not a writer

  just dumping whatever's in my brain into this website

[randomthings-thatiwrite]

A love poem

I'm in a love-hate relationship

With love

I hate love

I hate love so much

It can throw you down from the highest clouds

Laughing at how pathetic you look...

Please, take love away, far away from me

So it doesn't leave me fucked up too

I'm in a love-hate relationship

With love

I love love

I need love

I love love so much,

It can heal your wounds, make you feel alive

Caring for your vulnerable soul

Please, bring love to me, very close to me

So that I can breathe again and feel whole

I'm in a love-hate relationship

With love

With life

With me...

[randomthings-thatiwrite]

I order pointless stuff online 

So that I have something to look forward to;

So that the time when I do nothing at all feels like a wait

Instead of a waste.

I envy the butterflies not because of their beauty

Or because they’re lucky enough to fly,

I envy them, envy so much 

That their life is short

That they don’t have to search for a meaning

For something that almost doesn’t exist anymore