I'm having some trouble. I really miss the intimacy that I got last weekend and want to contact the guy for more, but I know that doing that would be a bad plan :(
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I'm having some trouble. I really miss the intimacy that I got last weekend and want to contact the guy for more, but I know that doing that would be a bad plan :(
I had a fantastic time on Saturday. I was super nervous about meeting him and I figure something would go wrong and it did, but not in the way I expected. It turned out that the guy whose bed we were going to have sex on didn't have one of the prior commitments he was supposed to, so when the guy I was going to have sex with got to his house, both he and his roommate were there. It was kinda nice, the guy I was going to have sex with and my friend had previously had sex so they knew each other and I got to know a little more about the guy I was going to have sex with from their conversation. After my friend left, the guy and I went into my friend's room and I had a hard time relaxing so we talked about Burning Man and the guy started touching my legs and rubbing them. It was really nice. And I started touching him back. It was weird for me to just do things without asking for consent like Jace and I do all the time. It was so organic and refreshing. He asked if I wanted to kiss and I said yes, obviously, and so we started kissing. The guy has facial hair so it was my first experience kissing someone with facial hair. It was scratchy and kinda funky but I learned to work around it and it was kinda enjoyable. We made out and started fooling around. His clothes started coming off but he was totally okay with me keeping mine on. It was kinda funny, when he was talking about his type of sex he explicitly said that he was a top, but he let me top him mostly. I sucked his dick, my first time, and he loved it, which made me feel amazing. I like cock better than pussy. And he said I could finger him if I wanted, which I definitely enjoyed. He likes choking, which is also one of my kinks and it was so so hot. He really knows what to do with my neck and he is incredibly passionate. God, it was amazing. I didn't know what I was doing half the time, but he enjoyed it. I got to scratch him a lot, and bite. Finally, we talked about fucking, just briefly. He let me decide what we were going to do, and I told him I wanted him to fuck me. We used a condom and a shitton of lube. He didn't prep me, but I had spent all week prepping myself so I was fine. When he was sliding in to my ass, it hurt a little and I told him to stop and he did! That was so thrilling for me, that there wasn't any kind of big deal, he asked if I wanted him to just slow down so I could relax and I said yes. He stopped pushing and let me get used to him inside me and let me move against him when I was ready. It felt so incredibly good and he came inside me. It was so fantastic! I love making people cum so much. And I came. It was so so good. I can't wait for us to get together again. He texted me later saturday night and said he had a great time. Before we started, he warned me that he was a little sick and I said I was okay proceeding even though he was sick so when he texted me on saturday he said he hoped I wouldn't get sick. I've been loading up on vitamin C, but after my midterms its not really a big deal if I do. I feel so good about myself and so respected after having sex with him.
Today is the day! I'm super nervous, my stomach is doing some interesting backflips and it was hard to sleep last night. We're meeting at a taqueria before going to my friend's house. Neither of us has a place where it would be appropriate to have sex so my incredibly wonderful friend is letting us go to his place while he and his roommate are out. I find it kind of funny though, my friend and his girlfriend at the time had sex with this guy in the past and now the guy and I are using my friends house for sex. The guy and I haven't talked about what we want sexually, so hopefully that works out. I really want anal, I'm hoping my butt will cooperate, but I don't know how he feels about that. This will be the first time I've done anything consensually with a penis so it would be nice to have it be enjoyable.
The terrible moment when you have someone to have sex with but nowhere to have sex
So I've been obsessed with this song for about a week and I was thinking tonight that it might have something to do with the way I'm feeling about my relationship right now.
I need someone to make out with.
So I sent a facebook message to the guy my friend knows because I never got a text back from him and he messaged me back. Holy Jesus. I don't know what to do or say! God, its like dating, but not because its casual. I should not be this nervous!
My friend and I were having dessert last week and I mentioned that I wanted to have sex with someone who isn't my boyfriend and she contacted someone who she and her ex had a threesome with for me. She gave me his number and I texted him earlier today to see if we can get together and see if we want to have sex, but I haven't heard from him yet and its driving me crazy! I would love to just find out if he wants to have sex
I don't know why, but every time he gets closer to me, I feel like pulling away. We've been together almost a year and a half, but lately I've been feeling like he's not right for me. And then I get scared of not meeting anyone else and stay. Sometimes I really am into him and really do love him though.
-Lady Neptune (: