Rants

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Friendship Break-Up

I’m still not over it. I went on this account on Tumblr and the first thing I see is a notification of someone liking my post that just says “I hate her.” and I already knew it was about this friend. I don’t think I hate her. I wish I did sometimes. It’d be easier I think. I wish I could just sit and talk about all the terrible things she’s done and talk about her faults but I can’t. One because she hasn’t truly done anything terrible, because I have no one to talk to about it, and I’d have nothing to say. I want to separate her from her new friends sometimes the same way we separated from each other. And sometimes I want to be forced into proximity with her just so we’re forced to talk. We’re forced to get over this and she’ll tell me she misses our friendship too. But the truth is that this will probably never happen since I’m moving to a different state in a few months and I’d hate to be the girl that is talked to when it’s too late.

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I think there comes a point in most people’s lives where they experience the dilemma of having a crush on many people at once. In this case, I’m a teenage girl (yes *teenage you can hold your pants tumblr) who is experiencing this for probably the fifth time. I even remember having this quandary even when I was no older than six, wondering which guy I should choose to kiss on the cheek. And in my life today there are three to choose from. The first, I’m quite sure he likes someone else. He’s shared airpods with her and I think I saw his eyes drifting to her empty seat last Friday when she wasn’t at school. But he’s smart, and cute, and he’s one of the only few guys left on this Earth who isn’t the pictures of arrogance. We’ve had classes together for years and last year my trio in math class and his trio had a running playful rivalry. But this year it’s obsolete.The second, well, I guess you could say I’ve known him for a while; though he doesn’t remember the singular year we went to school together back in elementary times. He makes me laugh, he actually talks to me, makes me feel noticed. Though, I think it’s just platonic. I have no evidence to support one way or another and I don’t contact him outside of class. And lastly, the third guy. For three years on and off I’ve liked him. There’s been few times where he was the sole focus of my attention but even fewer where I didn’t glance at him at all. He’s stupidly attractive, funny, and we have some shared interests. But we’ve never spoken and I just don’t I’m his kind of girl; honestly, I don’t think he’s my type of guy. He’s my Mona Lisa, my classic, beautiful, yet unattainable subject. (If you don’t count this recent Louvre heist). As I write this, the choice seems obvious. My second guy seems like the obvious choice but the shadow of doubt overtakes me, and in the end I’m still a teenage girl who’s biggest (not really) issue in school is which teenage boy to stare at from a distance.

If someone has somehow reached this point, I first commend you, secondly thank you, and third I must ask you: which guy do you think?

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I hate her.

[hitmehrd]

unpopular opinion, i hate the bimbo, cutesy, submissive reader. like girl stand TF up!

i’ll read a fic, and i see the most cringe line from the reader and i click off out of embarrassment because it reminds me like.. wow this is what fanfic is hated for, reader is so embarrassing (this is some fics, im not coming for everyone)

biggest pet peeve, say character and reader are in an argument, and the line is like “you hold back your tears and gojo speaks to you, a surge of pain rushing your body” or whatever the fuck it is BUT MY POINT is that like there is a strict submissive and crying personality that “reader” is stuck in, and i see this like weak helpless reader personality over and over again! like pls im the one yelling at gojo what happened to standing on business. esp in smut too, pls let the reader be more sultry, instead of just stuttering and crying

ik not everybody does this, but i read fanfics with me myself envisioned as the reader, and with myself not being that pushover that i see reader CONSTANTLY is, im tired of trying to find fics where im not rolling my eyes at the actions and descriptions of them.

and no, i’m not saying the writing is bad, and thank you writers for the time you put into the these fics! but for the love of god, please make these personalities more versatile for the ones that are on the tougher side 😭 my less affectionate avoidant attachment is screaming at some of these current fics

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YES YES YES YES YESSSS! YOU GET IT!

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Tomorrows my birthday. What am I doing? School then absolutely nothing else. My mom works until 9pm. My dad’s on a long term work trip. And my siblings either don’t live with me or are probably gonna be with their friends. And I can’t make last minute plans with my friends bc their parents are too strict so…nothing ig. Yay.

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Listening to erykah badu, lauryn hill, and sade don’t make you spiritual.

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OK sorry for not finishing the show and analyzing every manga panel but why is there a bsd character named sigma

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reminder that the israel vs palestine war began in 1948

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I just saw someone say that they don’t understand why people make a big fuss about character x oc fics so here’s a reason why from my pov.

when people don’t tag the fic as x oc it’s disappointing. it’s disappointing in general when you expect one thing and it isn’t. so yes people will tend to click off and ignore it.

another thing is they come to read x reader fics bc they want to put themselves with the characters in some situation and when it’s someone who they don’t relate to, yes they will not like it.

so IF you right x oc fics please make sure this is very clear.

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The first anime I watched came out with its last season a few months ago and I haven’t been able to finish it until today because of my deep rooted attachment to it. And now I feel like I got older yk? Because I watched it first like 3-4 years ago. And now it’s over and it feels wrong. Something I’ve rewatched countless times and it’s over. But wtv I’ll just rewatch it again lmaooo

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Is it possible to have a black reader (or black ANYTHING) that isn’t a huge stereotype or nah

Like…suddenly I wear a wig (I can’t even remember the last time I even had braids that weren’t my natural hair)

Suddenly I have short natural hair

Suddenly I can’t wear my hair natural without a silk press

Suddenly I’m poor

Suddenly I get bad grades

Suddenly I can’t go a day without getting my nails done

Suddenly I can’t live without a man

Suddenly I only speak in slang

And I’m not saying you’re a stereotype if any of these things fit you, but I’m saying this should not be the “blueprint” for a black women. Everyone is different and it’s unfair to group a large variety into one thing. If you write your black readers like this, carry on, people like it one way or another. This is for those who need to hear it.

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I like a girl and a boy

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This is really bad. I’ve had a crush on the same guy since january 2022. That was two school years ago. I don’t dream too often but when I do, most of the time he’s there. And it’s so bad because just when I think I’m getting over him, he comes back. Leave me aloneeeeeeeeeee.

And don’t say to tell him bc I did in like jan this year and it was embarrassing and he rejected me. No thx.

update: I’m over him completely and have been for a couple months.

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autism is not a disease.

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I hate when in a fic the reader is begging for the character to stop and their just like “You can take it”. That’s literally how so many people get s3xual 4ssaulted and it’s romanticizing it. It’s even worse when people are like “I would let (character) do anything to me.” That’s so hurtful because in a real situation, you wouldn’t. Stop disregarding r4pe because the character is attractive.

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Just noticed something in autistics. If I searched up autism (which I did), I see a whole bunch of rants and it just makes me so happy to see a common trait that others have so I don’t feel like the only one who talks too much or talks too little.

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I WAS JUST COMPARING AKI TO MEGUMI AND THEN HE SUMMONS A DOGGGGGGGGG OMGGGG