be the first who ever did.

cinnamon in my teeth from your kiss. you're touching me. all the pills that you did, violet, blue, green, red to keep me at arm's length don't work. you try to push me out, but i just find my way back in. violet, blue, green, red to keep me out. i win. there's things i wanna say to you, but i'll just let you live. like if you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did. there's things i wanna talk about, but better not to keep. but if you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did. hold me, love me, touch me, honey. be the first who ever did.

[raptcre]

i desperately needed a digital fucking detox once my classes were done (finished the semester w like a 3.4 so bet) and i feel a bit better. i’ll be around today i hope so like hit me up i miss yall wtf

[meesememes]

LETTERS // PROMPT MEME.

Send in “ ⎈ ” for a randomised letter written from my muse to yours. For multimuses, please specify which muse you want! 

001. a love letter 002. a letter of condolences 003. an apology 004. an invitation 005. a letter of complaint 006. a farewell letter 007. a letter written in the case of my muse’s death 008. an angry letter 009. a thank you letter 010. a letter for a friend 011. a secret letter 012. an urgent letter 013. a letter from the past 014. a letter from the future 015. an encrypted letter 016. a letter written as a promise

[raptcre]

i’m gonna try and be on as much as i possibly can tonight and tomorrow, but i’m leaving tomorrow evening and i’ll be MIA for like a week maybe ? if you want to drop a thread, or threads, w me, just lmk ! i’ll still be around for plotting or just to talk but honestly hmu and we can find each other on socials or something ??

[dioraura-deactivated20200527]

a form of self love is getting rid of the urge to want to announce things publicly, and celebrating them silently or privately.

[raptcre]

i dont have a whole lotta muse rn but i have replies to do and i wont be on almost at all next week cause im going out of town this is so sad what do i do

[crimemob-deactivated20190524]

What’s your deepest kink?

Idk. I’m a romantic. So I guess committing murder together

[thingsforrp]

Send your muse’s thoughts about mine on anon

And my muse will react

[raptcre]

also im def adding some more muses so look out for that 

[mjwatson]

put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

[azhefa-moved]

hey cuties !! ♡ i haven’t seen a lot of representation for dyslexic muns around here. it seems like people rarely understand or discuss the issues and struggles we face. so i thought, instead of being a frustrated little bean, i would make a small post about some things to bring awareness and maybe even encourage others to accommodate those with dyslexia and eyesight issues. now i’m as much trash for aesthetics as the next pal, but there are some common trends in the rpc that are hard on those with varying visual disabilities.

small sup text: it’s extremely difficult to read and can actually hurt the eyes of those with varying visual impairments and disabilities. of course, i’m not demanding people never use this. but maybe check in with partners? i gave up on trying to ask people to refrain from using it because everyone always forgot after one reply. it was really discouraging and a little hurtful. so please, please do what you can to remember the needs of your disabled partners. 

fancy theme backgrounds: everyone loves a beautiful theme! but please keep in mind for some people, busy graphics are difficult to look at and overwhelming. i still have so much trouble finding menus on really crowded themes. again, i would never tell people they need to change their aesthetic drastically. but perhaps, if it’s possible, find a way to make your menu options a little bigger or give them more obvious spacing in the graphic of where the menu toggles are located.

over formatting: super small text, paired with extra spacing and bolded and/or colored words. it is cute !!  but for some people it’s too much. all these things blended together at once is like a recipe from hell for some with visual disabilities. it puts a lot of strain on us when we’re trying to read replies, it makes comprehension difficult because we’re working so hard just to simply look at the text, our brains can’t even process what we’re reading. again, not saying you should stop using this. but some willingness to compromise for threads with specific partners would be wonderful. 

dark/busy/small graphics: this is just something i would like to explain. i once saw a post where people were reblogging a comment making fun of someone who was complaining about how small icons were getting. it kind of shocked me because no one took a moment to consider maybe this person wasn’t hating on anyone, but they generally were having trouble with how tiny everything in rpc is getting. please, please when you see complaints about things consider that it might come from a place of disability. the tiny icons are kind of hard to deal with for some. super intricate graphics can be difficult to look at. extremely dark images aren’t very easy on the eyes either. 

please keep in mind there are people with genuine struggles, not everyone is trying to shame you for your aesthetic tastes. sometimes people are just frustrated because rpc isn’t really very friendly towards the disabled. a lot of us have to work a little harder to be able to write. of course, i know no one is trying to be inconsiderate. i understand most people don’t even know the difficulties dyslexics and the visually impaired face in the rpc. so that’s why i decide to make this post! i’m not trying to police anyone or create guilt.  i simply want to spread some awareness towards visual disabilities! please be considerate towards your disabled partners. ♡ it would be so lovely if you could take a moment to reblog this to help increase awareness and discussion. and if anyone else has some rpc disability struggles feel free to add to this post! 

[inncarnat]

Do me a favor. Reblog this if you welcome the use of ask memes as icebreakers between characters that have never, or rarely, interacted before.

[raptcre]

hey hi hello !! i will be on later tonight when i finish 2 out of 4 of my classes

[horriblebeing-deactivated201906]

Preferred pronouns?

dont talk about me

[raptcre]

SAGE.

sage inhaled the smoke after bringing the joint to her lips. it had been days since she tasted the smoke on her tongue. relief washed over her as she exhaled. at his request, sage puts the joint out and sets it on the dashboard. a tiny whimper falls past her lips as he pulls her closer. every atom of her being yearned to touch him. without second thought, sage leaned over kissing him feverishly. all the pain and insecurity finally vanished. she felt whole again. usually, sage is tender and waiting to hear the next step. this time, she can’t take her lips off of him in an intense, rhythmic motion. the raven haired girl crawled into his lap, straddling him. the couple had a variety of bedrooms they could finish this off in, but the proximity the car allowed had her worked up in many ways. she finally pulls away, her breathing heavy. sage nearly ripped his shirt when she pulled it over his head. she moved in a needy, chaotic motion. “we haven’t had sex in a car in ages, are we really about to do this?” instantly, sage moves her hand over his mouth, using her other hand to toy with the button on his jeans. she’s moving quicker than she had before. “don’t answer that– just help me take your pants off.”

          THE FEELING of her lips against his for the first time in what felt like forever made him forget all about the negative place they had been in. as she moved to straddle his lets, his fingertips held a firm grip on her hips, slipping underneath the band of her shorts. once she pulled away, he let out a low groan, longing to close the space between them once again. helping her remove the shirt from his body, his brows furrowed as he opened his mouth to answer before being interrupted by her hand. the two could be anywhere but this car, hell, they could be at his office, but the intimacy the two shared seemed to be amplified by the cramped car. karon reached to adjust his seat, sliding it back and lowering the seat to increase the amount of room they had. his arm wrapped around her hips, lifting her slightly as his other hand worked to pull down one side of his jeans. “ i missed you. ” he spoke with his lips pressed against her shoulder, lowering her hips down onto his own.

[lrhofrps-deactivated20170504]

aight but how about a plot that’s like “i met a boy that’s super rich so i’m gonna start dating him just so he can buy me nice things. im gonna play with his heart and flirt with his rich friends behind his back. whoops he’s actually nice and he really likes me. i might like him back.  what do you mean you found out i was just using you for your money?? come back i think i feel in love with you”

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

hi

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

actually i want to be alone rn

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

no i dont... hi

[zombiewritesx]

Gimmie a plot where two people are placed into witness protection at the same time and end up having to pretend to be a cute married couple living in the suburbs. Give me a hardened criminal who sold out his boss for his freedom having to pretend to be a nice guy working at some cheesy nine to five job. Give me a pure, kind hearted girl who walked in on a murder and testified because it was the right thing and now has to deal with what she’d been through. Give me them trying to play house with annoying neighbors and forgetting their new fake names. It will be so cute and funny and I just want it ok