than other people. You still feel like there’s no one, but you know you can talk to people.the line so many people say about “not bothering anyone” becomes untrue, and you know you have people but you just can’t be bothered explaining it because it’s so exhausting.

I’ve tried counciling, nothing. I don’t want to try the medication as that’s a last resort. I’ve been through much worse so there’s no point in starting now.

It’s just funny when you get to this stage and there’s nothing else to do and no one to help, despite knowing people would.

[melindacarolinee]

Im either wildly emotional or I don’t care about anything. Im not sure which one is worse.

Chapters from my life (via melindacarolinee)

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“And she finds it difficult to believe — that a person would love her even when she isn’t trying. Trying to figure out what other people need, trying to be worthy.” - Margaret Atwood

[trilllions]

[annasinthewalls]

[dinsintegration]

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

I don’t expect everyone to understand this But if you do I’m so sorry.