Astarion's Raspberry Jam

emily | nsfw writing & art | 18+ | feral for astarion & sylus | if you see a kitten w. a ghibli icon dw that's my main

[raspberry-astarion]

~ Raspberry Astarion ~

I'm addicted to the way I feel when I think of you~ 🎶

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Astarion (Baldur's Gate 3)

Love and Deepspace

Sylus

Rafayel

Caleb

I could write it better than you ever felt it~ 🎶

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Signing off; I'm alright in bed, but I'm better with a pen~ 🎶

[puppyaulait]

[painfullypatientsecret]

Wanted to draw sylus as Peter 🤣

[anonbeadraws]

“ and he has no idea how he did it, but he’s sure glad he did!!’ 💖💖💖

okay so @herbgerblin said something very sweet about my versions of Magnus and Julia and i can’t resist drawing cute stuff, so HERE YOU GO

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[zanyssins]

At first sight! 💕⚡️🐺

[sunnysartdump]

Valko in Traditional Chinese attire ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

[nikoco11]

maiden in need of rescue!!! what a horrible terrifying dragon!!!!

[frozensummerapples]

everyone has to understand now that this isn't JUST about valko anymore, right?

we are actively seeing the consequences of catering to toxic fans: mc's face censored, numbers censored, TEXT censored. everything censored that could potentially trigger antis into making another move.

we are actively seeing that infold is not responding (whether they're listening is a whole other thing that I cannot in good conscience comment on, because they are seeing us, the problem is their lack of response, not lack of reading comprehension and critical thinking).

so to every person that cheered for valko's cancellation: are you happy with THIS? I'm not even asking about valko.

are you happy with lads having to sloppily censor every text, every numbers that could've held hidden meaning for us to dissect?

are you happy with infold not responding to criticism in the slightest? if they can ignore an outrage at THIS scale, do you REALLY think they'll ever address kod or lighting issues or missing content or lack of a roadmap or main story being so slow or the reduction in animation in main story or what have you?

think for a second, do you really feel comfortable enough to spend hundreds of dollars supporting a company that handles backlash like THIS?

if this isn't a wake up call to everyone who celebrated valko's cancellation before, I really don't know what is.

they've shown they will throw caleb mains under the bus to protect their poster child raf.

they've shown they don't care for zayne mains either.

they've shown they don't care about sylus missing content.

they've shown they don't care about xavier mains complaining about kod's false advertisement.

they've shown they to an extent don't care about raf mains either, lying about revealing raf's 4th myth in july. we had to find that out ourselves because someone asked CUSTOMER SERVICE about it.

they've shown they don't care about global enough to give us even a CRUMB of communication. most things we had to learn from cn girlies telling us, NOT infold.

WAKE UP.

THIS ISN'T EVEN ABOUT VALKO ANYMORE. THE GAME WE ALL LOVED IS SLOWLY DYING AND INSTEAD OF BEING DEVASTATED YOU CHOOSE TO DANCE ON ITS GRAVE?

don't log in and don't spend.

thank you.

[humanjarvis]

tw: mentions of not eating

you’ve never seen caleb quite this confused.

“so you go to the grocery store.” 

you nod. “yeah.”

“and you pick out the stuff you want.”

“uh-huh.”

“and then you come home and put it away, but…you never use it before it goes bad?” he stares at your refrigerator stocked full of produce that's seen better days. 

“that is the problem i’m currently facing, yes.”

“well, that's good at least,” he says slyly. “acknowledgment is the first step. so, where’s the disconnect between food and stove?” he taps the side of your skull two times. “you’re takin’ advantage of our weird schedules to hide stuff from me. have you not been feeling well?” 

“i’m fine physically. mentally…” you press your lips together and shrug your shoulders. “i’m still here, aren’t i? that’s gotta count for something.”

“i’m very glad you are. buuuut, that’s not very encouraging.” frowning, he scoops you up and sets you on the kitchen counter, dipping his head in his don’t-run-from-me-i’ll-catch-you way. “care to elaborate?”

“life is hard. food is hard. i know i should cook and i want to cook and i have all the ingredients, but i can't put them together. literally.” 

with every word, his gaze grows more concerned. this is why you didn’t tell him in the first place. but unfortunately, for today’s visit, you got health inspector caleb instead of fun caleb. 

“if eating requires me to cook, then i just won’t eat. it makes me feel bad and really, really lazy, but it feels like even if i just take the first step, my brain’s gonna explode. i gotta hold on to what i have left up there.” you point up top for emphasis.

he hums skeptically. “i don’t think you're lazy. i remember you used to cook a few times a week before they upped your hours at work. to me, it sounds like you're exhausted, and your stomach’s the one sufferin’ the most.” with eerie precision, he pokes your belly button through your shirt. you’re so used to it by now, you hardly flinch. 

“maybe.” you smush your cheek into his chest, and he chuckles softly.

“how about this: whenever i get time off, i’ll come here and meal prep for you. that way, you’ll be taken care of at least most days of the week, and i won’t be stuck worryin' about you ‘til i lose my own appetite.” 

“just a second ago, you were talking about working too much,” you mutter into his right pectoral. “now you want to waste your days off to cook for me?”

“ah-ah. the word ‘waste’ implies i wouldn’t enjoy it.” he pulls you closer and kisses your forehead. “which couldn’t be farther from the truth. taking care of you is no added pressure. it’s just…my default mode, you could say. feels like home.” 

──────

later that week, a package comes in the mail. you didn’t order anything, and it’s light as air, so you have no clue what could be inside.

when you finally get around to opening it, you find a stack of gift cards to all your favorite restaurants, wrapped tight in a little orange bow. 

on the days i can’t be there, use these, the accompanying note reads. let me know when you need a refill :) 

mental health masterlist

[zaynezone]

"Can I just..."

Zayne cuts you off with a click of his tongue, disappointed in your inability to stay silent. Sylus huffs a laugh, and embarrassment burns in your stomach.

It was bad enough to be punished. But Sylus watching it happen? Even worse.

The head of Zayne's leaking cock smacks against your lips to grab your attention, smearing a single drop of precum that you greedily lick off, nearly moaning at the taste. He pulls away too soon, not letting you take him in his mouth. He pumps his cock once more, intense green eyes meeting your pleading stare.

"Sit still." Is all he says, making it clear he did in fact notice you pulling at the robes that keep you on your knees in front of him, hands firmly behind your back.

He starts going faster, the wet sounds of him jacking off to the sight of you tied up making your pussy throb with need. Your mouth is watering so much you're surprised you aren't drooling.

"Fuck!" He curses as he cums, most of it landing on your face, the rest dripping down your chest. You squeeze your legs together in attempt to soothe the ache, about to plead your case in an attempt to get to cu-

"Wait." Sylus's voice makes you both stop. Zayne is holding a towel, but he too watches Sylus walks over slowly, stopping in front of you and grasping your chin.

You glare at him despite his smirk, mentally cursing him. He can sense it, you're sure. Then, he leans down, and licks a long stripe up your face, moaning at the taste of Zayne's cum. Your eyes flutter shut, and then his lips press to yours. It's your turn to moan, Sylus's sweet saliva mixing with the salty taste of Zayne's cum.

"Satisfied?" He murmurs, already grasping the ropes to untie you.

"...I think I need another kiss to be sure."

shoutout @mwphisto for this btw, hope you enjoy <33

[ylohein]

If infold doesnt want him anymore, we artists do.

16-07-2026

Do not use my artwork unless you paid me and asked for it

[cairoblair]

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Good morning everyone!

Everyone take a deep breath for me. Drop your shoulders. Unclench your jaw. Stretch your neck. Relax.

I know this is hectic and stressful, but the world is not ending. Get yourself out of survival mode. Go outside, listen to some music, read your favorite book. Eat, hydrate, and rest. We're in this together.

8/4/2026 Report

Current Protest Strategy

DO NOT LOG IN. DO NOT SPEND. DO NOT PULL. The metrics matter now more than ever. Cards will always rerun.

Don't stop posting. Hashtags: #NoValkoNoMoney #BringValkoBack #BringBackValko #ValkoIsLoved #ValkoIs6th #Valko

Email! Here is my post with the updated email template. If you choose to write your own, here are the main points: — Demand Valko be reinstated as the 6th LI — Demand communication from Infold — Emphasize you will stop all spending until these demands are met [email protected] [email protected] [email protected]

DO NOT CONTACT federal/government agencies, national news networks, or foreign media. This does not need to become a geopolitical conflict.

DO NOT TRUST UNVERIFIED INFORMATION. Rumors and speculation are not going to help us at this point. I will still give you my thoughts and educated guesses, but take everything without a source with a grain of salt. No proof, no truth.

Updates

As of right now, the HA texts and Valko's WU story are still in the game following an update last night. The servers will reset for Caleb's new card tonight/tomorrow morning, so I will update you on this again tomorrow. Personally, so long as these two things exist (specifically the WU story), I'm not worried at all. If the texts are removed, my hopium could chalk it up to Valko being re-announced at a later date. The WU story, to me, is the most important.

Rumors have been surfacing that one of the pro-Valko articles was purchased by CN fans, not Infold. This could be true—I have no real way of verifying it. But, I do have a few opinions about it. — Who cares? I couldn't give less of a shit who funded it. The bottom line is that it benefits us either way. The article was published. It cleared up misinformation and supported our protest—that's all I care about. — This user on X has a great evaluation. I'll include a few points here. — "The state articles have a DISCLAIMER stating that the article was sponsored. If the article contains a disclaimer (for example, 'Sponsored content,' 'Partner information,' or commercial publication tags), it means an official commercial PR contract was signed. Corporate approval is required: Chinese media companies and PR agencies (such as GGW, Sina, and others) require verified corporate data, tax identifiers, and official signatures to conduct a soft PR campaign on behalf of a brand." — "It is prohibited to impersonate a third party: The agency cannot take money from an anonymous fan group or a fan community admin for placing sponsored advertising representing Infold/Papergames. Doing so without the company's explicit consent is illegal commercial misappropriation of data and fraud." — I'm still firm in my belief that, while Infold may not have purchased the article, they did fund the Valko Supertopic on Weibo. It would take someone with a fat wallet to do this (estimated $90k). I highly doubt any of the CN girls have the means to do this.

Rumors have surfaced that there is a lot of infighting going on behind the scenes at Infold. Some users have said that the PR department was pushing for Valko's cancellation. Let me speak on this as someone with a business degree: the PR department has absolutely no control over what the company chooses to release. Even if PR execs did want Valko cancelled, they are not in a position to make that happen—especially in a place like China, where hierarchies are enforced and highly respected. Not to mention, why would a department be against releasing a character that would surely increase the business' revenue? Like I said yesterday, the only language that businesses speak fluently is money. They want a return on their investment. Valko's development took over two years and millions of dollars—no executive in their right mind is going to push to scrap a character like that. I'm calling BS on those rumors. Whether or not you believe them is up to your own discretion, but they don't make logical sense.

Do not believe anyone that says the situation is dire/this is our last day/this is urgent/etc. This is not a decision Infold is going to make overnight. It's been a month. Let's assume they have a plan in place at this point. They can't continue to ignore us and expect everything to be fine. Creating a sense of urgency or impending doom is the fastest way to get a movement to crumble. People get sloppy, unfocused, and angry. Stay the course. Don't let yourself fall victim to chaos and uncertainty. Keep doing what we've been doing.

Metrics

LADS following: — Instagram: 906k — X: 651k — YouTube: 323k — TikTok: 877.5k

Petitions: — iPetitions: 251,400+ — Change.org: 98,200+ — JP Change.org: 8,500+ — Total: 358,000+ signatures

LADS CN revenue 8/3

LADS ranking on CN iOS App Store 8/4

Valko's Supertopic is still at number 6 on the character leaderboard. Currently (8/4, 10:00AM CDT), the ranking is: 1. Sylus 2. Xavier 3. Zayne 4. Rafayel 5. Caleb 6. Valko CN fans are still flooding the LADS Weibo with comments demanding Valko's return. (Note: I cannot confirm nor deny if LADS has "sunk" Valko comments. The shorter comments are typically about Caleb, while the longer ones and the ones with green hearts are about Valko. Regardless, most comments are demanding communication.)

From what I've seen, we have three groups currently. — Pro-Valko fans demanding his release and communication from Infold. — CN Caleb fans who are extremely unhappy with the card. They've been asking for Colonel Caleb content and MS updates, not solo cards. Many plan to skip this banner. — The minority that is actually content with the situation. (Wild.)

To Brighten Your Day

I'm always going to preach positivity and optimism on my page. No matter how dark things may seem, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Never lose hope.

Once again, please take care of yourselves. Your mental and physical health should be the priority. There are hundreds of thousands of us—you are not fighting alone.

Sending my love <3

[nan-chi]

Lads fandom these days 😭🔥

[embetie]

Maintenance [wip]

I absolutely adore the idea of Valko being the one who made Caleb's arm. He goes to him for repairs and checkups and eventually they become good friends

[chocotist]

researcher valko dump

[kaokaoriii]

The current situation and why Infold is to blame completely

I’m going to share something I’ve had my suspicions of for the past couple of weeks. This is only because now it’s getting out of hand and it needs to be said regarding what is going on Weibo and why Infold is now just the direct villain. I don’t even care about antis anymore, because in all honesty, they have no effect, it’s all Infold’s doing.

My suspicion is that Infold is trying to frame Valko supporters for the actions antis are responsible for. And no, I won’t accept anything else. I’m not going to defend the company, I’m not going to be patient for them, and I’m definitely not going to make excuses for their silence or actions.

Why do I think this? That’s easy.

Infold requested extra security from police on the 9th, despite posting nothing on their socials. Bear in mind, this is the date majority of us were suspecting that Infold would shadow drop Valko. And they didn’t. They didn’t post anything on that day, so what was the need for extra security specifically on that day? If they were scared of the real toxic players, don’t you think they would have implemented extra security beforehand?

Staying silent for just over 30 days (actually you could even consider this as more silence because I will not accept a banner as ‘breaking the silence’) while apologising and forming a written statement for antis. Yes, this one is quite straight forward. But my question here is just why? Why were antis answered almost immediately while barely even putting a dent in their financial profits, while Valko supporters have been boycotting for a month and managed to demolish Infold’s recent banners.

Liking comments made by anti-Valko on their new Caleb solo banner to boost comments about Caleb on Weibo and hide the comments made about Valko… do I really need to explain this one…

Removing trending tags confronting them about how they are treating their players. #InfoldRuiningCNGames (something like that I’m sorry I’m so sleep deprived right now) and #NoValkoNoMoney were taken down after proved to be trending on Weibo for over 2 hours. Infold is silencing us. They are acting as if nothing is wrong and are driving the whole fandom into discourse.

Before I go forth, I will explain something that is going on in our CN fanbase. Currently, CN Valko girls are explaining to Global players that they want to start taking legal action if we do not get a statement by tomorrow. And let me say, Global players do not need to get involved in this. Yes, we will support our CN sisters, however, let’s not get involved in pursuing legal actions because then it will turn into Global vs CN. Do not worry. Our CN sisters know their country very well and if they are the ones taking action, no one can say anything, because it’s their local game. They have every right to pursue this and we cannot stop them and neither can antis.

Please know that the CN girls know what they are doing. They have decided to put their foot down because it is obvious now that Infold will not listen to people who are being respectful and kind. We need to stop tolerating Infold. We are getting nothing out of being patient for them and making excuses why they keep torturing us with their actions.

I also know how hectic everyone is right now. Everyone is saying different things, and majority of girls are fighting now. And let me tell you, this is exactly what Infold wants. They want us to start worrying and stay silent about Valko while we argue amongst ourselves. Don’t let them have the upper hand, trust me. They’ve used tactics like this before so please don’t let it sway you.

I’ve decided I won’t be posting any information from now on until it’s something that everyone has agreed on and confirmed. Because at the moment, it seems like ‘uncles’ are coming out to either scare us or lie to us about the situation. So I suggest don’t interact with that kind of information, it’ll only stress you out.

I really don’t like being mean. Especially when it comes to these kinds of situations. But I think now I won’t hesitate being mean to Infold. They need to know how furious we are. Of course, there is a limit to anger, but know that it’s okay to feel angry. You have every right to feel frustrated and let Infold know. But also try to keep a level head and don’t panic. It’ll all be fine, hopefully.

[byallmeans1]