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Rasha frowned, but kept her eyes firmly glued on her hands in her lap. “I do not know what else to do besides medication.” She admitted. “And…it makes me feel funny.” She admitted thinking to what happened with Esme. Cocking her head to the side, Rasha nodded. “Of course I trust you, Katie. You have never given me a reason not to.” She said softly. “I am willing to try anything.”

For just a split second, the idea of sharing her Oxycontin with Rasha crossed her mind but Katie knew that was a horrible idea and pushed that thought away. “Okay, so lay down on the bed in a position that’s comfortable for you,” the older girl began. “I’m going to get some stuff from the bathroom and I’ll be right back.” Within a few minutes, Katie returned with a wet washcloth, a glass of water and what looked to be a bottle of pills. “Before you say anything, it’s just Melatonin. And since I know you’re not a fan of medication, we’ll just think of that as a last resort type of thing.” She placed the bottle on her dresser and brought the cup of water and washcloth with her as she sat on the edge of the bed. “This was soaked with warm water and soothing herbs that are supposed to relax your mind and body,” the blonde explained as she held out the washcloth. “Place this on your head and close your eyes.”

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Rasha watched Katie silently and nodded when she told her to lie back. The younger girl took a pillow and put it under her head and laid down, staring up at the ceiling. Her eyes moved back to Katie when she came in. “Okay.” She bit down on the inside of her cheek when she mentioned the pills. She was tempted to tell her about what she did with Esme, but she kept her mouth shut. Taking the washcloth, Rasha closed her eyes and placed the washcloth on her head and closed her eyes, willing her body to relax.

Texts || Rasha&Arlene

Arlene: i'm the one who should be saying sorry.

Arlene: i'm not always the best at being punctual to things.

Rasha: but you speak English

Rasha: anyway, where and when do you want to meet?

Texts || Rasha&Arlene

Rasha: Hi, it's Rasha from English.

Rasha: I'm sorry you're stuck with me for this project.

do you have a crush on lola?

What? No.Maybe.

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Rasha looked at Lola and fought a heavy sigh. “Were you paying attention, Lola?” She asked softly. “I was asking if you got the notes from biology.” She said rubbing her temples. Rasha was taking a few 9th grade classes because she had missed so many during the war. She sighed heavily and closed her eyes. The room spun around her as the exhaustion started to take over. Slowly she opened them back up. “Never mind, I will just read through the chapter again.”

Lola could easily tell that Rasha was frustrated, it was so evident in her tone that she didn’t have to look up to see the matched expression on her face. “Does anyone ever pay attention in here?” Lola asked rhetorically before finally cracking a smile at her friend. “I’ll probably end up copying the notes from some nerd or whatever,” She explained with a shrug. She always found a way to make sure she was at least passing most of her classes. “But, um… Are you okay, girl? Like, no offense, but you don’t look so good.”

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Rasha shrugged and looked back down at her textbook. “I am not sure.” She admitted softly. “I have never been in a tutorial class before,” Rasha said softly. She glanced at Lola and gave her a weak smile in return. “You can use my notes if you would like. You can ignore the notes in the margin.” She passed her book over to Lola. Sighing, Rasha rubbed her temples. “I am okay. I have just had some problems sleeping lately, but I will be fine.” Rasha tugged her hood over her head and rested her forehead on her fist as her head pounded heavily.

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Lola continues to file her nails into a coffin shape, barely listening to what the other person had said. “Yeah, I totally get you,” she automatically said, acting as if she knew what they were talking about.

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Rasha looked at Lola and fought a heavy sigh. “Were you paying attention, Lola?” She asked softly. “I was asking if you got the notes from biology.” She said rubbing her temples. Rasha was taking a few 9th grade classes because she had missed so many during the war. She sighed heavily and closed her eyes. The room spun around her as the exhaustion started to take over. Slowly she opened them back up. “Never mind, I will just read through the chapter again.”

text - rasha

Rasha: Okay good. How are you feeling?

Esme: Um pretty okay I guess

Esme: It's more emotionally tolling than anything

Rasha: I am sure. I am glad that you have support, Esme.

Texts || Tristan

Rasha: Um...yes.

Tristan: thats probably best. Trust isn't easily regained.

Rasha: Yes. This was after I came out for the first time...

Rasha: It just makes me never want to be in a relationship again.

Texts || Tristan

Tristan: so you like got high and made out with her? I mean i can't really judge. I got drunk and made out with someone. So you still like zoe you just want to work on being friends again first?

Rasha: Um...yes.

Texts || Tristan

Tristan: don't worry about it. But she's interested in getting back together? You what? So you like esme now? Or was it just kind of a one time thing?

Rasha: As a friend. She gave me pills that made me feel good and I...lost my head.

Texts || Tristan

Tristan: So she wanted to get back together and you friendzoned her?

Rasha: I do not even know what friendzoned means. I told her we need to be friends first, I need to be able to trust her again before we can become a couple. Then I made out with Esme.

Texts || Tristan

Rasha: Yes.

Tristan: and? I mean how did that go?

Rasha: we had to work on a project together. I told her that we need to work on being friends.

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Roommates for the weekend

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Rasha shook her head emphatically and wiped her eyes . “No. No one needs to know.” She whispered softly. “I do not…I already see a therapist, I do not need any more.” Rasha sighed heavily. “I try teas and stuff. I do not know what else there is. I cannot go shopping alone and I do not want my host family to find out.” She scratched her head roughly before bringing her hands down on her lap.

“I hate to be the one to say this but maybe you do need more,” Katie said slowly, her voice a bit timid. “If your therapist isn’t helping you enough then it’s not a horrible idea to seek other alternatives.” Katie pursed her lips and started to think of something that might be useful to Rasha in the current moment. “Do you trust me?” She questioned. “I think I know how you can get some good sleep at least for tonight but you have to be willing to try it.”

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Rasha frowned, but kept her eyes firmly glued on her hands in her lap. “I do not know what else to do besides medication.” She admitted. “And…it makes me feel funny.” She admitted thinking to what happened with Esme. Cocking her head to the side, Rasha nodded. “Of course I trust you, Katie. You have never given me a reason not to.” She said softly. “I am willing to try anything.”

Texts || Tristan

Rasha: I...still like Zoe.

Tristan: Have you talked to her since everything happened?

Rasha: Yes.

Rasha: Are you sure? I still want to be friends.

Esme: Yeah of course, we're still friends silly

Rasha: Okay good. How are you feeling?

Texts || Tristan

Rasha: can we talk?

Tristan: Sure. What’s up?

Rasha: I...still like Zoe.

Rasha:I am sorry for what happened the last time we hung out

Esme: It's fine, Rasha, no worries

Rasha: Are you sure? I still want to be friends.

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