So Essena has released a newsletter saying she only cut out social media friends because she didn't agree with the way they lied to their followers about paid posts. Are you lying bonny?
Yes I read Essenaās apology letterā¦ Even though to me it was far from an apology. Just another stab in the back. And wellā¦ a whole heap of lies. I actually have no words for that letter.
I donāt speak with Essena, so I donāt know whatās going through her head. Essena may be referring to others in that paragraph, But I do know that if she was referring to me, itās a big fat lie. Not only becauseā¦ Of course I donāt lie about anything to you guys, but also because thatās definitely not the reason we stopped talkingā¦
We stopped talking because I finally spoke up about how I felt about all her lies and deceit and how she treated others. I finally stopped telling her what she wanted to hear and instead told her what she needed to hear.
Anywayā¦. I(!) know that I donāt lie on my Instagram, I(!) know what my purpose is on social media, I(!) know that my intentions are pure, and I hope by now those that follow me know the truth as well.
Itās super frustrating that I am once again flooded with asksā doubting me, questioning meā¦ Because of one thing that Essena apparently said about me. I canāt win because if I donāt speak up about it- Iām not being honest and real with you guys. And if I do speak up about it- Iām defending myself and that makes me āguiltyā for putting Essena down.
Iām not going to sit here and try and convince you all why to trust me over Essena, because I have never given you a reason not to trust me. I have never lied about post, deceived you to buy a product I donāt like, or misused social media for my our selfish benefits.
I am BEYOND over this, my day has once again been consumed with this emotional strain of feeling betrayed and hurt. I am an emotional and sensitive person and yes that email hit a lot of spots and made me feel a lot of things.
Iām not trying to be the bigger person, or do whatās politically correct, Iām just sharing my truth.
Iām thankful for this experience, and have learnt sooooooo much, but I just REALLY want to put this in this past. Let Essena go on doing her thing, working at a bar(because apparently feeding alcohol to people is more pure then spreading a positive message on social media) and I will go on do my thing..
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